Put your iPod on shuffle and write about a random pairing

A/N: sorry for grammar mistakes I was half asleep when I did it and I'm too lazy.

Smother me: the used

He was always hard to read ,however he was always the one to remind me that I was his and only his. He reminded me this by the simple glances and smiles or maybe the way he would hold me after sex.

"Hye baby how's your day?" Cal asked looking down at his younger lover with his normal amused look but that look on his face changed it was now graced with worry as he watched the slow tears flow down my face as I slowly looked at him ,

"I hate to be a burden on you but all I need is that you never leave me" was all I said it sounded pathetic but I needed him I was nothing just a child gasping for air Cal lightman was that fresh breath of air that was always needed.

My immortal

It's always the ones you need most that leave you one wrong move and their gone from sight someone you would do anything to protect and would fight away anything that tried to harm or frighten them, but this Cal could not save him from.

Cal stared and the broken form of Eli loker his once lover slain by a mortal bullet protected something he believed in cal watched the light dim and slowly burn out.

"Eli ,Eli open your eyes , Eli!" Cal yelled but it was too late the once lover was gone killed by a mortal bullet

Cry for you

Eli ignored the calls from his older ex lover and decided it was time to leave cal was playing Eli like a game not treating him with loving care so Eli walked away telling call to 'go screw Gillian and forget he even existed' it hurt spitting out those words cal lightman will never see

Eli again no matter how hard he tired he was sick of the bull shit games and decided to free himself to many tears were shed for cal lightman and Eli wasn't going to keep adding him self to the list.

When your gone

Eli listened to ria and Gillian slowly trying to read their shocked faces then it all hit him and he fell to the ground wrapping his arm around himself letting the sobs free them self it felt like a bullet piercing his heart

"I'm sorry Eli "echoed in his head over and over Eli closed his trying to picture Cal's face but nothing came just old memories that ate away at his heart why couldn't he picture him, Eli knew he would miss cal more every day because when someone like that comes around their hard to forget.

Over and over: three days grace

No matter how hard cal pushed Eli always came back the bonds that tied him to cal were to strong, every lie or mistake cal told made Eli love him more love him it the most profound way that it hurt every time he breathed cal didn't try to stop Eli just let him fall more deeply, falling for cal lightman was a mistake but a bloody perfect one at that

Broken open: Adam Lambert

Cal was shattered pieces being swept under the rug but Eli saved him and but him back together kept him safe from the cold and from his inner demons it was crazy the way Eli kept him alive he was like a light hidden in the dark kept only for cal to reach for, it kept him sane and chased away the shadows trying to consume who Cal lightman is.

Who I am: nick Jonas

Cal rose from bed and looked over at his younger lover ,who was curled at his side soaking in the sun, Cal loved Eli for his innocence but what he loved the most is that Eli loved cal's witty and angry self, Cal couldn't lose his strength in front of Eli cause he was afraid that Eli might look away in disgust Cal should know better Eli loved every thing about cal, and needed cal more then anything his own salfty blanket. Cal knew all he wanted in life was someone to love him for who he was.

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