So this is my first fanfic, its going to be about Linstead. But I made this chapter as a introduction to get things started. If you like it, please give me feed back!

I will try to update as soon as possible. I'm going to incorporate some things from the show into my story because I love how the story line is going. Enjoy!

*I OWN NOTHING*

"So are you ever going to tell me?" Jay Halstead asked while staring over at the driver's seat.

"Maybe one day Jay, but not today. Nice try though" Erin Lindsay replied. Laughing she looked back over at her partner and pushed his arm; he glared and gave big puppy eyes.

"Oh come on, he acts like your dad and I want to know why, as does most of the intelligence unit," Jay begged.

"Okay, well it all started when I was fifteen and when I-"she was cut off by gun fire at the house where her squad was already at, waiting for them. Erin turned on her sirens and sped through the snow to their destination. Jay holding on the arm rests of his chair, slightly scared of Erin speeding in slippery snow, was grabbing his gun. Erin slammed on her breaks realizing she was bringing herself and her partner into a gun fire show down. The car skidded a bit before it came to a full stop, gun fire started hit the car breaking glass and flattening tires.

"Get down!" Jay yelled to his partner, she climbed out of the car crawling on the glass to get to the side away from the gun fire. Jay came up next to her, gun in hand ready to fire. "Are you alright?' he asked worried seeing the blood on her. "I'm fine, cover me!"

Erin stood up shooting and scanned the area for her team. Jay stood up right behind her and shot down two men with their guns pointed at officers Burgess and Atwater.

More officers came to the scene and the gun fire stopped. Erin and Jay exchanged looks and moved forward to the house."You're bleeding, are you okay?" jay asked with a worried look. Erin laughed, "I'm fine jay, they are little scratches." As they crossed the street and reached the drive way of the perpetrators' house they noticed a large amount of cocaine bags all over the yard, "Voight must have showed up while they were in the middle of transporting their goods into the house" Erin sighed, with Jay watching her. As they were approaching the front door, it flew open and Detectives Hank Voight and Antonio Dawson yelling for help as they carried the limp body of Julie Willhite. Blood was pouring from the chest and side, Alvin Olinsky and Adam Ruzek followed behind. Erin and Jay rushed to Olinsky and Ruzek hoping for answers to what happened while they were on their way.

"Hey guys what happened here? What happened to waiting for all the back up and more evidence? What happened to Jules?" Jay franticly asking as they all watched Gabby Dawson and Leslie Shay put Julie on a stretcher and raced her into the ambulance and speed off, Antonio went into ambulance with his partner. "That was the plan, wait, but then things changed. There were screams from inside," Ruzek was explaining to Erin and Jay, "So Voight ordered him, Julie, Antonio, and three other cops to go in. He ordered us to stay behind." Pointing to Olinsky, Burgess, and Atwater.

"Next thing we knew we heard gun shots, that's when the other gang members rolled up carrying bags of cocaine and they also heard the gun fire so the dropped the cocaine and was heading inside, so we made sure they didn't."

Then Voight walked up and ordered them to go to the hospital.

Everyone sat in the waiting room, worried. Antonio hasn't stopped pacing the room waiting for an answer from the doctors. Finally a doctor arrived; everyone jumped out of the chairs and walked over. "Can I speak to a member of her family or someone close, please." The young doctor asked.

"That'll be me." Antonio walked through his team.

Antonio and the doctor were in the hallway in everyone's view; nobody knew what they were talking about. Erin kept her eyes on the two as she grabbed Jay's hand, worried for Julie's fate. Jay, shocked, looked over at her and noticed the worried look on her face; He wanted to hug her to comfort her. But he knew Voight would not be happy.

As Jay was about to go in for the hug, not caring about what Voight might say, Antonio threw his coffee cup and stormed out pass them. All of their eyes followed Antonio out of the building. The doctor came up to the group with sadness all over his face, "I'm so sorry for your loss." He said as he put his head down and walked away.

Erin immediately went to go after Dawson. She found him outside clenching the rails till his knuckles were turning white. She knew how much Julie meant to him, they were partners for years. And were the best of friends. Erin walked up to Antonio, he was like a brother to her and she hated seeing him so hurt. Her eyes were filling up with tears and she put her hand on his back and looked at him. She felt his body moving, she knew he was crying. He turned around looking at her and hugged her tightly. It was five minutes before they spoke. He pulled away, "She was tough, I should covered her better. It wa-"

"Stop, it's not your fault." Erin interrupted, "She cherished you and knew you did everything you could do." Erin patted his shoulder. He wiped away his tears and looked at Erin, "You're right, she wouldn't want this. She'd want us to go to Mollys and toast to her."

"I agreed," They both jumped at the surprise raspy voice of Hank. They saw the whole team there and ready to go toast to Julie Willhite.

Everybody started to leave to get to their cars and go to Mollys for a drink, except Erin. She just stood there staring at the floor. Just as Jay was about to walk back through the door he turned around and saw her staring at the floor. He shut the door and walked over to her, "Hey, are you alright…?" She looked up at him and he noticed the tears filling her eyes and the tears starting to fall on her cheek. He placed his hand cupping her face using his thumb to wipe away the tears falling. He just stood there staring at her as she closed her eyes, 'I just want to hold her tightly and tell her everything is going to be okay,' he thought to himself. But he knows Lindsay, she's tough and hated when people comforted her because she hated people knowing she cries.

She took a deep breath and opened her eyes and looked into Jay blue eyes, "I'm fine, now let's go to Mollys." She smiled. She walked back through the door, he watched her as she walked in. He cares for Erin more then he has ever cared for anyone else.

It was 12 a.m. when they were all leaving Mollys, Jay offered to drive because Erin was drinking and he wasn't. As he was driving Erin to her apartment, he wanted to break the awkward silence. "Are you sure you are okay? You don't want to talk about anything? He glanced over at her. "Seriously, I'm fine Jay. I just want to go home and have a beer then sleep." She tried to reassure him, but she knew him better to just take her word for it, but she knew he would drop it.

"Okay if you say so partner." He smiled.

"Thanks for the ride." She said getting out of the car, "I'll see you bright in early in the office, Bye!"

"Bye..." He watched her enter her building making sure she got in safe before he drove off.

She reached her floor and stopped just before she went into her room, she noticed a small envelope by her door. She picked it up curious to what it was, and why it wasn't in her mailbox instead. She walked into her apartment shutting and locking the door, she grabbed a beer from her fridge and walked over to the envelope and opened it. She felt fear and chills run through her body and dropped her beer on the floor. She couldn't move she dropped the card on the floor and it read, "I'm back, missed me? I'll be seeing you sooner than you think, I have unfinished business with you Erin –C"