"Antonio shut the fuck up!" I yelled.

We had gone at this fight for at least the last ten minutes. It was started by another smart ass comment from him about me being nicer like my perfect brother. We have been fighting a lot for weeks now, leaving tensions high, and we were always ready to snap at each other until one of us caved in and broke down.

"Lovi stop cursing." He said, with the nonexistent smile that was always there.

"Fuck you I quite. You are such a fucking moron why did I bother with being with you and staying with you this whole time, you asshole." With that I turned preparing to leave.

"Fine, go then Lovino. Thank you actually now I can get Feli. I hate you too." He said spitefully as my back was faced away. Holding back tears I slammed the door behind me. I needed away from him, Feli, and everyone else, so I went down to my old abandoned house in Southern Italy that only Feli knew about, though he was sure to forget it. Just like everyone forgot about me.

As I played the memory once again I gulped back more of the Jack Daniels whisky. I usually would not touch this shit, but I needed something strong to block him out, to block them all out. I hid in the closet of the guest bedroom, so that when people (Feli) knocked on my door weekly, begging me to come out, I couldn't hear them. I haven't heard him yet this week, so I was unsure of what was to come.

He usually came on Thursdays but I'm not sure what day it is. I decided that my best option was to hide and stay here, as to lying on the bed. Tipping back more whiskey, I grabbed my pill bottle and counted out my five pills for my headache. They seemed to look like I had ten* but I shrugged it off and let them mix with the alcohol in my system.

Groaning I heard a heavy clash of thunder**, from the crack in my door I saw the lighting bighting my room outside. Curling up I thought of Antonio, thunderstorms always make me think of him, and the way he would comfort me when the storms arose. How he would tell me that the thunderstorms were a good thing that I should be happy for they cause the plants to grow so I will have tomatoes.

He could never anything it seemed, well except for me. Bad weather, he would figure out how it was great. He made the gray skies seem lighter for me. That was one the reasons I fell for him. How I stupidly fell in love with him believing him, when he said he loved me back.

All those dreams that I believed would happen, that had never happened in my life, were now shattered. He loved me no more, he was with Bella, at least according to Facebook and my brother, that was two weeks ago (or was it longer) that I found it out. I broke my laptop when I found out smashing it and leaving it in my corner. Hearing that news killed me, knowing that my sunshine was gone and never to return to me again. I knew she would make him happy; he would never leave her for me.

Drinking more, my hand started to shake as another loud crash of thunder rang***. That one was the loudest so far tonight, it scared me and I let out a small whimper as I felt light headed. Singing you are my sunshine to myself, just as Antonio had always done for me I cried. Something wasn't right, and I was starting to wonder what was happening to me. The room was spinning and my vision was burly.

Sudden light entered and I squinted to see figure out what was going on. What was in front of me though made me laugh, I knew that body and face anywhere, Antonio. Going my hallucination, assuming it was simply another dream. Hoping I would not wake from this dream I smiled, and opened my mouth to say the words I ever could to my real Antonio.

"Antonio I'm so sorry it was my fault. Ti amo." With that I closed my eyes as he held me in his arms.

I could feel his warmth, his jaw moving against my shoulder. I couldn't hear anything he was saying and my vision and nearly all darkened. I tried to move my jaw to ask him what he said but I couldn't move it, I couldn't focus on the Spaniard in front of me. I was losing feeling in my body and he kept talking, well I was still unsure of everything. Closing my eyes I let the darkness take over me and he moved me into his arms and stood up.

*He took 10 he assumed his vision had doubled them… it did not.

**This is the sound of Antonio breaking in front door.

***This is the door being opened up in the bedroom Lovi is in.

So this is based off of You Are My Sunshine, obviously. I'm unsure of an ending for this. We could end it here or I could put up the second part that I vaguely have written. You guys choose I'm cool either way but I do love this story and hope you guys will as well. I'll be writing a New Year story as I have done for the past two years. One year it was South Park and Damien X Pip however last year was Hetalia Fruk. I'm leaving the chose on my profile for you guys to vote and it will be out on New Year's Eve at midnight as it has every year. I enjoy writing them and I hope you guys give some great input.