Songfic: A fine frenzy- Almost Lover
Almost Lover
Your fingertips across my skin
She lay on her stomach her head twisted to the side with her eyes closed softly. She smiled in contentment as she felt his weight on her as he straddled her legs. She felt his hands touch her. An electric jolt flowed through her body a warm tingling feeling spreading from her fingers to her toes as he placed his hands on her neck and a shiver rolled down her spine. His hands began to work and a small moan of pleasure escaped Kensi's lips as he began to kneed out the knots in her muscles.
The palm trees swaying in the wind, images
She traced the outline of his long fingers with her own as she held one of his hands in both of hers, absently playing with it as she laughed at his story. The warm breeze swirled around them as they rocked in the hammock that had been strung up between two large palm trees catching the gust. Their bodies complied with the canvas hammock that pushed them into the middle and she lay on his chest, their limbs tangled in each others. Neither having any thoughts of moving anytime soon. Both completely content.
They'd had the day off. The first in weeks and so they booked a hotel. Away from everything. Away from anyone they would know. Anyone who could identify them and away from anyone that had anything to do with the OP they were on.
You sang me spanish lullabies
She knew his words would forever stay in her mind as she laughed softly as he whispered into her ear. She could feel his hot breath against her skin making her heart beat faster still. And she knew that she would never ever in her life forget his mispronounced words that made her heart swell and an amused and loving smile play on her lips.
The sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick
She wasn't stupid and neither was he. She was an agent as was he. And she knew it was wrong. They both did.
She'd seen it in his eyes. That he knew.
She knew exactly where the whole thing would end up. But she kept it going. They both did. Fed the fire, kept it going.
Because neither could stop it.
Neither could resist it.
And as she put down the phone and turned to Callen he grinned at her awaiting their next orders. But she knew the words she had weren't the ones he wanted. She didn't want them either.
"We can go home"
His grin faded as did the carefree spark in his blue eyes.
Now what.
Well I'd never want to see you unhappy
She'd never wanted it to end like it had.
She'd never wanted him to get hurt.
She'd never wanted to be hurt.
Yet here they were.
Both hurt.
I thought you'd want the same for me
What had he wanted? Had he cared how it ended? Had he known?
Had he just wanted it then? Is that what she had been? Something to pass the time. A distraction. Fun.
No. She wouldn't believe that.
Goodbye my almost lover
They'd been happy. They'd been content. They'd been in pure bliss.
Until the end. Until Hetty had shut the whole assignment down once the perp had been caught. Until they'd gone home.
She had to let him go. She knew it. She had to say goodbye. To him. To the idea of him. Shut her feelings down.
How stupid had they been. How stupid had she been!
Goodbye my hopeless dream
She had imagined it. More than once. Them. Together. For real. And it had been an amazing thought, an amazing dream.
She shook herself,
A hopeless dream. What on earth was she thinking.
I'm trying not to think about you
No more thinking. Or more thinking. She wasn't sure which one was worse. Which one caused the most problems.
She didn't want to think anymore. About him. About them. But he plagued her thoughts, her dreams, her mind.
Can't you just let me be?
She was angry. At him.
For not getting out of her head.
For ignoring her at work. For ignoring every single thing that had happened between them in the past four weeks. It seemed that for him life had gone back to normal.
So long my luckless romance
Obviously that was all she got. She'd had her chances. It was obvious that she was an utter failure in the department of romance and relationship.
My back is turned on you
She would let go of it. Of him. Of her thoughts and her dreams and her memories.
Of the time they'd spent together.
Of how perfectly she fit against him.
Of how amazing his lips tasted.
She'd let it all go.
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
She should have known. It had been stupid and reckless and could cost her her job.
And really out of the two of them. She was the first to go. She would always be the first to go.
How could she have thought that it would ever work?
Almost lovers always do
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