L was his name, always upon the tip of my tongue. I could utter it fluently, even if nothing was wrong.
Intelligence was his strong point, nobody can deny. All the cases he solved, with his sharp mind.
Mystery surrounded him, and I didn't know why. But I wanted to learn more, and that's not a lie.
So many people died, but he never reacted. He was just so calm, as if he had planned it.
Or maybe it was just an attachment to pain. Maybe his past just left him in the bitter rain.
Ryuuzaki as he called himself, a cover to be safe. Even though it was my fault that name was put in place.
Reluctant he was, to believe others ideas. For his own were right, he didn't want to succumb to anyone's cowardly fears.
Yes he was strange, but that was just him. A man who sought the truth, but who would always win.
Personally, that was a charm. But it also set off alarms.
Love was a trap for me, but I was too blind to see.
Everything he did, it was for no one but for me.
Amazed I was at his intinuity, but that was the thing that sent me loony.
Self control was never my strong spot, which really explains alot.
Except why I fought a mental war when he was at my minds door.
Firstly I needed him dead, but I wanted him to be mine instead.
Over the months that passed, I disregarded those feelings, they were just a pain in the ass.
Ryuk noticed first, he noticed my quenching thirst.
Given the circumstances, I doubted he was in the position to start giving me chances.
I noticed it soon, my feelings were more confusing than the moon.
Very rarely did I feel this way, God should never feel left astray.
Even when the chains went on, we barely even spoke to anyone.
My heart wanted to tell him, but if he found out the truth he would tear me limb from limb.
Even if he had feelings in return, it just made my stomach churn.
I was Kira, a killer.
L was himself, a detective.
Our feelings may have been mutual, but the time had come, I had lost it all.
Very pale. Very sickly. Very... Deathly.
Everybody gasped as he fell to the floor, though compared to me their reactions were poor.
You can guess what I had done, and I'm not proud of how I was so dumb.
One chance I had been given, one chance I had blown.
Under all of the madness, the killing and insanity...
L, I'm sorry. Please forgive me...
I love you.
~Light