By DoctorPhysical & Swallowed-By-Pain
WARNINGS: Yaoi, BoyxBoy, Rape, curseing, Over use of commas, And it's Un-Betaed.
We had alot of fun writeing this story, we put so much effort into this and tried to make it as real as possible, even tho it's a anime that the characters are from.. We put alot of feeling into this.
Sasuke- Written by me.
Naruto- Written by DoctorPhysical from DeviantArt.
Aurthors Note: I just want you guys to know, I wanted to show how Sasuke was struggleing with the voices in his head. He was slowly going insane, he had to do something to make the voices shut up. We really hope you injoy this and get the idea of how much both Naruto & Sasuke struggled. I was listening to -
There will be a sequel! Showing how Sasuke & Naruto became friends again, How they became more than friends.
A dark haired boy made his way up the dirty grey stone steps of Naruto's front porch. He hadn't seen his bestfriend in nearly a week, he had been thinking, had been avoiding him. But now he needed to see the blonde.
He made his way to the eggshell colored door and knocked lightly. He knew he looked like a mess right now. Shaggy black locks were all over the place instead of in their normal style, he had bags under his eyes, and he was poorly dressed, a pair of dark sweat pants and a white tank top. It would have to do for now tho, his mind was racing to fast to think straight.
Naruto had just gotten out of the shower. He dried his hair poorly and he slipped his ramen Pj pants over his tan hips and was about to get fully dressed when he heard someone at his door. He gulped. He hoped it wasn't Sasuke.
He had been avoiding him because he might be gaining feelings for the raven. He put those thoughts aside and opened the door. Sure enough it was Sasuke. He looked oddly out of place though. "S-sasuke? What's wrong?"
"Shut up Dobe and let me in already." Sasuke mumbled, never making eye contact with the blonde. He feared that he might see right through him, see right into his wicked soul. He pushed past the blonde and slowly walked inside.
Everything was the same as it had always been, he didn't know why he was so fidgety or nervous. For the past week he had been having these daydreams, these visions of the blonde under him, withering and moaning his name. He tried to block them out but it hadn't worked, they kept coming back ten times stronger.
He was going to act calm, he just needed to see his best friend right now. He needed Naruto right now, in more ways than one. But he couldn't have the blonde in the wicked ways that he wanted, he knew the young boy wasn't gay.
Hell he thought he himself was as straight as a ruler, oh, how wrong he was. He wasn't going to make a move on the blonde tho, not here, not now. He couldn't, fear held him back, the boy was his best friend he couldn't just fuck him.
Visions of Naruto laying under him, staring up at him with those electric blue eyes just begging for more. Sasuke quickly shook the thought from his head, he had just came over here to hang out. He had to act normal or else the blonde would see right past his shady mask and that might frighten him away.
He wasn't sure how long he had stood there, just staring off into space and thinking, not moving, But it felt like only a few seconds.
"S-sasuke!" Naruto cried, shaking him. "You're freaking me out here,What do you want? I was going to go to bed, teme!"
He was about to pout, but he held it back in fear of being made fun of. He didn't like the way Sasuke was looking at him. It made him feel weird.
Was that normal? He knew his feelings for Sasuke were off the charts, but he couldn't ever tell anyone that he loved the last Uchiha, much less that he was gay. He had a hard enough time getting along being the Kyuubi container.
He grabbed some juice from his refrigerator. "Do you want any?"
Sasuke's gaze snapped up at the question, when had Naruto moved? He stared at the blonde for a moment before shaking his head, "No."
He hoped Naruto wouldn't press on about what was on his mind, it was things innocent little boys such as Naruto shouldn't know the meaning of. He didn't want to taint that sweet little brain of his, he was stupid enough.
"What have you been doing?" His voice came out quiet, yet rough.
Naruto shrugged. "Not much. I've been hanging around the park lately, just sitting there."
Naruto knew that was a total lie, he had been training and shit, but that was boring. Well, The park was even more boring. Hell, why did he even say that?
Sasuke raised a thin eyebrow at the blonde, the boy was lying to him and he knew it. Naruto had always thought the park was boring unless someone was there with him. He shook his head and made his way over to the sofa and took a seat.
He wanted Naruto to come sit beside him, close to him. But he wouldn't voice that out loud, the blonde was noticing how strange he was acting already, he didn't need to add to as he looked at that beautiful round face and those well built arms he couldn't stop his mind from wondering to those forbidden thoughts once more.
Naruto suddenly blushed lightly. He wasn't sure why he did it, he just felt a warm, sexy feeling about him. It was arousing. He looked around to find the source and he noticed Sasuke looking at him. He melted. He was in love with Sasuke Uchiha.
Sasuke had to look away from the blonde when blue clashed with onyx, the was his best friends cheeks turned bright pink was to much for him. It only fueled his dirty mind and he really, really didn't need that.
"Are you going to come sit down or what Dobe?" Sasuke's eyes stayed downcast.
He was acting really weird, he himself could tell, he was trying to make this as less awkward as he could but so far he wasn't doing a good job. If his brother saw him now he would defiantly think he was weak, he would think he wasn't worthy of the Uchiha name. His pride should have let him play this off smoothly, yet when he was around the younger boy he just lost all control.
Naruto grabbed his drink and sat down close to Sasuke. "W-what's up?" He asked, trying not to make the awkward conversation any more awkward than it already was.
Sasuke stared at the blonde for a moment, this was horrible. He could feel his pants getting tighter.. the boy wasn't even doing anything but talking to him, how the hell was he suppose to explain a hard on to his best friend when there was nothing to make him hard in the first place? It wasn't like the TV was on or there was some sexy blonde... Sasuke sighed and crossed his legs, hoping to hide the bulge.
"Nothing," He cleared his throat and crossed his arms over his chest.
Naruto sighed absentmindedly. "Well..want to go train?" He asked. It was the only thing left to do that was entertaining.
The raven seemed to ponder on this for a brief second, but quickly shook his head. "No." There was no way he could train while he was hard, it would be impossible and he would end up in the hospital if Naruto used his Rasengan on him and he wasn't able to fend it off.
Sasuke shifted uncomfortably, this was stupid. Naruto was his friend, why was he having these thoughts about him? His eyebrows scrunched in a angry thinking manor, he had to leave before he did something stupid.
"Naruto, I have to go." He stood, half hoping the blonde would stop him and half hoping he could escape before he slammed the blonde down and stripped him of his clothes right there.
His dark eyes, glazed with something he couldn't understand flickered to the front door. His arms hung in front of the bulge in his skinny jeans, hoping to hide it. He wasn't sure what he was waiting for but something in kept him from moving.
His mind was screaming at him, screaming as loud as it could for him to leave, yet there was a voice that was telling him to stay, to take what he wanted.
Get out before you hurt him! don't be like all the other's who have mistreated him! He's your best friend, leave now so you don't fuck that up!
Just take it Sasuke, you want it right? You want to shove that slim, tan, body down and fuck him relentlessly don't you? Just do it, fuck his feelings, you don't care about anyone! You're nothing more than a heartless bastard, just like he says you are!
Sasuke shook his head, fighting the voices, trying to get them to leave from his mind. His eyes were wide and he stared off into space, his hands found their way to his ears and he covered them, "No.." He whispered.
He didn't want these thoughts to stay, he wanted them gone, far away from his mind. He didn't want to hurt Naruto, there was this feeling inside of him that made his heart ache at the thought. Yet this pain he was feeling, this want. He wanted the blonde so bad it hurt.
He dosen't care about you, why should you care about him? Remember all the things he's called you? Teme, heartless, stupid, and so many other things Sasuke, why should you care if you hurt him? You're nothing but a heartless, pathedic, bastard!
Do it! Just shove him down and fuck him like the whore he is! He's a monster, he deserves this!
Don't do it Sasuke! He cares about you, can't you tell you idiot? Don't hurt him! Be a man!
"No! Shut up! Get the fuck out of my head!" His voice was loud, his eyes wide, his breath coming out in short pants, tears brimming in his eyes. He tugged on his hair, hoping to get rid of the voices, he didn't know what to do! He needed to leave, yet he needed to stay. He wanted to fuck him, hear him scream in pain, yet he wanted to spare him and run away so he didn't hurt him.
Naruto was starting to get scared. Why was Sasuke acting like this? Did he do something?Did he say something wrong? He bit his lip in thought. When Sasuke started yelling out he stood up and put his hand on his cheek, to calm him down. When that didn't do anything did something he'd regret later, but he had to get his feelings out there.
He kissed on the lips. His pouty kissable lips kissed Sasuke Uchiha's pale beautiful lips. it only lasted for about 3 seconds then he pulled back. He blushed heavily then grabbed Sasuke's arm. He walked to the door and opened it. He shoved the Uchiha out and slammed the door, locking it so Sasuke didn't have time to say anything. He ran to his bedroom and sighed. Why the fuck did he do that? There could have been many many other ways to calm the Uchiha down, but now he probably lost his best friend. Ugh. He needed a nap.
Sasuke stood dumfounded for all of two minutes, just standing there, his nose almost touching the door. His senses came back to him and he pounded his fist on the wooden door as hard as he could, anger burning in his eyes. How could Naruto just kiss him out of the fucking blue then shove him out of the door?
His mind was consumed by the anger, everything was blank, his hard on was still there, and he wasn't thinking straight. All his mind could repeat was, Take what you want.
"Naruto open the fucking door!" Everything was silent except the sound of his fist banging on the door, his voice demanding to be let in.
Naruto made a face. He was so not going to open the door. He grabbed his bag and opened the window. He jumped out and started running off in the shadows of the buildings.
Sasuke made a face and turned around, he was going home. He needed to clear his head before he spoke to the blonde again.
When Naruto was sure Sasuke was gone he went back to his house. Sasuke sure was upset that he had kissed him. Now he felt guilty. He sent a text to Sasuke saying, 'hey r u ok?'
Sasuke rolled his eyes as his phone rang from his pocket, he ignored it. He knew who it was and he really didn't need nor want to talk to him right now. He had finally gotten rid of his hard on, showered, and was now sitting on his couch.
His phone rang for a second time, telling him that he still had an unopened text. He quickly pulled his phone out and texted back with a simple, Fuck you.
Naruto felt his heart ache. He didn't mean to hurt him. He couldn't control himself. He knew this basically meant their friendship was over. He held back the tears and texted back, 'I understand you're angry but i can explain.'
The raven rolled over on his side and flipped his phone open reading the new text, he snorted at how ironic it was.
He was surely about to rape the blonde and yet he was sorry he kissed him? How stupid. Then again Naruto was pretty dumb.. He replied with a, Whatever, I don't care Dobe. Just leave me alone for a while.
Yet in his mind that meant, Leave me alone before I come beat your door down and fuck you into the floor!
Naruto wasn't gonna give up that easily. 'cmon lett me explainnn plezzz/3' he snickered at it, then remembered he was upset and groaned angrily.
Sasuke growled, the flipped his phone open once more and read the text. Couldn't the blonde see that he was trying to save his innocence? He contemplated on not replying at all, but he knew the blonde would just keep bothering him if he did that.
Naruto, you don't understand do you? Just .Alone. I don't want to hurt you Naru...
The blonde just didn't understand.. Sasuke himself didn't understand this dyeing need for the blonde..
Naruto groaned. "fine." he then replied with a simple 'k' and slipped into an over sized T shirt and dived under the covers of the bed, all cozy.
Sasuke felt lonely, Naruto hadn't replied and it had already been ten minutes. He knew he told the blonde to leave him alone, but it seemed he didn't mean it... He sighed stood from the couch and made his way down the eggshell colored hallway and upstairs to his bedroom.
He didn't bother changing clothes or taking his shoes off, he felt depressed. How could this be happening? He had always saw Naruto as a rival, a friend, someone he could talk to about anything and trust him not to tell a soul.
Yet this past week he had been thinking about him in a different way. He had been noticing how short the blonde was, the way his muscles rippled under his skin as he moved, The way his hair was always messy, the way he smiled, so bright it put the sun to shame, and how beautiful he was.
God was he beautiful. Those bright blue eyes and those full, tan, lips. He was simply amazing, to him at least. Then a few more days had passed and he had to suppress his thoughts of the blonde moaning, groaning, withering, underneath him, begging for more, screaming his name. He felt this burning desire, this want, for the younger boy. It was so strong he had to stay away from him for an entire week, and now. He was afraid that his want would take over and he would harm the blonde, just like he would have earlier.
He sighed once more and turned over, his head shoved into the pillow. He couldn't sleep, he knew he wouldn't be able to. He fished his phone out of his pocket and stared at it for a moment before texting the blonde, he wanted him to come over, they needed to talk.
Naruto... I need you..
Naruto pouted and grabbed his phone. He read the text them smiled happily. Sasuke had forgiven him! He lazily grabbed some black pajama pants and left the shirt on. Once he was out the door he texted quickly back, 'on my way teme (: '
Sasuke nodded to himself and waited for the blonde to arrive. He hoped that he could control himself, he wanted things to go back to normal. He let his mind wonder to the times when he and Naruto were normal and he didn't think about him the way he did now.
*Flashbacks*
Sasuke watched from afar as the blonde child swung back and forth on the old swing near the academy, tears dripping from his chin as he cried. It made something stir inside of him, it made him want to hug him. And Sasuke Uchiha did not hug anyone.
Sasuke slowly made his way up to the shorter boy, tapping him on the shoulder. Naruto turned around only to be greeted with a hand shoved in his face. Sasuke looked away as wide blue eyes glanced up at him, he shook his hand a little, indicating Naruto was suppose to take it.
Naruto did. He took Sasuke's hand in an unsure manor, but shook it nonetheless.
That was the day they had became friends.
A 13-year-old Sasuke ran out of the front door of the academy with angry eyes, he had to save Naruto.
Sasuke had seen the blonde on the ground, being beaten relentlessly by some teenager from his classroom window. He charged at the older boy, knocking him away from his friend and onto the ground. He let his hand come down and strike the boy right on the nose, a sickening crack echoing in his ears.
He watched as blood trickled from the boys nose and down his chin, he glared at him and hit him once more before standing, slamming his foot down on the boys chest. "Don't ever," Sasuke put more weight on his foot, making the boy gasp for breath. "Mess with Naruto again."
Sasuke walked over to his friend and helped him up, walking him to Iruka so he could patch him up.
That was the day they became best friends.
Sasuke and Naruto were sitting at Ichiraku's ramen shop, Naruto slurped down his second bowl in a matter of minutes while Sasuke ate his own slowly, like a normal person.
He glanced at the boy beside him and sighed, Naruto was a complete Dobe.
So why were they friends? The answer was simple, they balanced each other out. Sasuke calmed Naruto down some and Naruto hyped him up some. They made each other..Not depressed.
Without Naruto he wouldn't be half the man he was today. He would be a isolated bastard searching for something he thought would make him happy, tho in the end, he knew he could never truly be happy.
Unless he was with Naruto.
That was the day Sasuke realized his feelings were more than friendly.
*End Of Flashbacks*
Naruto walked up the porch to Sasuke's house. He knocked on the door, waiting for a reply. He didn't care if he looked stupid with he partially messed up hair, Pj pants, and an over sized T shirt that said "Rawr means I love you in dinosaur". He pouted when Sasuke didn't reply, so he knocked louder.
"Teme! Wake up! It's cold out here!"
Sasuke snapped out of his thoughts and sighed, he missed the old him. He made his way down the stairs and to the large front door, his home felt so empty and cold..
He opened the door to let Naruto in, Naruto who was dressed in pajama's. Didn't he know it was freezing outside? He suppressed an eyeroll and let the boy in before he froze to death.
"T-thanks." Naruto shivered, stepping into the empty plain house.
"S-sasuke.." he began, looking into the onyx eyes, "I'm sorry about earlier...I dunno what came over me.." he said softly.
He had a feeling he had to apologize, even though he didn't want to.
Sasuke just shrugged, he didn't want to think about that. He was going to have a hard enough time talking to the blonde about al of this.
He turned and made his way to the kitchen, hoping Naruto was following. The kitchen was large, painted a sunny yellow color, curtasy of his mother of course. He walked to the fridge and pulled out a sprite, "Want one?"
Naruto followed Sasuke to the kitchen. "Sure, thanks." He took the Sprite from him and opened it. He took a sip. "What'd you need, Sasu-teme?" He corrected himself. Sasuke = Teme. Not Sasuke. Wait. Dammit.
The raven rolled his eyes, couldn't Naruto ever be touching? Of course not, he dosen't care about you, his mind supplied for him. He ignored the voice and replied to the blonde.
"We need to talk."
Naruto let loose one soft meaningful smile, and replied, "What about?"
Sasuke stared down at the can of soda in his hand, his eyes soft and dreading. "You know what about Naruto..."
Naruto was hit with a pang of guilt. He thought he'd forgiven him. He whimpered softly to himself. He would have never come if he knew that this was going to be what they'd talk about. "W-what all is t-there t-to say about it?" He replied, his voice soft.
Sasuke bit his lip, should he tell the blonde about how there was this unknown feeling deep inside of him, scratching, raising hell, to be let loose? It was now or never... Maybe Naruto would take the news well and just... be okay.
"I-I.. There's more.." He started, "There's been more Naruto. There is something inside of me..." Sasuke tried to explain, how the hell was he suppose to say this? Hey I want to fuck you until you scream, but I also want you to want me. He was sure that wouldn't cut it.
"Organs?" Naruto joked,
"Naruto!" Sasuke clinched the can of soda, hearing it dent under the pressure. "Can't you ever be serious? Do you have to joke about everything? What do you think this is just some fucking game or something? If that's the case then just get the fuck out!" Sasuke stood, his chair falling to the floor with a loud 'thunk', His can of soda was swiped off of the table and onto the floor, leaving a trail of liquid along the way. He looked the blonde in the eyes, anger showing in his own.
Naruto stood up himself, "S-sasuke it's not what you think. You never just "want to talk" so I thought you were kidding, the hell is this about, Uchiha?"
"It's about you, you fucking idiot! Don't you get it? Can't you see that there is something going on? Or are you to blind to see what's right in front of you?" Sasuke's voice raised once again as he walked to the other side of the counter, right in front of the blonde, his face dangerously calm, but his eyes glaring.
Naruto backed up a bit. He'd only seen Sasuke this angry when someone mentioned his brother. That meant he was scarily angry. "S-sasuke, calm down and we can talk about this.." he tried to say softly, to calm the Uchiha down without pissing him off any more.
Sasuke smiled with a snort and eyeroll, "You just.. Don't get it Naruto." He shook his head, it was ironic. "You don't know anything."
Come on Sasuke, make the little bastard suffer a bit! He's so stupid he'll probley think your giving him a massage.
Sasuke didn't bother pushing the voice away anymore, it was driving him insane. He walked closer to the blonde, Faces almost touching. His hand reached up to grip a hand full of blonde locks and snatch his head backwards, Sasuke leaned closer, letting his tongue peek out and lick his way up that long, tan, neck all the way to his ear. He whispered, "You're to stupid for your own good Naruto."
Naruto gasped in pain when he grabbed his hair. What the fuck was happening? He pushed against his chest, only to get his hair tugged harder. He cried out. "S-sasuke! Y-you don't kno-know what you're doing! Stop!" He was afraid of what would happen next. If he didn't think fast, he might end up losing something he'd never get back
Sasuke let a small chuckle escape his pale lips, his nose touching just under Naruto's ear, his bottom lip caught between his teeth as a smile played on his lips and he shook his head. "You really don't understand do you Naru?"
Sasuke pulled back, hand tightening on the blonde's hair, he looked into those blue eyes and snarled. "You would never understand." His voice was nothing but a whisper.
That's it boy, now fuck him like a whore! Make him moan like the wanton slut he is!
Sasuke's smile disappeared and for a brief moment he wondered what the fuck he was doing, the thought quickly vanished and he gripped Naruto's arm so tight it was sure to leave bruises. He began walking, pulling the blonde with him up the stairs to one of the spare rooms.
He couldn't do this in his own room, it would haunt him worse than it was going to already. He didn't want to hurt Naruto and he hoped that the blonde knew that. He just needed to do this, before he went insane.
Naruto yelped when the grip on his arm tightened. This night was going to keep getting worse and worse. He wanted this, but not so soon or as rough. He winced as he was shoved onto the bed. He made a feeble attempt to escape but that went wrong. He'd tried everything. There was nothing left to do but submit to the Uchiha's desires.
It was nothing he wasn't used to. Sasuke usually won the fights, Usually won the video game battles, Usually got and won everything. Now Sasuke had won him. More like stolen him. Naruto was completely aware he was about to get raped, and he didn't like it one bit. He struggled, kicking and punching anywhere he could reach.
"S-sasuke! S-stop! D-do-don't you c-care?" The tears welled up in his eyes. Sasuke probably didn't.
Sasuke stopped all movement, his eyes boring into Naruto's own. He wasn't gonna do this until he confessed to the blonde. He pinned those tan arms above the blonde's head, his chest pressing against the other's, their faces only inches apart.
"Naruto, I care. I care so much it is hurting me, and I hope you can forgive me. I-i.." Sasuke paused, everything clicked. The way his heart raced, the way his palms sweated, the way his thoughts ran away with him, and the way his stomach felt like it had butterfly's in it, flapping away when he was near the blonde. "I love you." He whispered.
He couldn't look at Naruto's face while he did this to him, while he stole his innocents, while he raped him. He averted his eyes and looked at the baggy t-shirt covering the blonde's torso, he quickly removed it and threw it somewhere in the room along with his pajama pants, leaving him in his orange boxers.
"Please.. Please don't move." Sasuke let go of Naruto's arms, one hand holding him down by the chest as he worked on removing his own clothes, throwing them about the room.
He turned back to the younger boy, his best friend, and stroked his cheek softly. "Please forgive me..." Tears brimmed in his onyx eyes, he hoped Naruto didn't see this.
Naruto froze when he heard Sasuke confess. It felt so wonderful! He was gonna jump up and kiss the Uchiha, but then he remembered he was being raped, so he struggled again. The tears spilled down his cheeks.
"S-Sasuke.." he whimpered, tired from struggling so hard against this. "I love you t-too..j-just d-don't d-do this p-please..." he begged. Kyuubi was howling with laughter in his mind. He didn't think the Uchiha would do it so quickly. "Kit, your so stupid." Naruto ignored the stupid demon fox and wept.
Sasuke ignored the cries, Naruto didn't love him, he was just trying to stop him from doing this. No one could love him, he wasn't the type to be loved. He was a horrible person and an even worse friend.
He had protected Naruto from so many things, and now he was the one causing him this pain. He was going to break the blonde, make him crumble like shattered glass. He just couldn't look him in the eye while doing it.
"I'm sorry," Sasuke whispered more to himself than to the blonde as he removed both of their boxers.
He was hard, so hard it hurt. He could feel pre-cum dripping, sliding down his erect member. He looked down at Naruto, his eyes trailed over his muscular chest and perky nipples, down to the spiral seal that marked his abdomen, then even lower, he moaned at the site. everything was tan, such a beautiful color.
Naruto hiccuped from all the tears pouring down his face. "G-god Sasuke...d-don't do th-this...w-we can h-help each other j-j-just p-please..d-don't...I l-love you...y-you don't w-want to r-ruin t-that do y-you? p-please d-don't d-do this to someone-one you l-love..." he choked out, struggling to get away once more. They were fully nude and he was about to be raped by the one person he trusted when everyone else kicked him down and spit on him. The one who would hold him when he cried. He felt betrayed.
He was being raped and broken by the one who promise never to be like the others, to always care and be with him. He choked on the slobber that had formed. He couldn't produce any sounds. He was so surprised and shell shocked about what was happening. He didn't want it to happen. Sasuke didn't have to do this. He knew he couldn't get away. He knew it was useless to try but that didn't stop him. He just hoped Sasuke was gentle.
Kyuubi laughed crazily. "It's rape, Kit. You honestly think he'd be gentle? He obviously dosen't love you if he's doing this to you. If he loved you he wouldn't rape you, he would have believed you when you said you loved him too. It's over Naruto. Everything you two had is over. It takes a while to gain trust."
What Kyuubi said was correct. It takes years to gain trust, but takes just a second to break all of that and ruin everything. He was so scared.
Sasuke held back his own tears as he spread the blonde's legs, he couldn't wait. He was going to break the blonde Anyways so he might as well not delay it, he leaned over the blonde, looking into his eyes.
A few tears slipped from his eyes and landed on Naruto's face, his bottom lip quivered as he looked into those pure eyes. "I'm sorry!" He choked out, hugging the blonde to his chest. "I-I can't s-stop Naruto.." He cried out, hugging the blonde tighter to himself.
Did he really want to do this? Did he really want to throw away everything they had? Naruto was his best friend and he loved him, did he really want to fuck all that up and rape him? There was doubt in his eyes, he knew, his mind was so twisted right now he couldn't think straight. Naruto would hate him after this, did he really want to do this?
You pussy, just do it! He means nothing to you! one voice said, Sasuke don't! He means everything to you! said the other.
He shook his head and hugged Naruto tighter, he didn't know what to do.
Naruto hugged Sasuke back. His arms lost their strength and they fell to his sides then to the bed completely. He ceased struggling. His innocent curious blue eyes didn't seem so curious and happy now. They were full of fear and dullness. He felt alone.
He closed his eyes. He didn't want to look when he was raped by the Uchiha. His eyes poured tears. He let out his last feeble plead to escape, "p-please.." he said barely above a whisper. You couldn't have heard it if you were 3 feet away but it was there and it lingered in the air.
He couldn't help having a hard on. It was nature. He wished he didn't but he couldn't help it. He didn't like it though. Maybe he'd die during this? He hoped so. He held his breath and put an arm over his eyes. "Please...don't...don't.." he repeated it until he was screaming it. Then he said nothing more. He couldn't. He must be dreaming.
Sasuke cried harder at the pleas, he had to ignore them, the voices were haunting him now, taking over his mind. He didn't bother stretching Naruto, he couldn't wait. He forcefully shoved his member into the small entrance of the blonde. A choked moan escaped his lips and his body shook, from both the silent sobs and the feeling.
It was so tight, so hot. The feeling consumed him and he pulled out, slamming back in. "N-Naruto.."
Naruto gasped and screamed in pain when Sasuke slammed into him. He wept harder. "W-why!" He screamed, gripping at Sasuke's shoulder so hard they bled. He would have thought Sasuke not so heartless as to go in without preparing him first, but of course this was rape.
Naruto screamed in self pity and in pain. This wasn't at all what he had pictured it to be like. He sobbed pitifully. Why was this happening? It hurt so bad. It hurt so bad...He wanted it to stop so much. "S-s-s-s-sto-op!" He managed between the pain filled thrusts as he was slammed mercilessly into the bed, as if he were nothing at all.
It hurt not just physically but mentally to know the only one you trusted through out everything that had happened had turned on you and raped you and stole everything you had. Sasuke was taking his trust away, his virginity, his care, his love, his innocence, his..anything that made him Naruto. He was stealing it and storing it away in the depths of his mind.
Sasuke moaned through his tears, it felt so fucking good. It was like nothing he had ever experienced before, the tight heat around his throbbing cock was just amazing. He heard the pain filled screams from his friend, but he ignored them.
He had to ignore them, if he didn't he was sure he would stop and it was to late for that now. These voices that had been screaming at him for the past week were louder now than ever, yelling good and bad things as he pounded into the blonde.
He asked why Sasuke, don't you think you should explain to him why you're rapeing him? You know you're stealing everything from him, you are nothing but a low life, piece of scum. Nothing more than a untrustworthy bastard!
See Sasuke? We live in a world where you have to take what you want, no matter what it is! Without me you would be doing nothing but oggleing his fucking ass everytime you hung out! Fuck him harder! Make him scream!
"Without you I w-wouldn't be h-hurting him!" Sasuke growled at the voice.
It started feeling better, but he'd never forget this pain of knowing the one you loved and the one you trusted, ruined your innocence, your love, your everything. He'd never forget Sasuke Uchiha had promised him the world, and gave him this. The pain of knowing you've been betrayed by a best friend is worse than anything else you could possible feel.
He couldn't feel anything right now. All of the pain he was receiving went to his heart. He closed his eyes even though the tears still leaked out. His eyes opened quickly when his stomach started to get a hot aching feeling. He knew that feelings quite well. He was gonna cum. He didn't want to give Sasuke that satisfaction of getting that out of him, but he couldn't help it. He let out a loud scream and came. The cum splattered their chests and their surroundings.
He panted, he couldn't feel anything. He was feeling so much pain that he couldn't feel any more. He thought back of the good times they had, and let a weak smile. He desperately hoped Sasuke would stop.
Sasuke's eyes widened as he felt something hot and sticky splatter on his chest, he looked down and moan loudly, his thrusts became faster, harder, he pounded Naruto into the bed beneath then.
Lifting a tan leg so he could get a better angle Sasuke panted, he leaned down and placed a gentle kiss onto the blonde's lips, he whispered "I'm so sorry.." His lips brushing against the other's as he spoke.
He came with a loud cry of Naruto's name, Cumming deep inside of the blonde. He road out his orgasm before collapsing on top of him, to spent to move. His breath came out in short pants, and his eyes closed. The tears leaking from his onyx eyes and onto the blonde did not stop, he pulled out of the boy and touched his face with a tender hand.
"Naruto... I really am sorry..." Sasuke whispered to him.
He stroked a tan, scarred, cheek and leaned down to kiss him once more.
Naruto opened his eyes. He still loved Sasuke. He didn't know why. Sasuke stole his innocence and raped him of all he was worth. He still loved the raven. You may call the blonde crazy but he still loved him. He groggily whispered, "I still love y-you s-sasuke..b-but let me l-l-leave..."
He hopefully looked up at the raven, hoping he'd say yes. Hoping he said he could leave and go home to his warm bed and pretend this never happened. He'd never forget, oh no, He'd never forget.
Sasuke closed his eyes tightly, he didn't want the blonde to leave. He knew that if he let him leave, this would be it. This was the last time he would ever see or hear from Naruto again, and that killed him inside. He couldn't survive without Naruto, he was nothing without him.
"Naruto please... Please don't go... Don't leave me..." Sasuke cried into the other's chest.
He knew Naruto would leave, he knew everything they ever had was over. He had fucked everything up once again.
Your such a pussy Sasuke. Itachi would have laughed through the whole thing and then kicked him out. Why can't you be more like Itachi?
Sasuke ignored the voice, it had gotten what it wanted.
His muscles ached horribly. He'd probably stay home for a week or two. Naruto didn't want to forgive Sasuke. He wanted to punch him in the balls and shove a pipe down his throat and ship him off to America, but he didn't. He couldn't. He loved Sasuke and forgave him.
If anyone found out, then saw that Naruto had forgiven Sasuke Uchiha, the one who raped him and deprived him of his innocence would claim him to be crazy and lock him up in a nut house. Love was a terrible thing, something that everyone avoids until they can't bare it any longer, then they go off with the one they love.
Naruto painfully sat up. He hoarsely whispered. "Let me leave. I need to be alone for a while. I'll come back.." he said all surprisingly calm. He had every right to be angry, tell Tsunade, then get Sasuke locked up in prison and have his ninja rights taken away, but he wouldn't. "I won't tell anyone." Then kissed the Uchiha. He quickly punched him in the gut, then left.
Sasuke cried out in pain, physical and mental pain. Naruto was gone, he said he would come back by why would he? He should be angry, he should hate him with every fiber in his body. Naruto could easily get him thrown into jail for what he had just done, but he would deserve it.
Naruto's words echoed in his head, he wouldn't tell anyone? He would come back? He.. Loved him?
If all of those things were true, then Naruto really did have something wrong with him. But he hoped, preyed to god that Naruto would truly come back.
Sasuke knew that he would not be brave enough to face Naruto Uzumaki again. Not after what he had done to him.
And that was when Sasuke lost his best friend.