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Chapter1:

Dear Dairy September1st

So much has happened during the summer, first of all my hair is no longer bushy, I got this conditioner that works wonders on my hair. I bought it on my trip to Italy; they have killer hair products. That brings me to another point I haven't seen Harry or Ron or anyone else for 2 months! I just got back 2 days ago and I used that time to get my books and some new robes for the coming year and to pack. It's going to be so much fun this year; well I guess that actually it is going to be really stressful. I mean I know Harry is still mourning for Sirius plus you-kn… Voldemort I have to get used to saying his name! Anyway he is back and Harry has to defeat him or be killed himself. I know I would never be able to do all that I am a bright with but well I'm not really cut out to be like a superhero. Anyway the sorting and the feast were as usual magnificent well the feat was anyway the sorting was kind of boring.

Classes start tomorrow and guess what? I dropped some more subjects so now I have the same schedule as Harry and Ron. It'll be easier I was getting way to swamped in homework and it's so stressful and I can't do that this year. Come to think about it, I don't really like books all that much, never have. I know shocking since I'm such a friggin bookworm, know-it-all goody two shoes. But well I thought when I was still in first year that I needed to be with everyone since I was a muggle born but really that wasn't true. I'm a better student then a lot of kids maybe that because I spend so much time reading, I still cannot believe I read Hogwarts: A History it was so boring! Oh well what's done is done, I can't change that but this year is going to be different. I really don't feel like putting so much effort into school or reading I'll just be myself.

One more thing I can't believe I forgot since it is the most exciting thing on earth! While I was in Italy I met a boy a very cute boy named Damion Federichi, he's to die for and he is my BOYFRIEND! AHHH! It is so amazing I want to scream and never shut up! Anywho I gotta go Lavender just came up and I don't want her seeing this you all know what kind of mess that would be, she is such a gossiper!

Love Hermione

Hermione shut her diary and put a locking charm on it and put it underneath her pillow before Lavender noticed.

"Hey Hermione have you heard the good news?" Lavender asked Hermione as she plopped down onto her bed.

"What news?"

"Well every weekend 5th year and up can go into Hogsmeade and can stay overnight if they choose too. They made this new student hotel only and that's were we'd all stay."

"No way!" Hermione said happily, she loved Hogsmeade and wouldn't mind spending the weekend there. "So the 3rd and 4th years aren't allowed in Hogsmeade anymore?"

"Oh sure they are but only during select times like it was before, but we since we're in sixth year and all are allowed out every weekend unless your way behind in homework then you have to stay."

"Where'd you find this out?"

"Well Dumbledore said that there was some special notices in each common room that 5th year and up would like to take a look at. You didn't hear that? Hermione I'm surprised usually your paying full attention the headmaster." Hermione smiled,

"I guess I wasn't listening."

"Anyway everyone is going to bed the rest of the girls should be up any minute. Night Hermione." At that moment Parvati and a few others came in smiling and talking about Hogsmeade. Yep this new thing will be a great hit. Hermione thought as she put on her pajamas.

The next morning Hermione woke up late and only had 5 minutes till breakfast was over. She rushed to get ready, knowing full well she was going to be late for classes on the first day of school.

She ran down to the dungeons her hair still wet from her shower and burst through the door making a lot of ruckus. Oh I am in so much trouble 20 minutes late! I am so going to get a detention.

"Sorry professor Snape I slept in."

"10 points from Gryffindor and detention this Saturday." Snape sneered

"But professor, we're allowed to go to Hogsmeade this weekend!" Hermione complained not wanting to miss the first Hogsmeade trip for detention.

"Another 10 points from Gryffindor for talking back, find your seat or I will be forced to take another ten points." Hermione glared at him but then sat down beside Harry who had saved her a seat. After Snape had started to teach Harry leaned over,

"Late on your first day? Not a great way to start off your year." He teased

"Oh shove it Harry." Hermione grumbled back. The rest of the class was past in companionable talk. But Hermione took notice that Harry had a sad look in his eye and how it deepened if last year was ever mentioned. Poor Harry Hermione though, But I cannot pity him he doesn't want that let alone needs, what he needs now is friends and that is exactly what I'm going to be. Hermione stood up from her seat with a new determination and followed Harry and Ron to Transfiguration smiling.

When lunch finally came around Hermione practically ran to the table, instead she hurriedly walked dragging Harry with her.

"A little hungry?" he asked,

"Famished." Was all Hermione said as she sat down at the Gryffindor table, "Can you believe Snape he gave me detention on the first weekend? How unfair is that and I was so looking forward to going too!" Harry laughed

"I didn't think you had it in you Hermione to talk back to a teacher."

"Well I guess you don't know me as well as you thought you did."

"Is that supposed to mean something?" Harry asked acting dumb.

"Oh Harry your too funny!" Hermione said laughing, Harry laughed as well.

"Hey guys." Ron said sitting beside them, "Hey Hermione can we talk for a minute?" Ron looked at Harry and got thumbs up sign.

"Sure." Hermione got up and followed Ron out of the Great Hall. Harry smiled Hermione is sure going to get the surprise of her life, I wonder what she'll say?

"Hey Harry where's Ron and Hermione?" Ginny asked Harry sitting beside him.

"Her and Ron are talking." Harry said emphasizing the last word.

"You mean it?" Ginny said getting what Harry was implying

"Well I'm not exactly it may happen though." Ginny smiled devishly,

"I do hope so, it would be so cute." Harry nodded, but not agreeing since he didn't think Hermione would say yes. They kept on talking not taking any notice that neither Ron nor Hermione had come back into the Great Hall.

Dear Diary September 2nd

I can't believe this! I don't know what I'm going to do! I've locked myself in my dormitory not letting anyone come in since lunch and its past supper now. I hear them screaming to be let in but I don't care I need to be alone right now!

Anyway I think my friendship with Ron is definitely gone, that could mean either 2 things, I could be going out with him and instead of the friendship it would be a relationship OR we are no longer friends. Which do you think? The latter of the two? Me as well. Why else would I be so miserable! Ron was my friend! I didn't think of him in any other way yes we argued a lot but well that didn't mean anything. I don't want him as a boyfriend! I already have one for pete's sake (he didn't know that so I'll give him some credit) Okay I should tell exactly what happened here goes

I followed Ron to a deserted corridor by then I was a little nervous I mean why would Ron take me to a deserted corridor? Then while I was still pondering my answer Ron went up and kissed me! In the corridor! I pushed him away though after I got out of my shock, "what are you doing Ron?" I had asked him, "I really like you Hermione will you be my girlfriend?" He said sounding really pouty and all begging almost. Oh goodness you don't know how bad I felt but couldn't say yes, I didn't like him that way it would be unfair he deserves a girl who does and that girl is not me! But I did what I had to do; I looked at him with wide eyes and then said, "I can't Ron I just don't like you in that way Plus I already have a boyfriend." I said (feeling really bad mind you) refraining from using the most dreaded words 'we still can be friends though' then I fled and I've been up here ever since, how could Ron think I was interested. I'm not. Errr! This is such a mess and Harry is probably going to side with Ron so all I can hang out with is Ginny or Lavender and Pavarti. Yes their friends but they aren't my best friends!

Okay I have got to get over this bump in the road and pretend that it never happened. The girls pounding on the doors is getting louder if I don't let them in I'm sure they'll knock the door down. Toodles

Love Hermione

Authors Note: First chapter done. Yea I wrote this a long time ago, but just put it out now because since my other once is finished I need another big one. This is my main story the one I'm putting most of my attention on; it'll be really long (I hope)! I've thought it all through so I shouldn't have any roadblocks and terrible endingslike I had in the last one I only wanted to luv him. Okay review for this one please I'm begging you is it good? Yes of course it is. lol j/k I need your feedback.

A sequel is coming out to Go Away, it will be out soon. I just have to perfect it. (I'm laughing right now I'm like doing a commercial for all my other fanfics) okay anyway. REVIEW PLEASE!

Adios

Silver Passion