I was always a small child who was playing by myself when a beautiful blonde and green-eyed lady would sweep into the room. Pick me up and cradling me to her chest she would start singing softly in my ear before she would begin to whisper to me, and though I knew that she was speaking, the words would blend together and everything would become hazy, and slowly as everything began to clear up I could pick out the next words in her melodic voice, "… always remember that."
Then a handsome man with dark hair would appear next to her with a panic stricken face. This was the only factor she seemed to catch before everything seemed to speed up and words were said with a rushed anxiety in the air that seemed to muddle my senses. Then out of nowhere I would see the woman with wide eyes filled with panic and her mouth moving, but by then the darkness was closing in and I could understand nothing about what was going on. The only thing I seemed able to understand was the feel of claustrophobia as it pushed in all around me, and the feeling that unless it would stop I would surely suffocate. Panic would always set in quickly and I would thrash out for an opening somewhere around me, before finally I would collapse in exhaustion.
The next thing I was always aware of was the cool wet tears that were on my cheeks and hesitantly I would always open my eyes to see an open darkness, and feeling safe knowing that I was back in my room I would walk over to my window and pulling the curtains back look out at the silver moon and curl up on the window bench. It was there that I would fall back asleep thinking about my dream.
I had had that dream for as long as I could remember. I would have it one night and then forget about it over time, as I never had it again, only to have it a couple months later. It never seemed to repeat right away, and once it did repeat it seemed as if it was content to be locked away for however long until it came back. There was no reasonable time as to when this dream would appear and then leave; only that it was happening more and more frequently.
A/N I'll get the first chapter up either tomorrow or Monday and then I'll try and hopefully update every Friday or Saturday.
Becca