Tsuna smiled at the night sky, staring at the bright moon from her office. The beautiful night sky was her only comfort and every night she would stare out the window like this.
Her guardians were busy in the Kaiki Mansion, only Luce, Yuni, Aria, Fon, Collonello, Lal, Nana, Fuuta, Ipin and Enma kept her company. They sometimes were too busy to see her like tonight and her mother had Ipin and Fuuta to look after.
Jika Kaiki, a sun flame user suddenly appeared hurt and weak in the Vongola mansion. Tsuna had taken her in and healed her back to full health and offered her a place inside the Vongola. She was helpful and happy but one day all the guardians started paying attention to her and drifting away from Tsuna.
Tsuna didn't falter and looked after Jika as if she was family. With the help of Tsuna, Jika had found her old empty Mansion and decided to live there and Tsuna was supportive. Then the guardians started saying they wanted to move to her Mansion and Tsuna said yes.
Her own boyfriends, Reborn and Kyoya had dumped her saying that Jika was better. Only then did she break. Jika said she never wanted them to be there and she told them so they even bought houses near her. Jika apologized to her but Tsuna said "It's okay Jika-chan, as long as you and they are happy I'll be fine. Live your life how you want to and if you need help ask me"
"Luce-nee, can you tell everyone that I'm going to sing as Tsuki today" Tsuna said the next morning and Luce nodded. Tsuna ran to her orange car and drove to her studio.
"Minna, just to tell you. I will be retiring today after my last song. I hope you had a good time working with me and I love you all for being with me" Tsuna said as she smiled to her crew who were crying and hugging her.
After becoming Tsuki, Tsuna went into the stage room and waited. She smiled as a lone tear creeped down her beautiful face. She saw that she was going to go on stage soon and smiled once more.
She stood on stage as the crowd cheered and as she said the next scentance the crowd went wild.
"Let's start minna. My last song Jishou Mushoku" Tsuki said and started singing.
"Kimi no youna hito ni naritaina
Bokurashii hito ni naritaina
Nozomu nara sousurya iikedo sa
Demo sorette honto ni boku nanokaic0"
"Kodomo damashina yume hitotsu
Konna boku nara shineba iinoni"
"Konna boku ga ikiteru dake de
Nanmannin no hito ga kanashinde
Daremo boku wo nozomanai
Sonna sekai dattara iinoni na"
"Konna boku ga kiechau dakede
Nanokunin no hito ga yorokonde
Daremo nani mo nikumanai nara
Sonna ureshii koto wa nai na"
"Ashita mo boku wa yume utsutsu
Kono mama boku wa kiete iinoni"
"Konna boku ga ikita tokorode
Nanokunin no hito wa shiranaishi
Dare mo boku wo nozomanai
Sonna sekai dattara ii no kana"
"Konna boku ga kieta tokorode
Nanokunin no hito wa kawaranai
Dare mo boku wo nikumanainara
Sonshita koto nikawaranaina"
"Saigo nanka minna onaji you ni
Taorete yukimasu
MADE IN tannin no
Jibun jishin kuzurete yukimasu
Saigo nanka minna onaji you ni
Hanareteku no ni"
"Konna boku ga ikiteru dake de
Nande kimi wa sonna ni warau no"
"Kimi ga sonna egao ja
Kanashikutemo kietakutemo
Sayonara suru riyuu nante mou
Nakereba iinoni"
"Konna boku ga kieta tokorode
Nanokunin no hito wa kawaranai
Dakedo boku wo tomeru nani ka ga
Sonna kaoshicha waraenaiya"
[ I wanna be a person like you
I wanna be "a person who is truly me"
If that's what I wish for, then I can always do so
But is it really who I am?
A dream is a mere puerile trick
If that's who I am, then I should just die
Just the presence of someone like me
Makes ten thousands of people suffer
Nobody wishes to see me
It'd be nice if the world actually went that way.
Just the disappearance of this kind of me
Makes billions of people feel at ease
If nobody held grudges against anything
There's no way such a happy can happen can't it?
Tomorrow too, I will be half sleeping
If only I could just vanish like this.
Billions of people don't know
About the existence of someone like me
Nobody wishes to see me
Would it be nice if the world went that way?
At the place where I disappeared
Billions of people wouldn't change a thing
Even if nobody hated me
I wouldn't be able to regain what I'd lost
In the end, everyone will all collapse in the same way
The "Self" made in others will crumble apart
At their last moment, everyone will leave in the same way
Just because this kind of me exists,
Why do you laugh like that?
Because of that smiling face of yours
Even when it's sad or I want to vanish
I still wish that there were no more
Reasons for me to say goodbye
At the place where i disappeared
Billions of people wouldn't change a thing
Even so there's somethings topping me
Please don't laugh while making such a face ]
By the end of this song Tsuna saw that everyone was crying and she walked of the stage with applause coming in waves behind her unknowing that her "Family" were watching in the crowd since Jika was a big fan of Tsuki.
They thought, 'When was the last time they spent time with their Sky, Jika was a sun. Sure she was nice and smart but she wasn't the one who saved us. Hime/Tsuna/Bossu/Tsuna-chan/Kitten forgive us, please don't dispapear'. They dropped Jika at home and drove to the empty Vongola Mansion.
As they walked into the Mansion they saw Luce and Nana packing and leaving. "Nana! Luce! Where is Tsuna why are you packing?" Takeshi said and the two woman turned around with surprised and disgusted looks. "Why in the world are you here. Tsu-chan isn't here, after her concert she left after leaving us with a message. I didn't think you would care after all you have done to hurt her" Luce said with a hate filled voice and both woman glared.
The men and woman flinched st the harsh glare. Reborn walked forward and said something for all of them.
"We are sorry we got caught up in Jika and… we are sorry. What… what did Tsuna say?" Reborn said and Nana sighed sadly and gave them Tsuna's message for them. "She said "I hope you have a long and lasting life with your sun. For this night sky has been put to rest" I didn't understand but now I have it" Urging her to get on with it Gokudera pleaded and they gave.
"It means when you left her, her flames were tainted a deathly black and after giving up hope she decided… decided she wanted peace and she only way she could reach that is by disappearing and hoping you guys would be happy with Jika if she was gone" Colonello said appearing out of no where.
"Luce, Nana let's go, the plane is waiting" He said and glaring at the group they left. "You can say goodbye if you can find her. Her clue was the place that you could reach the sky" Then the regretful group were left alone.
The thought about her clue and then Chrome had it. "Sora Falls. It is taller then death mountain and is the only place that you can feel the sky. Only the sky flame users and their guardians have been there. It's also the place where Giotto disappeared after his guardians drifted." Nodding to each other they all used their flames to get there.
At the top of the waterfall Tsuna stood there, not falling but floating using her flames to keep there. Once her flames touched the water they turned back to orange but her feelings of betrayal and abandonment were still fresh.
She reached out to the sky and said some words softly. "Please, let me be with you. Giotto" a black/orange flame appeared and a man hugged her. "I'm sorry for your suffering. I will give you peace if it's what you truly and desperately want" Giotto said and seeing the heart braking smile on his grand daughter's face he smiled to her.
~Guardians POV~
We found her at the top of the waterfall hugging Primo. He said something to her and she smiled the most heart breaking smile that they had ever seen. They tried to get to her but in the end the waterfall made them stay down.
They watched as Giotto kissed her forehead and vanished. Leaving Tsuna who vanished into little orange flames.
~Normal POV~
Giotto kissed Tsuna's forehead and frowned mentally. Sensing but ignoring the presence of the traitor guardians he disappeared and Tsuna smiled, her form disappearing into little orange flames the sunk into the ground and became a little orange and white Lilly.
She was finally at peace.
~End
Thank you for reading I do not own the song it belongs to Hanatan, I think. Please R&R and watch out for a possible sequel.