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Chapter 1

"Lilly, Please. you know you're everything to me. you can't leave. i have nothing without you" Miley Pleaded with her best friend. Lilly just looked at Miley with disgust. "you're just..." she couldn't think of a word bad enough. she just turned and walked away. she looked back " Never talk to me again, don't even think my name." She Spit on the floor in front of her and walked out the door. Miley crumpled to the floor, to shocked to cry.

Miley shot up outta bed, covered in sweat. she had this dream alot. she got out of bed, and headed straight to the bathroom. she immediatly took off her shirt and sleep pants, and ran the water for her shower. while the water got hot, she went pee, resisting the urge to find her razor blade. she got in the shower, getting her hair wet. Miley was in love with her best friend. she knew she was a cliche, but she couldn't help how she felt. she didn't wanna tell Lilly, because of the reaccuring dream. she knew she was being paranoid, but she couldn't handle that kind of pain.

Miley finished in the shower, wrapping herself in a towel. she walked back into her room, looking out the window to see if her dad was home. Seeing his car gone, she smiled. She walked to her bedside table, and grabbed her cigarettes. she took one out and lit it up, taking a drag. she sighed. she loved menthol. she always had to wait till her dad to leave, because she didn't tell him she smoked. she was only 17 and jackson bought them for her. he was the only one who knew.

She Finished her cigarettes and got up to get dressed. she opened her closet door, immedatly grabbing a bra and underwear. she picked a matching set; yellow with pink words on it. she picked a pair of dark skinny jeans, and a white tee shirt. She smiled as she slipped the shirt over her head.

Miley was walking hand in hand with her best friend. they had spent the day together and were laughing about something lilly had said. Miley saw a small shop of hand-me-downs and dragged her friend inside. She laughed at the look on Lilly's face. she grabbed a bunch of stuff off a rack and dragged her into the changing rooms. They took tons of pictures that day. they found the cutest skirt and shirt outfit; a white tee shirt and a dark blue pleated skirt. Lilly picked Mileys and Miley Lillys.

Miley Stashed away some of the pictures. some Lilly didn't know she took. she noticed but shrugged it off when miley told her she was crazy.

Miley Closed her closet and walked to her dresser, grabbing her brush. she brushed her hair out, just letting it down for the day. she picked up her phone for the first time, seeing she had six messages, all from lilly. she smiled as she read through them, all getting snipper up untill the one sent a few minutes ago. she hit reply and typed : jezz lilly, clam down. i just got outta the shower. are we doing anything today? she set down her phone, and grabbed another cigarette. it didn't suprise her when her phone vibrated before she could grab the lighter. she ignored it, lighting her cigarette first. she took the ashtray outta her drawer and set it next to her phone. she picked it up, and read her best friend, and secret love's response. i'm sorry. i thought you were mad at me. you know how paranoid i get. but yes i wanna do something today. beach? shopping? i need a new bra... peir? movie? oh! a movie then the peir for food! thats what i wanna do. Miley laughed. Only Lilly thought out loud in a text. she texted back: come over? i gotta finish getting ready. she didn't expect a response. she just waited for lilly to walk throught the door, and hurried to finish her cigarette. she knew lilly was prally already on her way. this instinct proved right. just as she closed the drawer lilly walked in. miley went and sprayed herself with body spray before hugging her friend.

Lilly's POV

I walked into mileys room. I had already started walking to Mileys when i got the text about coming over. I immedatly smelled smoke and knew my friend had been smoking. this was confirmed when she sprayed herself before hugging me, however I didn't comment on it. she would tell me when she was ready. I just smiled and said, "Hey sweetie. Are you about ready?" She watched as Miley walked over to her dresser again. "Yeah, I just have to put on my face, yah know." She and I laughed and I sat on her bed, waiting. She watched as her best friend put on her makeup. Miley finally turned around and said " I'm done! so what movie do you wanna see?" i thought about it and said " i'm not sure. what do you wanna see?" Miley got on her phone and looked up what was playing. "um how about a girl movie? or an action?" i wanted a girl movie, and told her so. she looked through them and said " how about the last song?" I nodded and we got up and headed for the door. we got into mileys car and i fiddled with the radio, jacking up the volume when a Ke$ha song came on. we were singing at the top of our lungs. i love her voice. we pulled into the theature and got our tickets. we found seats at the top and settled in.

General POV

the girls got excited as the room got dark and the previews came up. they talked through the previews, and were saying about which ones they wanted to see, and which one's seemed dumb. after the movie, they walked out, trying to wipe away the tears. Miley looked at her friend. "where do you wanna eat?" Lilly shrugged. "where-ever is good with me." they walked back to the car and miley drove them to the pier. they ended up going to rico's and getting a pizza to share. Miley smiled as Lilly ate half the pizza, wondering how she stayed so small. Miley finished first, and asked "do you wanna stay at my house tonight?" Lilly laughed. "I kinda already asked. mom said i'm allowed." Miley laughed. "I gotta text dad, he wasn't home when i got up." Miley got her phone and texted her dad. they paid for the bill and walked back to miley's car. Miley got in and felt her phone vibrate. she smiled, "dad said yes!" They drove to the house. walking up the walk and into the house they started talking about boys. Lilly didn't want to tell her friend she wasn't really into guys so she really didn't really add much to the conversation. they went into her room. Miley needed a smoke, but didn't know if she could tell Lilly. she felt bad because she usually told lilly everything. but the secrets seemed to be racking up. she sighed and flopped on her bed. Lilly could tell somehting was wrong. she sat next to her and waited. "Lilly, " Miley said. "There are something i've been wanting to tell you."

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