Disclaimer:Don't own Silent Hill
If I did I'd be one sick little puppy
This is a sucky confusing SH yaoish thing I don't appreciate flames,I don't flame (I have flamed my friend but…..dies)so if you don't like don't read.It's pointless I know and a little retarded but I just felt like doing it.
What is this feeling
I look at the wall
The paint is peeling
Restless ,waking ,sleeping
I look at the man in the mirror
Mary…..
Could you really be in this town
The flood of blood
Am I insane
How do I know
If this blood that flows is real
Damn it all
Why
Why me
I don't want to do this
But I have no choice
If I am to see if she….
Why me
What is this
The dove flies out
Of the shattered window of insanity
Please just leave me alone
With the fucked up monsters from hell
Just like you…….
The pond
Reflects the surface
Memories
The light that shines through the window is slim
The room is just as dim
Dark and bleak
My darling ever since I lost you…..
Why?
Leave me alone
To wallow in my solitude
Anguish
Pain
Screaming in my pleasurable torture
I know it
You want me
I want you
Just come there is nothing I can do
To stop you
Mary……..
Where are you Mary?
Are you really here?
"Mary?"
"….."
You'll have me anyway
Driving me closer to insanity
Your Breath
Your touch
Alone
In a way but I am not
The sound of bones breaking
Crunch
I have you
But filth ,blood
I'm screaming in pleasure
I know I love you
But I'm afraid
When you call my name
I can do nothing but answer
"James?"
"!"
Mary?
No.
Your silent always silent
Why do you do this to me?
Shattered mind
Collecting the fragments of my sanity
Talk
Fill the black gaping hole in my heart
Mary ,are you really here
I ask
But no she isn't
Why would the angel step into
This godforsaken place
If only I'd known
Love
I know I love you
But I'm afraid
The asylum is your body
Your soul
Ensnaring me
The wind blows
I don't even understand
I hate you
But I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
Go away
I don't want you
A dark flower blooms
Scream
Shoot
The cracking of bones
Fog
Blood
Blood everywhere
Death
Pain
Their noises
Alone
I wish
In my soul I am
It is alone
Waiting to be freed
Alone…….
This monster inside of me
I scream
I yell
I curse
Bleeding
Damn
The blood
I cough and beat my hands against the wall
I cough up blood
Scream and tear my hair
Water
The knife
Anything to end my suffering
More blood
Gore
Why
Moaning
Them……
Is it better to be alone
Or to let them find me
Darkness
Just run
What the hell
Were they…….
Human
Am I human
Only insanity by my side
And you
What
Is it you
What is humanity
Someone else
Please
Help me
Just once
"Are you friends with 'him'"
Pyramidhead?
What?
Come closer you can touch me
Right
A fragile flower blooms
Watch it grow
Beautiful
I just want to get out
Screaming
Past lives
Crimson red splashes at my feet
They stare
Stop it
Scream
Hit
Shoot
Shoot
Those dark orbs
When you touch my leg
I just give up
All hope
Dignity
Sanity
Resistance
You understand
Make it all go away
What are they?
I'm calm
So calm
She is Maria
Fire burns
Ice is cold
Warmth is gone
Freezing
I look up
All I can see
Filth , blood ,broken boards
So vibrant
Black , red, brown
Fucked up abominations
Someone save me
The color of insanity is all I see now
End it all please
From this, from myself
Lying on this cold floor
Naked unprotected
I haven't thought I haven't breathedInsane
No…..
Stop
The people
The thoughts
Drifting through my head like butterflys
But she's your daughter…..
How could you
"There's something wrong with this town"
I know
Now
Monsters
The only way to describe them
Beasts
Look away, my love
"You're a bad man"
What?
Blood and angst
Insanity
The cool press of metal against my flesh
Comfort me
Touch,
Press against me
Let me feel you
Heat
I'm cut bleeding
Lick
Crimson black drips to the ground
Lick
Ow…
Fuck
Ignore the pain
That's all you can do
Ignore it
You have to bear it
Live
Or die
Just sleep
And dream
To this lullaby of insanity
I close my eyes
Touching my thigh
Gentle touch of you fingers
Taste of your flesh
What are you?
Gasp
Moan in pleasure
Dreaming
Leading me to secureness
I know
Fear
You'll be there
At least one thought to comfort me
……………
Heyzies!
I know what you're thinking
WTF?
Well it's a buncha random crap
It's suppose to be a poem
Sorta
It's pyramidhead/James
Yup.
Forgive me!
I'm bored!
And yaoi makes me feel better.
Ah Silent Hill.
Meh.No flames.
Nope.I throw flamers into my fire.
And cook 'em.
Seriously.
Oh-rah!
Okay now that everyone has officially
Stopped reading…………
'Mary had a little lamb , little lamb , little lamb, Mary had a little lamb lamb ,
that she ateeeeeee!'