When I married her I knew I was being selfish. I still remember her expression when I asked her coldly. She knows I don't have affections for her the way I think she does foe me. She knows the main reason I married her- to resurrect my clan. I know I was being selfish but I did not force her to, she was the one who agreed on her own free will.
During our wedding day I silently vowed not to regret what I'm doing but as the days pass by I felt guiltier and guiltier. Guilt and regret is different- well for me anyways. Of course I considered other females before I asked her to be the mother of my child or children. People may think it's easy for me because of the fan girls I have containing shallow girls claiming they loves me but what they mean is they want me. How do you love someone that you dont know besides of their physical appearance? Sakura Haruno is the suitable bride for me and to be the mother of my future brats. Over the years she has grown to be a respectable woman in the village and she knows me very well maybe even more than Naruto and Kakashi.
Until now my wife still isn't withchild but that is because of my choice. I heard that the Hokage is giving me and my ANBU team a long mission this year. Kakashi suggested that it is safer for Sakura to be pregnant with me around.
Our mission came and true it is long but not very only 3-4 months though. I left early in the morning but of couse before I stepped out of the mansion Sakura gave me a peck on my cheek for good luck and safety , she does this every morning before I leave and every night when I get home.
Knowing my wife's fame in the village I know that some of the males( and lesbians) will stalk her because I'm not around, I asked (AN:more like demanded) the hokage -in-training Naruto to watch her.
While we were in camp, eating what they call food I can't help but think of Sakura's cooking, the pecks she gives me, her cheery "welcome home" voice, and the words she tells me every night when she thinks I'm sleeping but really I'm not. In other words yes I sort of miss her.
Flash Back
"Sakura I'm home." Sasuka said as he's taking off his shoes. Then Sakura comes and gives him her usual smile and a peck on his cheeks. They never kissed before for a couple that's been married for almost 3 months.
"Welcome home Sasuke-kun!" she would say. "Dinner's ready." Every night the same. They eat then Sakra tells her hubby to go up stairs to rest and she would wash the dishes. After doing her chore she would soon follow freshen up sit on the bed while Sasuke sleeps and say " I love you Sasuke-kun always have and always will." then she drifts off to dream land .
Every night Sasuke hears that and every night that makes him smile before he too is truly asleep facing his wife who never ever turned her back againts him in bed.
End of Flash Back
3 Months After
The day I came home I did my usual routine and waited for her turn but the greeting didnt come instead I heard coughing. I followed it, leading me to the living room, to the couch, there I saw Sakura asleep. But what bothered be is the way she looks. Her rosy cheeks looks paler than usual and she looks skinnier too. Is she sick? I hope not. Normally I wouldn't want her to be sick because I need my clan but in the moment I didn't want her to be sick because well.. I hated to admit.. I need her.
My thoughts were interupted when I saw her eyes flutter open revealing bright jade. And the greetings I waited for came. I also noticed that her hands are colder too.
A week after that, She has not gone better. Her coughing got worst and she's aless hyper. What annoys me the most is it seems that she's hiding something from me
like this handkercheif she covers her mouth when she coughs then hastily puts it back in her pocket. There! She's doing it again! I cant even do my report in peace bacause my mind is full of her. Wait! Am I worrying? That's It! Tonight I'm at dinner I'm asking her what's wrong and she better tell me the truth.
Sorry for the short chapter but the next one would be much much longer I promise. If I get at least 1 review please. Iknow its crappy but hey! Im only 13 byears old with a bad englishbad grammar. PLeAse aT LEAST 1 review.
what do you guys think haruno is hiding? in my story do you want her to die cause i'm making 2 endings i cant choose which one. one of them is that sakura is gonne die BWAHAHAHAHA I JUST LOOVVEE DEEAAATTHHH!