Song fic: Heaven Knows


So tell me where do I start
cause its breaking my heart
Dont wanna let her go..

Sano was as usual eating and wasting his tym at Akabeko's. "Give me another bottle of Sake!" Sano shouted drunk."Ummm... I think You had
enough Mr. Sagara.." Tsubame suggested to the drunk fool.. "Enough! you gotta be kidding kid there's never enough when your in misery!"
Sano demanded in a very angry voice "Now get me that drink Tsubame! I'm a paying costumer!!" Tsubame went to the kitchen to get the Sake.
Damn I'm such a fool I shouldn't feel sorry....I should be happy... this is stupid... He thought as he finished another cup of Sake. Tsubame served
the Sake and went home to get some rest.. Tae was left.."Sano I think you had enough that's your 5th bottle of Sake..and I think you should go and
get some sleep for Kaoru and Kenshin's wedding tommorow" Tae said excitingly like she's the one getting married.. "I'am so excited! the guy
finally confessed!! oh...It's gonna be soooo good" Grrrrr.....good? what's goin to be so good about that?! what does she know....~_~ "Yeah its
going to be so good....I cant wait..." He said w/ a frown hiding the pain inside him... "What's wrong Sano? Something seems to be bothering you?
Tell me I can help.." Tae said in a concern voice. Err.... should I tell her? ummm..no....umm...yes...this is confusing...ok Sano all you have to do is
act tough....tough...yes..tough..."Nothing I'm fine just fine...never been better..nothing's wrong... everything's just fine..."He said grabbing the cup
of Sake nervously and sipping it w/ her hands shaking. "Hmmm.... we'll see you dont look fine to me? ^_~" She teased "I'll give you more Sake
cmon tell I can help..^^" She bribed. Sake?! ohhhh....Sake... one more thing that I love besides Kao-chan...^^hmm.......I should tell her....it wont hurt ne?
Sano blushed...embarassment? or just drunk? "Ok.... I trust this secret to you w/ my life... Promise not to tell this to anyone?not even Sae or
anybody not even Kenshin!" he shouted ok here's go nothing.. "Tae its about....err......Jou-chan.... ummm.......you see..... umm..." Sano's voice
was trembling of nervousness...."What about Kaoru?"She asked curiously."Ummm......you see Tae......I'm kinda.....you know..." Tae looked very
confused "No I have no clue what youre talking abt.." "Ok I'm inlove w/ Jou-chan!!!!!!!" He bursted out...Tae looked very surprised that she
almost fainted.. after that shocking burst out by Sano Tae found herself drinking Sake in shock.. "Ummm..... but you always teased her....
her cooking the way she looks....and besides I thought You and Ms. Megumi are a couple? This is just...."Tae finished her second cup of Sake still
shocked and amazed...

My friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
Youve gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine

"Tae what now? I thought you were gonna help me? and my Sake?" Tae placed the cup on the table and said.. "What the heck? Your thinkin
about Sake when the one you love is getting married tommorow!!! Baka!" Tae hit Sano in the head... "What you do that for? really where's my
Sake!" Tae tried to look patient but Sano was just getting to her nerves.. "Sano I'll give you your Sake later right now we have to talk abt Kaoru
and You.. now talk or no Sake.." Sano thought for a moment.... hmmm..... Sake or Jou-chan... this is confusing I need more Sake... Sano gulp
another cup of Sake and begun "Ok Tae you promise not to tell a single soul about this...ok here it go...a few days ago I dunno why but I felt really
weird when Ken-san Jou-chan announced they were getting married tommorow I know I'm supposed to feel happy for them but..... I dunno its just
weird... for these few days Jou-chan has been really like the "apple if my eye" ....." Tae thought for a moment and said "Hmmm.....so that explains
why youve been really quiet these days...well.. why didnt you told her this earlier?" "Hmmmm...well i dont reall know.... I mean like this is all new
to me.... and besides she likes Ken-san better than me...." he said in a sad tone. "Well..... you can just at least tell her about what you feel....
who knows she might like you like you do...well its just an advice..." Tae said cleaning the tables Tell her how I feel....*sigh*...
"You dont understand Tae I'm just to...nevermind... It'll just ruin everything.." Sano got up and headed for the door..."Suit yourself but you
should give it a chance...." Tae said cleaning the place"and you'll get your sake tommorow..." Sano waved and thank her... Tell her.....
another bad idea....its best to keep it this way he thought and walked home

Why I live in despair
Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
and all these time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

The next morning Yahiko pour cold water on Sano to wake him up "What the hell?!" Sano shouted shiverring "Wake up rooster head!!!! its
Ken-san and Kao-chan's wedding!" Sano stood up and went to the dojo... *sigh* I have to get over this... Sano got dressed and headed to
Akabeko's. Everybody was there... Then Kaoru walked in. In her new kimono.. Sano was stunned for a moment She's so...so... Then the
ceremony started. While Kenshin and Kaoru was saying their vows to each other Sano was standing there... *sigh* I guess I've got to let her go...
But why now.. why now? I gotta be strong and get over it... Sano took another deep breath when Kaoru and Kenshin kissed.. Tae looked at Sano
hiding his own suffering w/ a smile. While Kenshin and Kaoru were eating Sano looked at them. I should be the one at Kaoru's side...
"What's wrong Sano? You Haven't eaten anything or talk.." Megumi asked. "Huh? What? oh nothing's wrong everything's just fine fox lady..
scram.." Sano said pushing Megumi away from him "Fine.. rooster head.." Megumi went away and went to Kenshin and Kaoru to give their
present. Sano was drinking sake at one corner "Tae! another bottle of sake here!" He shouted in a drunk voice. "What's wrong w/ Sano, Tae?"
Kaoru asked. "I dunno maybe you should talk to him" Tae handed the tray to Kaoru. Kaoru went near Sano w/ the sake. "Hey there" She said
and served him the sake. Sano turned to his back and saw Kaoru comin near him.. his mind was racing... Wha? what the heck? Sano was so
nervous that he almost tip the glass. "Oh hey there raccoon girl.." he teased..

Maybe my love will come back someday
only heaven knows....
and maybe our hearts will find their way....
only heaven knows...
and all I can do is hope and pray..
cuz' heaven knows.

"What's wrong? You have been in this corner all afternoon drinking sake.. are you trying to ruin my wedding?!" She shouted. Sano drunk
another cup of sake trying to look as calm as possible. "Ruin your wedding? why would I do that.. and besides even if I'm doing it what will I get
from it?" Sano gave out another deep breath and continued "I'm just...happy for you I guess.. *sigh* Yeah that's it I'm happy for you..too happy
that I'm getting myself drunk .." Kaoru stared at Sano and gave him a kiss in his cheeks.... "I'm glad your happy..." Kaoru stood up and walked
away "...Just dont be too happy.. " she glanced at Sano and winked at him. Sano touched his cheeks and sighed. That was the first and last kiss..
I guess I really got to let go.. we weren't meant to be I guess... maybe someday... Sano went out from his lil' corner and went to have fun w/ the other
guys.

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Disclaimer: I dont own Sano,Tae,Kaoru or any of the characters...blah...blah...or the song "Heaven Knows"..blah..blah..

Ok this is my 2nd RK fanfic so pls forgive me if its really bad... gomen... I know the fic is stupid and all.....-__- but what can you do i'm not that
good im a kid! im only 12 turnin 13.. but im only 12! im plannin to make more RK fanfics....hmmm.ok later....and pls review it...