So the authors ntoes will be underlined so it will be easy for people who don't care about them can skip

supernatural is not mine and i make no profit off of this

warnings for child abuse and strong language

the warnings may change in future

First this is my first "official story" this is all writin by me i am looking for a beta rwader or somebody to bounce ideas off of so dm if you are interested

Next i am a Sam girl so if Dean seems off i am sorry

also i did the story through Deans eye ebcause i thought it would be the best prespective

Sam is 6 right now and Dean is 10

Life is unfair that is a fact. This is a small story about my Father John Winchester. Now John I had loved him since I was born. My John was my hero but he did something unforgettable so here it is.

It was the day I dreaded every year, the anniversary of my mom's death. I tried to keep Sammy safe like always but I can't stop his mouth. Sammy was up doing homework the nerd he is, When John came stumbling in. His eyes were glassy and you could tell he had to many to drink. I looked at Sammy and tried to silently communicate that we should go to our room and lock the door. Sammy looked at me in a way that said "oh hell no I still have a lot of homework to do." Then John said "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING SAMUEL!" Sammy looked up into John's eyes with a little fear masked by scared confidence and said " I am doing my homework dad," John grabbed Sammy by his shirt and yanked him out of his chair, Sammy just looked terrified then so I tried to step in "Sir," I say then John looks at me and says scarily calm "Dean go to your room and don't come back out till I tell you,"

"But-,"

"Dean I don't have time for your bullshit!" He then threw Sammy on the floor and grabbed me by the arm and dragged me to me and Sammy's room threw me in then closed and locked the door.

The last thing I heard before it stared was Sammys crying

i was debating whether to leave this as a one shot but i won't but dont exspect constent updatesalso please give me feedback