Thoughts of a Ryuzoku
By ChibiAmiChan
Disclaimer: I do not own Slayers or any parts owned by Hajime Kanzaka blah blah blah…ah, so fun copying and pasting disclaimers…^^
I see you,
Yet,
My mind wanders,
All I see is that
Everlasting smile, those slitted eyes
And I wonder,
Can it be true?
Is it really him?
He who hides the shadows of darkness,
My enemy,
Beneath such a calm
exterior?
I close my eyes,
And I know,
It is him.
But as my eyes sneak a peek,
I doubt the truth once again.
So many times I
wondered,
Perhaps I'm wrong,
Perhaps he's different,
He looks so normal, so human,
Almost to a fault.
But then I turn around once again,
And see who you for who you are,
A Mazoku, my hated enemy.
It would've been easier,
To accept it
Had you been a serpent,
Or a monstrous looking creature
With bloody fangs and menacing claws.
But what I see before me,
Someone who smiles, and laughs, someone who seems to
Feel.
I don't know how many times,
I've wasted my tears,
Hoping that I could one day find your heart,
But I know,
My image of what I see the heart to be,
It doesn't exist within you,
Does it?
Does it?!?!
I'm sorry, forgive me,
It's not your fault,
That my eyes cannot see through
Your exterior,
Yet, I know it would've been easier
Had I never laid eyes
On your physical face,
Then maybe, I could hate you in peace,
Instead of this restless feeling
That always seems to think,
There's something deeper feeling hidden within you
When there's not, is there?
A/N: Hehehe…you know something's wrong when Filia's apologizing…to…*gasp…well, okay then, please review! Author would like to know your thoughts! Author would also like to stop writing as though describing in third person! Hehehe….PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!! Author would like to thank all of you in advance…even for just reading…^_^