it keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Every thing is dull
Flash back:
She saw a little girl with the hair of color pink … crying because she lost some thing precious; there she said "why do you cry dear?"
5yr old sakura looked up and said "I lost something precious to me"
"What is it that you lost" she said …
"I have lost every thing, friend's family and my feelings" sakura said as tears fell through her eyes
"I'll help you find what is lost" she said "you can call me Freya" she said
"I'm haruno sakura you can call me sakura" sakura said.
At that moment sakura felt a little needed a little loved…… when she first met Freya.
End of flashback
But now… Despite her past …..
She was a very beautiful woman an amazing one with such a great talent.
There she was again she sat in a dark room as her pink silky locks were slowly falling behind the sofa and all around spreading around her as she sat, lost in her thoughts also lost in despair… in the dark room was a huge window it was enormous and it showed her the view of people … doing different things as she sat…
Every one's smiling they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue
She wore a silky lavender dress that reached her feet and touched the floor as she walked.
Her talent was one of a kind … they told her each time she was about to go on stage.
But to her was it really that special she wondered … she always stood whenever it snowed and wondered the same thing over and over again…
Just then- "haruno-sama" said one of her maids …
"What is it?" she said one of her maids said "mistress is calling you" she suddenly realized who mistress was. Then she said "ok"
Yes she was rich but did that made her happy? Was being rich all she wanted in her life and being famous? Was all this fame and fortune worth it no was all this worth what she wanted?
As she walked down in to the humongous living room she saw her standing…Freya near the fire place staring out the window…
"Yes; what is it?" sakura said then Freya replied "today you are going to be performing at uchiha manor, at their youngest son's dancing ball understood"
"Yes but-' Freya cut her of by saying "you have a great talent that's why we chose you; and because of that you'll perform got it?"
"Yes" sakura said with a lost look in her eyes.
Then Freya said "the dance ball is tonight; you have 5 hours to get ready so take your time and look your best and besides right now you have plenty if time to decide what you are going to sing plus come down these stairs at exact 9:30 ok?"
"Yes" sakura said and looked out side the window herself sand saw the sun setting down and glanced at the clock it was only 6:30.
Then she went back in to her darkness.
She sat in her dark room thinking the same thing that Freya had said 'you have great talent that's why we chose you' she sat at the edge o her bed thinking constantly what that last phrase 'that's why we chose you'
But the darkness kept her quite as always.
At the uchiha manor
Sasuke uchiha sat quietly at the edge of his bed in his 'blue' room; when he was called down by his mom mikoto uchiha.
His mom had called him to inform that he was having a dancing ball because it was Christmas and so-called 'guests' were coming over. In his 'hn' language they were all bitches.
And another bad problem was his mom wasn't canceling the party, because itachi was in love with himself so bad that he ram away leaving sasuke in this mess.
'Touché' he thought.
Then he glanced at the clock it was 9:15 and he thought 'great just great' because naruto the dope was about to come over and- speak of the devil he did.
"Hello sasuke-teme-icebitch" naruto said and barged in his mansion and in to his room sasuke got ticked of and said "you moron it's like 25 minutes before the actual ball"
"I know" naruto said sasuke said "then why are you here?"
"Well I'm here because I figured you take all the hot girls and well I want to get some hot girls too so I came early." "Since when did you get smart and P.S gets lost." Sasuke said sounding all cool. "Gee teme you are such a demanding bitch" sasuke ignored him and glanced at the clock it was like 9:25. Yes sasuke was mad. He kicked naruto out of his room. He had like 5 minutes to get ready and get his butt down there before his mom kicks him out.
He started with looking out the window 'shit' he thought guests were already coming in. it took him less than 5 minutes to get ready put mousse / gel on his chicken butt hair. Then he took out an onyx suite with a white shirt and a black tie. He put on a lavish fragrance was the finishing touch that made him look all hot and sexy.
Except the fact that he was sexy.
But then he always thought that naruto was such a petty kid.
At the haruno mansion
The petite girl finally stood up from her bed and looked in her colossal closet full of lavish sexy dresses. She looked over them then gave up because she couldn't find any thing then one of her maids helped her took out this sexy lavish dress that was pink and strapless it was delicate and simply with an inspiration of an angle when she wore that dress. It had glittery swirls on it and she really did look like an angel but without wings.
That's how frail she was.
After that she walked down the stairs just as instructed, then Freya glanced at her and said "my my you look very lavish dear just as I have wanted." "but wait there's something you must wear my darling" she took out a box inside the box there was a delicate necklace it had a shape of a heart and there were two letter "s" on it and the letter "s" were surrounded by diamonds. It was really delicate. Then she walked over to sakura and put the necklace around her neck and said "It's my present for you" then sakura said "thank you" and then Freya ordered the maids to take sakura out towards the lavish limo.
At the ball
Then after 30 minutes sakura arrived at the uchiha mansion.
Her driver opened the door for her. She walked out. The pot light was on her because she was the sexiest women to walk the uchiha mansion. Then Mrs. Uchiha came [sasuke's mom] she came and said "you must be sakura-chan the singer of this ball" and sakura said "that's right" then they walked in side the uchiha mansion the mansion was a little like her own. As usual all the girls were surrounding sasuke.
After a while sasuke and naruto ditched them. Then naruto said "icebitch lookie lookie another hottie" then sasuke looked over to what he was pointing at immediately he knew she was different then the others.
Naruto said "ooh god I so want her for a girlfriend" then sasuke popped his fantasy by saying "don't you have hinata to look at and running away from neji if you hurt her? He said with a questioning look on his face. "Yea icebitch" he said the minute he said icebitch sasuke punched him and threw him down the patio they were standing on.
The entire ball sasuke's eyes were on the pink haired female with emerald eyes and a beautiful figure as she took her place on the stage.
Sakura started to sing:
Winter sleep
It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Every thing is dull
Every one is smiling they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Every thing is blue
Can you hear out there?
Will you hold me now hold me now my frozen heart
I'm gazing across the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now hold me now my frozen
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out here alone
Can you wake me?
I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes
But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear
Anyone out there hear me now?
Will you hold me now hold me now my frozen heart
Kiss my lips and my be you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now hold me now my frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel my self again?
I hope I will
Will you hold me now hold me now my frozen heart
I'm gazing across the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now hold me now my frozen
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out here alone
Can you wake me?
And the song ends.
Her greatest talent was to sing to sing for her people.
And of course her love.
At that time the uchiha fell in love without ever noticing it.
the lyrics to the song " winter sleep" by Olivia Lufkin [ the song in the beginning and the song sakura sang at the uchiha manor]
Petty: stupid or unnecessary requests.
Colossal: something huge.
Lavish: something expensive and luxurious.
the entire lyrics to the song "winter sleep" by Olivia Lufkin.