A/N: My second Hannah Montana Fanfic! Loliver!!
Disclaimer: I don't own Hannah Montana or the song Just So You Know by Jesse McCartney
Chapter 1: What We Want
Normal POV
Oliver Oken had always been awkward when it came to girls. His two best friends were girls, but he couldn't seem to find a girl that thought of him as something more than a friend. I guess that's what you get for not hanging out with the guys. It was kind of hard sometimes to watch his best friends, Miley and Lily throw themselves at guys and not even take a second look at him. He understood it, he was their best friend, it probably wouldn't seem right. But none of the other girls paid any attention to him either.
He wondered if it would always be like this, if girls would always see him as a best friend and never a boyfriend. Especially one girl in particular. One girl that he knew could never feel the same way. The way her blonde hair fell in her face, and her blue eyes sparkled. The way she smiled when she was happy, when she laughed. This was horrible. How could he feel this way about her and not do anything about it? He just could, and he would.
I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away
Love was complicated enough to begin with, but Oliver always seemed to make it twice as hard on himself. He always fell for the wrong girls, but he couldn't help it. He didn't get to choose who he loved, it just happened. But why on earth did he have to fall for HER? I mean it was easy enough to explain. She was beautiful, and funny. She cared about him, as a friend at least.
Why did girls have to be so confusing? Why did love have to be so confusing? He hated it. But he loved her. Oliver couldn't believe how stupid this had become. He should just get over her, right? But it wasn't that easy. He was head over heels in love. The kind of can't eat, can't sleep, love. Yes, Oliver Oken was in love with Lily Truscott.
I shouldn't love you
but I want to, I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move, I can't look away
It was Monday morning once again, and Oliver found himself sitting in the hallway, slumped against his locker. He had gotten to school WAY too early, so he sat waiting for someone to show up. He hated times like this, when he was all alone, because it gave him time to think and lately thinking hurt too much. Especially thinking of Lily, and that seemed to be all he could think about these days. No matter how painful it was.