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Author's Note: It's before Forever Red
I saw him the night before he had to head off to the mission he will be going on. What is wrong with me? I really want him to go but also part of me told him to go ahead
and go. I'm going to miss him so much. I love when we spend the night together. I wonder if he will make it back alive or not from the mission. His friend told me not to worry
because everything will go smoothly.
He smiled at me the next day. He told me that he loved me and everything will be fine with what he is going to do. I smiled at him and told him that our daughter loves
him. He left early in the morning. We shared a passionated kiss that led to me getting pin up against our house door. We enjoyed this moment for quite sometime. He got on his
motorcycle to drive to where he had to go. I just wish that he could come back in one piece.
So, it's been a couple of days and he's still not back. I'm playing with our daughter Lily, she is so sweet. She looks so much like her dad. I want him to get back. I finally
ate dinner with Lily and we sat out in the living room. I was reading to Lily some books that we got from his family and my family. I put Lily to bed. I cleaned up the mess that
Lily did at dinnertime. I, also cleaned up the mess from the books she was looking at. I finally got tired so, I went to bed. I fell asleep in my bed smelling his pillow. I just enjoyed
his smelll. I had a smile on my face when I went to bed. He came home around 2:00 in the morning I was not expecting him to come home. He gave me a kiss and was about to
fall asleep but I turned over. I saw his beautiful brown eyes and he looked in my blue eyes. We started to kiss again and enjoyed spending the night together. We made love for
about five hours and then we finally fell asleep. Lily didn't wake up until 9:00 in the morning. We got up and I'm glad that he came back from his mission safe. I love him to no
end. Thank goodness he's back.