Life after you, these wounds won't seem to heal Chapter 1: Lord, I'm ready now, an one tree hill fanfic

Song: Lord I'm ready now by Plumb

I just let go and I feel exposed but its so beautiful cause this is who I am I've been such a mess now I can't care less I could bleed to death

Lucky: Blossoming growth, unstoppable external force, going to a place far beyond earth's atmosphere. Requiem for a pipe dream, false hope, a dying heart without a pulse. Off you go again to elsewhere. Wide awake, I finally know the truth. This first last breath of life maybe brief, but at least death is out of reach. Hold me tight and give me some relief, time.

Lord I'm ready now, all the walls are down time is running out and I want to make this count, I ran away from you and I did what I wanted to but I don't want to let you down, Lord I'm ready now, Lord I'm ready now

Sawyer: Crossroads, lingering roadblocks and insecurities. In the dark, momentary moments of weakness, ballads of pain and confusion. A complicated unfinished puzzle, blueprints of a life gone way too soon, echoes of desperation and lost passion. A bittersweet revelation, unforeseen circumstance, the wonderful unknown depths of the ocean. Your fate, one delicate state of well-being. Unidentified unconsecrated secret holy place of worship, this broken union. Empty vacant breathing space, revisited old memories.

I was so caught up in who I'm not can you please forgive me?

Peyton: Wasting away prematurely, hope's heartbeat, a ghostly being without a specific meaning. These hard to hold open hands, holograms of what used to be, ill-fated stars. Sacrificial love, effortless beauty. Enchanted eyes, damaged goods, easily broken bridges of communication. Silhouettes, irrecoverable missed moments. Rejected notions, escapable muse of mine.

Lucas: Stationary motion, these words left unsaid between us. Hanging, holding onto your promises, here I go again. Only time knows how long I can stay in this position. Wait patiently, I tell my bleeding heart. Always and forever, you remain missing in action. I continue to be loyal and kind toward you. Take me back to the start when everything was fireproof. A moment to completely breakaway is right now or maybe not. Keep the faith, keep me in your heart for a while. Even though we are drifting apart, I still wish you goodluck.

I've nothing left to hide, no reasons left to lie, give me another chance

Lucky: Lukewarm touch, unique mind out of body experience, keep me longing for more. Exceptionally bright bonfire, endless supernatural high, painless unearthly desire. Echoes of passion and devotion, a divine visitation. Calmness before and after life's storms, effortless merciful grace.

Sawyer: Breakthrough the clouds that surround my world, Lord. Annoyed, impatient and irritable, I need an encouraging word fast. Confusion leads me down the wrong path where my faith remains shaken. Karma is a sword through my heart. A light bulb goes off in my head. Rude awakening describes my good morning wake up call. My ultimate solution, my last hope, sweet relief. A divine guidance, God's compass. Infinite wise counsel, common sense, Artificial intelligence. Messy misunderstandings, mental roadblocks, bittersweet necessary sacrifices. Endless voiceless empty hallways, dissolving disfunctional hard to understand complicated musical notes. Sorrowful lost wandering spirits, special slow little turtle brains. A smooth progression toward success, calmness in the middle of a storm. Radiant warm bonfire, a candle yet to be burnt out, a sweet smelling aroma. Eternal peace, inward reflection, retrospection. Dazzling bewilderment, echoes of past future lives, these gentle soft cold hands.