Hello everyone! It feels so good to write a new story. Before we get into it I just want to say that this is the SEQUEL of "Hello, I Love You". If you haven't read the story, please read it first before you read this story.
And if you have read, "Fifty Shades Of Santana Lopez". I will be still continuing the story, :) so that's good news right?
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Content: Romance/Angst. (Slight Of comedy if that's ever happening lol)
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CHAPTER ONE - SHE LEFT ME.
"What are you doing?!" Santana yells at Brittany. They were at the airport, crowds are looking at the two lovers. Brittany couldn't stop her tears, she was broken and extremely sad.
"Y-you..c-cheated on me!" Brittany yells back. She wasn't embarrassed of yelling at her, she was very angry and sad at Santana.
Santana's tear fall down on her face, she bites her bottom lip and lets out a shaky sigh.
"Mmmph, fuck.." Santana roughly kisses Evelyn as they went inside the bedroom. Santana quickly takes off her pants and Evelyn did the same.
"Oh god Santana.."
"Shut up." Santana pushes her on the bed. She takes off her boxers and pulls it down in one swift motion. She pumps her cock furiously and hovers the girl.
"C-condom.."
"Fuck!" Santana yells in frustration. She yanks the drawer open from her nightstand and gets one pack of condom. She rips it with her teeth and rolls it on her cock.
Santana was extremely drunk, she didn't tell Brittany that she was going out and party with her friend Puck. She didn't even know it will go on this way, she didn't planned it. She met the girl Evelyn in the club and decided to fuck her.
Santana and Brittany are fighting lately, because Brittany couldn't work for their child and Santana is always in work for almost a day. They only have a little time together and barely even have sex. Yesterday they fought about the groceries because Santana accidentally forgot. Brittany yells at Santana for it because Valerie was hungry and didn't had milk anymore.
Santana roughly entered her, hearing the girl moan. Santana bites her neck gently and thrusts inside her in and out. She grips the sheets for support and grinding her hips roughly at Evelyn.
Brittany goes inside their house with her daughter in her arm. She closes the door gently and smiles. She wanted to apologize to Santana for yelling at her. She bought their favorite food from the diner and places it on the table.
"Mommy, where Mami?" Valerie pouts. Brittany hums and looks around the living room.
"San?" Brittany softly says her name. It took several seconds, and she didn't respond.
"Your Mami must be sleeping." Brittany tells her daughter. It was clearly almost 12am, Brittany and Valerie went somewhere alone. They walk at the edge of the apartment.
When she got close to the door, she can hear the bed squeaking. She scrunches her eyebrows, 'she must be fixing the bed.' She thought. She opens the door with one swift motion.
"Ugh yes!" Evelyn moans. Brittany's eyes widen in shock, her mouth didn't open. Her knuckles curled and Valerie was just staring at them.
Santana looks at Brittany in shock. Her mouth dropped and she can feel her throat dry. Evelyn pushes Santana away from her and covers herself with the comforter.
"You didn't tell me you have a wife!" Evelyn practically shouts at the Latina, Despite from the wedding picture above their bed. Evelyn picks up her clothes and walks out of the room.
Brittany slowly kneels on the floor for Valerie to get off from her arms. She whispers, "Valerie, please go to your room."
"O'tay mommy." Valerie walks inside her bedroom. When they hear the door closed, they both stare at each other.
Santana slowly gets our from bed, picking up her boxers and wears it slowly. Her eyes never left the blue ones.
Gladly she was wearing her shirt.
They both stare at each other brokenly, Santana couldn't say a word. She was beyond scared, Brittany slowly stands up from the floor and holds her hand. She was looking down and her tears fall down from her face.
"Brittany..." Santana slowly walks to the blonde for an embrace, but Brittany walked backwards. Taking a step back.
She stops the Latina from walking towards her. Santana stops and kept staring at the blonde.
"T-that's why..you didn't come home early from w-work?" Brittany whispers brokenly. Santana shakes her head, she tries to hug Brittany but Brittany pushes her away.
"T-tell me, how long have you been doing this?" Brittany asks her again.
"Brittany, I didn't mean..- tonight, it just happened t-tonight-"
"I see, I'm not good wife am I?" Brittany les out a shaky laugh. Santana shakes her head again, and lets her hand fal from her waist.
"Y-you are, Brittany! I-I just..I'm s-sorry!" Santana lets her tears fall down from her face and sobs. Brittany just shuts her eyes tightly, praying that this was just a dream. That this wasn't happening.
"P-please let me go." Brittany's voice was broken. She felt like she wasn't breathing, it's like she's in under water..drowning.
Santana shakes her head once again, she tried to hug her..but Brittany pushes her again, this time roughly and angrily.
"I'm sleeping on the couch." Brittany slowly walks out of their bedroom and closes the door shut. Santana wanted to go after her, but she knew the situation will go worse.
Next morning, Santana wanted to bring flowers for Brittany and other stuff. She decides to leave early in the morning and buys flowers and other things for Brittany.
Once she was back, she notice that Brittany and Valerie wasn't home. She thought, 'maybe Brittany wanted to cool down, it's okay Santana..breathe.' She walks around the apartment and notices that the blonde and their child was gone. Panic rush inside her, she walks inside their bedroom and roughly opens their cabinet.
'Her and Valerie's clothes are gone!' Santana thought. She sobs and looks at the bed. There was a paper on the middle of the bed.
She slowly walks to the bed, and picks up the paper. It was a divorce paper and she looks down and it was Brittany's signature there.
She lets out a cry, her sobs was getting louder and louder. How could Brittany do this? She knows she made a huge mistake but she didn't know it would lead to this.
She knew were Brittany was going.
"L-love.." Santana whispers brokenly. She looks at their child, she was clinging with Brittany and she can feel that Valerie is scared.
"You do not have the rights to call me that!" Brittany points at her angrily. Fresh tears fall from her face, Valerie startled and hides her head on Brittany's shoulder.
"B-Brittany, I know that I cheated on you and I'm so god damn sorry..but I'm angry because you, practically put a fucking divorce papers on the bed without even telling me. Can't we just talk about it?..please?" Santana pleaded. Her hand still grips at Brittany's hand and her eyes are red from crying.
"T-there's nothing to talk about anymore, Santana. It's done. It's Over." Brittany sobs. Santana feels her body breaking. She feels he knees are going to collapsed.
"O-over?..no! It's not over!" Santana yells out. She grips Brittany's hand harder and looks at her in a pleading eye.
"Santana, don't you understand the fact that we literally fight everyday? Our relationship is not healthy anymore. We are not healthy." Brittany continued, "I use to dream that we are endgame. Like we would grow old and have many and many kids. We would live in a lake house and have 1 golden retriever dog. We would have two kids, one girl and one boy. But that dream is over, it's done Santana. I love you, so much but I don't think this can work anymore, I'm sorry."
"Then lets make that happen Brittany! We can fix this, w-we will live in a lake house. Have one dog and have one more kid, Brittany please don't give up on me..don't give up on us!" Santana yells in a shaky voice. Brittany lets out a shaky sob and closes her eyes. Brittany places Valerie on the ground beside her, her hand still holding Valerie and Santana's.
Suddenly, Santana felt like she needed to hug her. Maybe one hug will let her stay, maybe one hug will fix everything. Santana hugged her tightly and cried on her shoulder.
"P-please, don't leave me. I love you, I love you." Santana cried. Her cry became hysterical. Brittany closes her eyes and cried, she wanted to hug her and just fix everything but there's a part of her that she couldn't do this anymore. She was done.
She pushes Santana a bit roughly, Santana looks at her. Brittany cried. Santana kneeled on the floor to look at Valerie.
"Valerie, Hey.." Santana cups her cheek. Valerie sobs a little and Santana chuckles brokenly, "Don't worry okay? Mami will come back for the both of you. I will bring you guys home again, okay little one?" Santana hugs her daughter tightly, it was pain. She couldn't let go of her daughter.
Brittany cried even more, she heard what Santana said to Valerie. And it broke her.
"Mami.." Valerie sobbed. Santana kisses her forehead and sobs, "I'm so sorry, baby. I'm so sorry that I hurt your mommy. Take care of her okay? I love you so much."
Santana stands up from the floor and looks at Brittany. Brittany's eyes were swollen from crying, she speaks,
"Please sign the paper." Brittany whispers at her. They turned around, before she started walking Santana cling to her. Her arms wrapped around her stomach.
"Don't leave me, Brittany! Please I'm so sorry. Just please don't leave me, stay with me. Stay with me baby." Santana cries. She tighten up her arms. She didn't want the blonde to walk away, she wanted to fix this. She regretted everything that she has done last night.
Brittany breaks away from her and looks at her from behind, she lets out a sob. "Bye, Santana." Brittany whispers shakily and starts walking away with Valerie and the bags. Santana cries even louder, she closes her eyes and yells,
"Brittany!" She expected her to turn around, but no. She kept walking. She called out her name several times, and when the blonde was out of sight. She kneeled on the floor and cried.
She opens the front door with one swift. She goes inside her lonely apartment and closes the door. She walks to her bedroom and sat on the bed. Her eyes was puffy and red, her body was limp. She couldn't walk properly.
She walks to the liquor cabinet. She goes a Jack Daniel's beer and goes back in her room.
After a half a bottle of drinking, she starts to get drunk. She looks around the room. Full of memories, full of Brittany. She thought. She stands up from her bed and walks to the wall of memories.
She looks at the picture when Brittany, Valerie, and her are in Disney Land. She sobbed. She looks at the picture when Brittany and her kissed on the sand. She looks at more pictures and it completely torn her apart.
She curls her fingers and bangs on the wall a few times. Anger rises in her and she clawed out all the pictures. She screamed at the wall and began to punch it.
She rips all the pictures on the wall, she cried hysterically. She turned around and gets her beer, she stares at it and throws it at the wall. Glass pieces shattered on the wall, and a puddle of beer was on the floor.
She looks at their wedding picture, they looked so happy there. Valerie was in the middle of the photo and she gets it from the wall above her bed.
She sits down on the bed and stares at the photo, her tears fell on the frame and sobbed. She felt so torn, it's like she couldn't breathe anymore.
She puts the frame on her chest and cried, she prays that Brittany will come back for her. And so is Valerie. But she knows that they will never come back for her. They were gone, they're gone from her life.
Weeks later, the apartment was trashed. Her tv was broken, the kitchen looked so dirty,the living room looks like trashed. And her room was full of beers and chips. Her clothes wasn't washed since Brittany left.
Her bathroom wasn't cleaned, the bathroom mirror was broken. She was completely broken.
Quinn bursts inside her apartment and gasps. She looks at the dirty kitchen and the living room, she cups her mouth and walks to her bedroom.
"Santana?" Quinn calls her. She looks around the bedroom until she sees Santana on the floor, sleeping.
She sighs, she kneels down across her and shakes her gently, "S, wake up."
She groggily wakes up, she sits up on the floor and rubs her eyes. "Hey, Q."
"What has happened to you? You look like someone beaten you up." Quinn looks at her body, she looks at her shirt. It was stained, most likely her beer. And the room smells like beer and food. She didn't like it at all.
"Fucking, life..she-she.." Santana groggily says. Quinn just hugs her and Santana started to cry. "She left me, Quinn. She left me."
"Oh Santana, I'm so sorry. Everything will be fine, you'll see." Quinn soothes her. But Santana rejected her and looks at her.
"How could you say that?! Nothing will be fine without Brittany. She is my everything! And so is my daughter! I..I..fuck!" Santana sobs at her chest. She didn't had a voice to yell again, she was so tired from punching and yelling.
"I know, and I'm sorry. But you can't be like this, you have to stand up and change your life quickly. I know it'll take months or years to move on, but it's how it is San. And I will be here for you, every step of the way." Quinn explains to her. Santana started to feel a little bit better since Quinn was here. She looked up at her and sobs,
"You really think so?"
"Yes, I'll help you." Quinn tells her encouragingly. Santana gives her a small smile, "Thank you, Quinn."
"No problem, now let's get you cleaned up. We will buy some new furnitures and food."
Months passed by, and Santana started to feel more better. She got a promotion from her job and started to be positive again, thanks to Quinn that she has been there for her every step of the way.
She gets out from her car and walks back inside her apartment. She goes to the kitchen and gets a bottle of water.
She then remember Valerie, she would sometimes watch Valerie when she's dancing. She misses her, she misses her own daughter. Tears starts to form from her eyes as she imagines Valerie walking towards her and hugs her leg.
"I miss you so much, Val." Santana whispers brokenly, she closes the cap of the bottle and walks to her bedroom.
She sits on the edge of the bed and holds the wedding picture. She couldn't stop staring at it, she at least has to stare at the photo thrice a day.
She feels angry and sad at Brittany, most especially misses her. She misses her kisses and her hugs. She misses her laugh and how she is innocent. She misses making breakfast for her and watch the sunset with her.
She just wished she could just bring back time and everything will be back to normal.
But no, it'll not happen because Brittany has fallen out of love of her. And Santana, she loves her no matter what. She starts to sob and shuts her eyes tightly.
"I miss you, baby." Santana whispers. She hugs the photo tightly and sobs.
"Santana, are you ready to move out?" Blaine carries the boxes of furniture to the trunk. Santana smiles and nods, "Yeah, I can't wait to go visit the Lake House."
She remembers Brittany would like to live in a Lake House, it was her dream home. And for Santana, she wanted to make it happen.
"Well, you have so many stuff that I can literally break my arms." Quinn jokes.
It's been a year since Santana seen Brittany and Valerie, and she can say to herself that she is fine now. But she still cries every night and drinks about it.
But she's getting better, right?
"Okay, everything is packed. Let's go!" Quinn smiles and hops inside the truck.
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Santana stares at the lake house. One thing was on her mind is Brittany. The lake house is very captivating, she walks to the dock and reaches at the house.
"This lake house, is amazing San." Blaine smiles. Santana smiles back at him and goes inside the house.
The furniture was there, it was very cold inside. She goes to the living room and touches the sofa.
"Well, I will bring out your stuff okay?"
"Okay, I'll catch up." Santana says. He smiles and goes outside. Santana sighs and sits on the couch.
"Look Britt, our dream home. It's here now." Santana whispers. She feels like she's going to cry, but she hold her tears. She brokenly smiles.
5 years later (January 27th, 2025.)
Santana is now 25 years old. She has a very successful job, which is an Wedding Organizer. She has her own team, Quinn,Blaine,Kurt, and Finn. She ask Rachel one if she could help but, Rachel is too busy with her broadway shows. But she understood her. Her team name is called 'McKinley's'
Good name, right?
Santana walks inside her office and places the papers on the desk. She sighs and sits on her office chair.
Someone knocks on the door, "Santana, can you get coffee please?"
"Okay, Quinn. Just a sec." Santana replies with a smile. She gets her car keys and walks out of her office, she goes down the building and goes to the parking lot.
After 10 minutes of driving, she parks and gets out of the door. She walks to the cafe.
She walks to the line and turns, her mouth drops as she couldn't believe of what she just saw.
A/N: Did you like the first chapter? Please leave a review! And if you guys are wondering that I won't be doing Fifty Shades Of Santana Lopez (FSOSL) you're wrong, new Chapter tomorrow of FSOSL.
Thank you guys once again!