Hello everyone :) So, this is my first fanfiction ever! I never had the courage to upload one of my stories, but now I thought 'Well, why not' ^^
I am a really big fan of black butler and wrote some stuff about it. In my opinion it's the best anime, but … I don't know, I wanted to write
something tragic and sad, so this is what came out of it.
I would really appreciate it to get reviews or criticism.
Oh and my native tongue is not English, but I gave it my best. So I'm sorry for any kind of mistakes.
Now some basic stuff and then you can start with my Fanfiction, so please enjoy :)
Warnings: Yaoi (Boy x Boy = Don't like it, don't read it)
Rape!
Sex with minors
Violence
Language
Suicide (Maybe?)
Murder
All of the Characters do not belong to me except Eldric. The right owner is Yana Toboso. It's just fiction, none of the written happened to people I know, if it turns out to be similar to someone, it's just a coincidence.
Characters might be OOC, but well, that is in my brain so if you do not like their personalities please let me know. I like to hear reviews and so on.
Pairing: Ciel x Sebastian
I rather say that again: It is Yaoi with a minor, you can still turn back :P
You have been warned!
Have fun ~
Chapter one
Ciel was still half asleep. "Sebastian", the boy whimpered. Somehow he felt uncomfortable. He had last felt like this three years ago as his parents were brutally murdered. Since that tragic day it was up to the little boy, to be the Queens' guard dog and to run the company Funtom of his father. Since that day, he wasn't a child any more. No, he had to be like his father. Although if he wanted to or not. That wasn't the young Earls' decision to make. He had seen so many things, his parents burned with his home to the ground. It could have never been rebuild. All of his happy memories vanished with that burn. But Ciel was strong, too strong perhaps. He soon understood that his parents died because of him. Just minutes after he witnessed this tragedy with his own eyes, he was kidnapped. He smelled blood, fear, death. He saw disgusting manners with his innocent blue eyes. It couldn't have been worse, until it was his turn to be tortured. Ciel still could feel the breaths of the disgusting men who were upon him. He had seen what happened to the other children that were kidnapped, so he knew what would happen to himself. An old man pushed inside the young boy, whilst others held him strong on the altar. He had screamed from the top of his lounges, it hurt so much. The Earl bled more and more but the old man just pushed inside him with more force and speed. Then he pulled out after he filled him with his seed. Ciel had thought it was over, he had lived through the worst. His thoughts had been interrupted as he felt a sharp burning pain in his back. They had marked him. Burned their sign in his porcelain skin. That was the moment he passed out. He hadn't known when he woke up. His body hurt, his mind was blurry. 'Kill! Kill them! There is no God. Everyone I loved are dead. No, no God! No grace, no justice. I don't care who, but please someone, help me! Lend me the power to kill everyone!' That was the only thing he could think of. And 'someone' answered his prayers. Ciel saw someone step out of a dark, purple tainted cloud. Ravens' feather swirling around a male body. Black, that thing was the darkness itself. His purple eyes glanced at the fragile boy, while he was walking towards him in his black high heels. "Ah, what do we have here?" A dark echoed voice asked sarcastic. "What a young master in that cage" The figure smirked. It's teeth like razors, so sharp they couldn't belong to a human. "What can I do for you little boy?" "Kill them." the boy whispered. He was a bit afraid of the creature in front of him but it was his last hope. "I can not understand you when you whisper little boy. I will ask again: What shall I do?" Ciel found courage and shouted as loud as he could, with no hesitance in his voice "Kill them! Kill all of them, burn that place down and get me my revenge for my parents!" Pure hatred, no second thoughts about it. The creature smirked "Is this what you want" it paused "In exchange for your soul?" Ciel understood in that moment that this creature was a demon. But he came as a last hope, he was the God, not the devil. "I do not care about the cost! I order you to kill them now!" Tears were forming in the corner of his eyes. The demon reached his hand to the boy. The claws were grabbed with no fear.
"My Lord?" A dark but gentle voice asked concerned in Ciels direction. His eyes flew open in a second. The once innocent blue was tainted with dark and his right eye was marked with a purple symbol. The proof of his contract. Ciel was shocked. It was middle of the night, what was Sebastian doing in his chambers? "What is it Sebastian?" He tried to let his voice sound pride and strong, but he was 14 years old and frightened, so it was futile at this moment. His butler was a bit surprised, but he didn't let it show, otherwise he wouldn't be one hell of a butler. "Well my Lord, you called for me" he answered honest. The Earl of Phantomhive let his eyes wander around his own room, seemingly not to recognize. "Where am I?" Ciel whispered to himself, but Sebastian could hear it. "Bocchan? Is something the matter?" Sebastian really was concerned by now. The tall one touched the back of the young master in order to comfort him. "Don't touch me!" He screamed as loud as he could, slapping the demon in the face. Sebastian's eyes widen in surprise. "My apologies young Lord. It was disproportionate." He bowed his head in a submissive way. "You are in your chambers, your home Bocchan." The demon had to calm Ciel down with these words. Realization hit him "Sebastian. My home..." tears running down his face by now. His faithful butler tried to comfort him again, but he noticed something. Ciel was laughing. Why was he laughing? The butler thought he was depressive and wanted to fulfil his duty. The demon didn't understand human feelings very well, because, well, he is not one of them. He looked down at the boy and looked him directly in his eyes. They were so sad, broken and showed signs of fear. But his mouth was forming a smile. The butler looked more intense until he saw that his smile was fake and full of angst just like his eyes. "Bocchan, please tell me what is bothering you." Sebastian said stubborn, never had a thought of leaving him alone. "Why should I? Didn't bother you three years ago either, did it?" was he desperate?
'What does he mean? What was three years ago? Did I hurt him? Am I not fulfilling his every wish? Or is he just childish right now? I never know what he is thinking and it disturbs me so much' So many thoughts, never spoken out loud. But his face, perfect as ever. "My Lord, I have to admit, that I do not know what you mean"
'gentle voice, gentle words. Gentle lie' the little boy scoffed. "Do not bother it Sebastian. Leave my room, it is middle in the night and I would prefer it to get some rest." The Earl was back. Proud, not a slice of fear. The demon shivered inwardly. He got to one knee, crossed his arm over his chest and bowed his head. "Yes, my Lord" His eyes glowed a brighter red as he left the room. Leaving the boy behind, believing his words. But Ciel wasn't the proud Earl, his butler thought of. 'What is wrong with me? Why did I say that to Sebastian? Am I that stupid?' Tears streaming again. 'I will never forget the touch of these men. Everyone's dead, but my memories still live. I don't want to remember any longer! I am so weak because I fell in love with my saviour' He scoffed at himself again, thinking of the night, exactly three years ago, when he first met his demon butler. Since that day Sebastian was always there for him, in his best and his worst times. But... Why did he never ask anything about the boy? Sebastian doesn't even know what had happened to him in that night, not knowing, that his parents' death, his humiliation, his abuse and rape all happened on the same day they formed their contract. 'Does he not bother? Can't he care less? Why... why is he always perfect? Always on my side, always so handsome' the boy blushed a crimson red. "What was that?" He asked himself out loud, he couldn't believe his disgusting and worthless thoughts. He is a boy, a minor on top. 'He could never love. Especially not me' he reassured himself and put himself back to rest, still with tears in his eyes.