My heart cried out

As the tears began to fall down my cheek

The blood moved on my hand

As you laid on my lap

Your skin turned to ice making my fingers numb

My heart cried out

As I watch you eyes close

Hearing your voice for one last time

Before you die away

I scream in hatred, anger and sadness

10 years pass

You still linger there within my heart

Your smile imprinted in my mind

Your voice repeating over

And over again

Making my chest hurt with sadness

And pain that is over whelming

To this poor hear you killed

12 years pass

And I still think about you

And often wish you were back in my arms

Then she walked in

Your counterpart, your other half

The half I always dreamed of seeing;

A kind, sweet, innocent young girl

My heart pounds and I cry to myself to get rid of this pain

She walks over

Sits by me

And holds me close

Her breath tickling my neck

I still cry a silent cry

She speaks her voice of heaven's angels

15 years pass

And yet you still hold my heart

Or at least a piece of it

She holds the rest

Smiles come back

Tears come at night but not often

Love has return

And yet my heart says you have too

18 years pass

You release me and I am free

My heart returns to me

Passion, love, compassion, friendship come back

And pain is forgotten at many points

Laughs return and I feel over thrilled

But you still return not in pain

But in happiness

You return to me in hopes of a great future

For you and me

My heart cries for you

And you return to me

With smiles and laughs

And I give them right back to you

With ever more joy in them

Showing that the pain has dispersed

And welcome her into my life

With my arms out

And wish for never-ending happiness

My heart cries

For never-ending happiness

For you and me