Okay first of all, I'm really sorry for not updating in a... long, long time but, I finally got my computer back! YAY! I think I should inform you a little about this. This is going to be my little collection of short (very short, at least the first one) oneshots, and this is the first one of them. I know, I should be writing my other stories, but I just had to get this out of my head. And now it's out. Great. So I can continue my other stories :D Or not... I have so many ideas piled up in my head that I have to get some out before writing anything. else. Yeah.

I probably wont be writing here anything in a while, depending on how well I can get to writing the other million stories that I have -.- But you can never know, I may one minute just get an idea and start writing, just like happened with this :D Anyway, If you like to, you can suggest something, or downright request me to write something in here. But I would appreciate if you would tell me some kind of topic or a sentence that would be in it. Or just few words. Because I can't right now write anything from just a pairing request without anything else. I don't know if I can write anything anytime soon but I will try. If anyone even wants me to write anything T_T I actually hate these kind of short things...

Oh and you can check from my profile what parings I like, which means they are pretty much the only pairings I write, but if you have another pairing in your mind you can still suggest it to me. I would actually like something different for a chance :) Maybe even a het pairing. Okay maybe I'm going too far. No het pairings xD unless it's 1886. Or ColoLal. Oh what the hell, anything is fine! Don't mind me, I'm just little deranged^^

Okay, but now I will let you read this practically worthless oneshot and tell me what you liked, hated, or felt about it. I guess you could say that the song, 1000 words from Final Fantasy X-2, inspired me on this. Just a little.

Title: Unreachable

Characters/Pairings: Gokudera. 1859/5918

Words: 436

Rating: PG-13 (?)

Summary: Gokudera watches the sunset and it reminds him of Hibari. Slightly OOC?

Ratings will probably change little, depending what I will write.

This is from Gokudera's POV by the way.

I'm standing at the balcony, watching the sunset as the wind blows some of my hair before my eyes. I pull it back behind my ear and adjust my eyes into the view. It's beautiful, the sky emitting the colour orange, with a little hint of red, warm, yet somehow so cold. Distant. Unreachable.

The sunset brings you to my mind. You are beautiful, so beautiful, charming, warm. Only for me. Knowing that makes me warm. Makes me comfortable and, somewhat satisfied. Makes me feel… loved, perhaps.

It brings your gentleness to my mind. The way you look at me. The way you speak to me. The way you touch me when we are alone. It all comes into my mind in a rush, and I can not help but feel dizzy.

The sunset also brings your other side to my mind. The side which shuts everyone out, heartless, indifferent, cold. Sometimes it makes me wonder if you really feel like that towards me. And it makes me feel melancholic and faintly betrayed.

You never asked me what was wrong if I was feeling depressed. I never knew whether it was because you didn't care or you didn't want to listen what was in my mind.

I never asked what was wrong with you. I never knew if you didn't thrust me or you didn't want to talk to me. I was scared to ask because I thought that maybe, if I pried too much into your life, you would shut me out again.

And it left me bitter. I know it probably left you bitter. At least I hope it did, that way I wouldn't be alone in this. I wouldn't be alone in here.

I clutch my shirt in my hand as my heart twists in anguish. I just want to see you, want to hold you, want to tell you everything. Want to feel you, your warmth, your skin, your breath, your everything.

If anything, I want to never let go.

Kyouya…

But now, it might already be too late. I don't want to think that I will never see you again. Not your face, your eyes, your smile. I can't think I will never see you again. But I can't hold on to you forever. I can't. Because as much as I want to, I know it will drag me down.

I love you.

I reach my hand towards the horizon, towards the sunset, towards the warmth. But I can't reach. I just can't reach anymore. It's too far. You are too far.

Just like you have always been.

Unreachable.

Dear God. Reviews?