This is my first ever one shot so please be nice I don't know how it's going to go down with you guys!

I do not own Harry potter

Inspired by P!nk – Fukin' Perfect

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I'm not perfect; I will never lie and say that I am in any sense. I've done some things I don't pride myself with and some things that have threatened others lives, whether emotionally or physically it does not matter. I was abused by my parents badly, I felt misunderstood by everyone in my family and when I decided to follow a different path than them they disowned me. Despite being disowned by the people who are supposed to love you most I carried on despite the hurt, to others I seemed to not care and actually be glad, in my heart I felt distraught and lonely, even though they hated me.

When I met my friends, they helped fill the void where my family used to be. This in mind when I heard the way one of them talked about himself, I felt angry. Anger filled me as I confronted him and he just on kept putting himself down like he meant nothing to anyone. He didn't understand that he means a lot to me, he was there when I was disowned and he was one of my sources of happiness in the dark world. So that night I yelled, I shouted and I was saddened. To think that one of the saviors in my life thought so little of himself because of society made my blood boil.

Our argument was brutal, he said I didn't understand and it hurt me to no end. I told him I did, and that he should stop belittling his achievements and his life. I told him no matter what others think he should like himself as he is and that with all his smarts he could go farther than most in the world. The argument faltered on his end as I started to explain that I had gotten over being shunned by the people who should matter the most so he should get over being disliked by strangers who can only judge from afar and don't know who the man under the mask really is.

I was losing all fight in the argument and eventually it toned down into a heart to heart with one of my best friends. At the end of the talk he told me even though I am a crazy, womanizing evil genius, I am also very deep and emotional when I feel the need to be. We laughed the next few hours away until our other two dorm mates and friends came back from the kitchens. As we all sat there as usual I contemplated my friends and announced 'You guys all have faults but to me you are perfect…you bunch if blithering idiots' The small fight that ensued just sealed the fact that as my original family had disowned me I had gained a better one!

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When I asked my mum what she thought she said "it's a bit dark isn't it?"

Well now I read it over again I suppose it is, but I would really like your comment on it.

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