And so i sit here
Alone
Because you left me...
In a empty house
With no laughter
With no smiles
With no endless talking
Just crying
And as i weep to myself and myself only
I think;
'What is the true meaning of living?'
'Is it memories'
'Is it love'
'Is it the marker you leave behind'
'Or is it to make the future turn for the next living person'
I don't quite understand the world
And why that im alone truely
But im here... sitting here
And is ware, one day i will truely, truely snap
And if it wasn't bad enought
I was ignored
My attempts,
My pleads
My calls
All were ignored by the ones who dare to say
'I love you.'
The ones who hang out with you
Laught with you
Hug you when you're down
Go out to get coffee with you
Help you when things are truely at you're weakest point
And here i am
And they all pushed me here
Alone
In the empty house
Not a voice
Not a smile
A froun
A weep
A sob
And the slight sound of movement
But nothing else
Nothing else mattered to them but their own fun
Their games
Their life
But in a way why should i be the one like this?
I pushed others away
Thats what happened to me now
And i had friends a while back
But not anymore
They tell lies
They make things up
And i guess i deserved to be damned to the ends of the world
For pushing
Just pushing one person away
Only one
And apparently thats all it takes
Just one
And now im the only one.
Left
alone
-Uzumaki naruto