Why did I ever agree to this why. I never thought that this would and could ever be so hard. I thought he loved me but I guess he really didn't. He used me for money and all the things my parents could give him. He was so nice when we first meet and I guess I should have listen to Bridgett, she knew he was wrong for me but I didn't wanna listen.
I thought we would be married, have two kids and live happily ever after! I was horribly wrong. When I came home and saw him in our room, in our bed, with that stupid bitch I cried and cried while I packed my things. He grabbed my arms and said that we did nothing it meant nothing. I looked at him with pleading eyes. He kissed me and when I kissed back, he smiled and pulled me deeper into the kiss. I should have stopped, I should have left him there with her to rot in hell but no, I had stayed. I had thought he truly loved me and he would never do it again. Every night she would come over and have sex with him in our bed and I never once left him. I was week, spineless and stupid for not leaving when I had the chance. I Courtney Summers would not leave him even though I knew I should have.