Note:
I do not own these characters.
There is slash involved
Couples (during the course of the fanficts):
DemyxAxel, XigbarXaldin, XigbarDemyx --- main

babble: so after having this up for a while i reread my first three parts so check back to them. XD i just noticed that the part when demyx closes his eyes reminds me of the part in beauty and the beast when the beast walks her into the library! thanks for the nice comments and reviews are loved very much! enjoy

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"No hearts...

No memories...

We're better than Heartless and the common Nobody...

We have souls and free will...

well free will as far as living goes anyways."

Demyx was one of the newest members of the organization; with new faces and no memory of his life as a somebody, he is quiet and shy. It's not that the other members weren't nice to him, weird maybe, but nice. After a few days of just sitting back and listening to everyone, Xemnas noticed that Demyx wasn't getting warmed up to the organization so he ordered Xigbar to look after him.

"Geeze Mansex, I thought you'd want him, he's fresh meat." Xigbar started to walk away when Xemnas yelled back, "Well I thought I'd upgrade you from Xaldin!" Xigbar stops right in his tracks for a few moments then waves his hand in the air trying to blow it off.

Why the hell did he even say that!
I don't care if he is the leader... asshole.
It's not like Xaldin and I are... we're not...
I just hang out with him a lot because he's one of the few I can stand...
and it's not like we have hearts to...
We can't even... not that we would want to or anything...
He should talk; a circle is straighter than he is!

Demyx sat by the window in the den, reading a magazine that had been lying on the table; Axel came into the room poking around looking for a pen. After searching the whole place he looked over at Demyx,
"Hey Dem, gatta pen?"
Demyx looked up hastily and shook his head "Na-ah."
"Shit... hey whatcha readin?" Axel looking over the magazine as Demyx flipped the page.
"'How to Please Your Man'? Why the hell are you readin that?"
"IT'S NOT MINE! It was just sittin here... so I picked it up..." Demyx blushed a red that matched Axel's hair.
"Ah. Must be Marly's... manwhore... No worries, you look too innocent to even know where to buy those magazines." Axel patted him on the head. "If you're bored reading that, I know something fun you could do."
"Really? What?" Demyx sat upright surprised that someone was being so nice to him.
"You know the big scary man, Xigbar, with the scar and the long ponytail?"
Demyx nodded, "He's not so scary..."
"Well if you can get his eye patch from him he'll give you a reward-"

BANG

Axel grabbed his black coat over where his heart would be and gave out a painful moan.
"Da fuck you tellin him Axel?" Xigbar had shot Axel to shut him up quickly.
Axel looked around but couldn't see anyone. Then something fuzzy kept touching his ear and he looked up to see Xigbar on the ceiling, his hair dangling down, with guns and all.

"Oh... Xiggy it's you," Axel twirling the end of Xigbar's hair with his fingers, "I was just messin with him, I knew you weren't gunna hurt him. No harm done." And with that Axel left in his black summons portal. Demyx just sat there unsure of what just happened. He quickly picked up the magazine and pretended that none of it happened.

"Hey you gatta be carefully what Axel tells ya, he'll get you in trouble..."
Xigbar took his hand away from the page and grabbed it, pulling him up onto his feet.
"Come on Squirt, let's go do something."
Demyx blushed and held one tassel from his coat up to his mouth and held it in his mouth; he managed to muffle out an "mkay..."
"You've got water powers right? Well do I know a place you'll love."
Xigbar opened a summons portal and pulled Demyx into it.
He blushed because Xigbar had begun rubbing his thumb on his hand, and all he could think about was how strong he looked but he could be this gentle.
Xigbar turned around to see Demyx looking down at their hands, "Hey Squirt, close your eyes."
"Why? Where are we going?" Demyx popped up to look right into the other nobody's eye, "Oh my gosh! He had the prettiest... eye I've ever seen! I wonder what happen to the other one..."
"I want it to be a surprise is all, that okay with you?" Xigbar looked away from Demyx, trying not to care.

Demyx just stared into Xigbar, and slowly shut his eyes, already missing seeing him. He could hear the second portal open as Xigbar's hand tightened around his hand pulling him forward into an open breeze. The sounds of the ocean and sunset air flushed within him.

"C-Can I open them now?" He started to play with Xigbar's pinky finger with his own, trying to get an answer. Xigbar feeling him pulled him close and rapped his arm around him. Demyx could feel the heat from Xigbar's torso as he held him. If he had a heart, it would be beating out of his chest right about now.
"Xig-"

Before he could finish one word he was turned around in front of the superior Nobody, each hand clasp onto each of Demyx's hands. They both stood there silent as Xigbar let his fingers drop from his. As Xigbar did he said, "Okay, look."
Demyx slowly opened his eyes to see the Sun slowly setting into the crystal filled ocean. The sky was beginning to shine purple and navy as the night slowly crept in on this lovely gesture from Xigbar. He spun around and tackled Xigbar into the sand.

"THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!" Demyx rubbed his face into Xigbar's coat and looked up at him. As he did Xigbar looked down into his eyes and saw the happiness glow from the young mans eyes. "There's not just appreciation in those eyes." Xigbar thought as he rapped one arm around him and support himself up with the other.

"I'm glad you like it Squirt. They saya' whole underwater kingdom is down there where a merman rules the city with his sev'n lovely mermaid daughters." He looked out into the ocean imagining what it would be like down there; maybe one day he'd ask Demyx to take him.

Demyx noticed that Xigbar was turning red and as he looked out at the ocean, he began to feel nervous so he rolled off of him. Xigbar looked down to wonder what happened to him. Demyx stood up and unzipped his black coat and boots, revealing a green tee shirt and knee length shorts.

"Hey Xigbar?" The Melodious Nocturne looked over at him. He was still blushing from thinking he was getting more than he asked for.
"Ya-yeah Squirt?" He coughed then tilted his head cocking an eyebrow.
Demyx put his hand behind his back, forming a water ball; as Xigbar looked confused and waiting for an answer, he through it at the elders chest laughing.
"Betcha can't get me!"

Xigbar stared at Demyx who is running around in the water like a hyperactive puppy. He took off his coat and shoes, wearing just a pair of dark gray jeans that were cut off at the knee. He dug his toes on the sand cooled by the night and watched as Demyx stopped to run water through his hair. "Not just appreciation..."

"HEY SQUIRT!"
But before Demyx could even look up from the water Xigbar tackled him into the shallow water.
"Gotcha!"

Xigbar looked down to see Demyx beat red, his hair swirling in the water; he ran his fingers in his hair, ignoring that the boy had placed his hand on his cheek.

Xigbar looked right into his eyes, feeling the warm water drip from Demyx's hand.
Demyx, sat up, his face growing closer and closer to Xigbar's, both of their breathing getting louder and deeper. Their faces only a few inches apart, Demyx moved forward to kiss the striped haired nobody, his breathing got faster, and once he was only two inches away, Xigbar softly mumbles "Xaldin" under his breath

Being that close Demyx heard him, with tears starting to form in his eyes, he fell back into the water, Xigbar still on top of him. He summoned a portal right under him in the ocean and fell through, leaving Xigbar behind.

Xigbar on his hands and knees started splashing the water around yelling,
"Squirt! Squ... Demyx! HEY! Demyx! Come back! I..."

But he gave up. This was something that would take more than a,
"I don't know what came over me."

TBC