Disclaimer: I don't own The Outsiders but I do own Jay (Jesse)

A/n: The same events in the book happen in this story
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JESSE'S POV

"WAKE HER UP!" Someone screamed in my ear. I had no idea who it was until I opened my eyes and saw Dally and Two-Bit picking me up.

"Hey! I was trying to sleep!" I screamed.

"Key word in that sentence is 'was'" Two-bit said laughing.

I, being kind of immature like them, stuck my tongue out when they finally put me down. Yeah they are cool and funny but they always mess with me. Probably because in our group of friends I am the only girl…

"I'm hungry go make me food!" I commanded to them.

"Ya know, we would but Darry already beat us to it, sorry Jay" Dally said with fake concern and disappointment in his voice. I laughed then walked into the kitchen.

"Hey Darry what are we having?" I asked as I got a soda out of the fridge. It is a typical breakfast, soda, cake, and whatever someone makes . Usually Darry before he leaves for work.

"Eggs and cake, wanna help?" He asked, he knew I loved cooking.

"Uh, sure why not." I said.

"Okay can you cute the slices of cake and grabs some soda's. I'll finish the eggs. What was going on out there? You slept here again?" Darry said then asked with concern in his voice. He didn't know about my home life no one did. They have never been into my house, never met my dad, never asked me about it because I never wanted to talk about it. Something tells me that if I stayed here Darry automatically thought something was wrong at my house.

"Um okay. They decided to wake me up for breakfast or because I was on 'their' couch I am not sure which it was. Yeah I slept here sorry, it's just I was too lazy to go home last night. Sorry.." I said.

"Jay for one it's MY couch lost the money from it to prove it. And two everyone sleeps here at some point so it doesn't bother me at all. Just maybe a reason why you have slept here a lot lately." Darry said seriously.

"Sorry Dar, I know you are my best friend it's just stuff like that I can't explain…" I said quietly.

We finished making and setting the table in silence, I know he was upset that he thinks I can't trust him. It isn't that though I just don't want people to know about my past.

"Guys breakfast!" I screamed.

They all ran in and sat down. They started eating but I suddenly didn't feel hungry. I stood up and walked out of the house. I heard voices and footsteps but I didn't care, I knew I would have to either face them, Socs, or my dad…I chose my dad because I just need to go home and think, it is still my house too.

"H-hi dad…" I said a little worried.

"What do you want?" He said behind me.

"I need to get some clothes and take a shower and stuff like that…" I said refusing to look at him.

"Whatever, you are useless just like your other family." With that said he punched me right in the jaw.

I muffled a squeak of pain but I wouldn't give him that satisfaction. He just left this time though which was weird. I went and showered then I put on a red tank top, black skinny jeans and a black leather jacket. I brushed my hair and put on some eyeliner then I walked back over to the house to see the guys.

As soon as I walked in Soda looked at me then stood up, so did Darry and Johnny, those three I've always been closest to. "Whoa Jesse what happened to your jaw? Soc get you and spared you or something?" Soda asked.

"No a Soc didn't fight me I uh, was wrestling with my dad and he accidently punched me, we were also doing a little boxing and he meant to stop in front of my face but he accidently didn't stop quick enough and punched me." I hated lying to them but I felt I had to.

Darry's POV

That was bull, someone hit her and it wasn't an accident it wouldn't have left a bruise if they were just playing around.

"I am sorry Jay but that sounds like bull, if they were just playing they wouldn't have left a bruise!" I yelled, I didn't mean to sound mad at her I just, well we have known each other since birth and I can't stand seeing her hurt.

She didn't take my words to kindly since she ran out and sat on the porch, she is tough so I know for a fact she wouldn't cry but still seeing her hurt is terrible…

A/N:okay well that's chapter one please R&R and remember I don't own The outsiders I just own Jay (Jesse) I barely own her dad D: