Stan's POV

Kenny, Eric, Kyle, and I were outside waiting for the school bus to arrive. Kenny and Eric were talking about what was happening the other day at school about Craig and Clyde accidentally almost kissing. They made a lot of gay jokes and everything and I tried really hard not to listen. There was a secret that my friends didn't know, I am gay myself. I'm kind of glad that I don't show it much either because then they wouldn't hang out with me anymore. I wonder how you even show it exactly. There are some proud gay people out there but it's obviously not me. I think that Kyle would still hang out with me if he finds out that I am gay. Kenny will also maybe but Eric will just be plain rude. I'm not self-conscious but every time some other kids talk about me I get sad, but Kyle was always there to stick up for me. There was also another secret no one knows; I have a huge crush on Kyle. I think that you probably got that already because he is almost in every sentence. I just can't fess it up to him yet, but I will most definitely in the future. Oh Kyle with his poofy red hair and meadow green eyes. Why can't you just be mine?

"Stan?" Kyle called trying to get my attention.

"What happened?" I said snapping out of a trait.

"I said 'Don't you think that Kenny and fat ass are being inconsiderate?'" He repeated.

"Huh? Oh yeah." I said looking down.

Eric scoffed and glared at me and Kyle. "See that Stan? That dirty Jew had tricked you once again. Gay people like Craig and Clyde don't need to be in this world."

"Kenny I'm shocked at you for agreeing with Cartman!" Kyle outraged.

"Well I don't really mind gay people, but that thing with Craig and Clyde was hilarious!" Kenny muffled through his heavy orange coat.

"C'mon guys just give them a break." I informed. "Maybe it was on accident and maybe it wasn't but nobody really cares."

"Nobody cares! Stan, everyone was literally on the floor!" Eric assured me.

I rolled my eyes as the bus stopped and we loaded on.

…

Once we arrived at South Park Elementary we all saw Craig getting his books knocked down by some 5th graders. I felt bad for him. It made me think that some people might do that to me if everyone figured out my sexuality. As we walked closer to him Eric had laughed at him.

"Hey fudge packer where's your boyfriend?" he boasted.

"Fuck you fat ass." Craig said with his voice breaking. Then after that he turned away from us and ran inside the school.

"Wow, poor Craig. I feel so bad for him." I said with my head down.

"Yeah I know." Kyle said.

Eric walked to us laughing. "You guys you should've seen his face! He was crying!"

"That's not funny you dick!" Kyle yelled at him.

"You don't even know what funny is you dumb Jew." He snapped.

With that Kyle punched him in the arm as Eric fell to the ground whining. He grabbed my hand and all of the sudden it felt as electricity flow through my body. I was blushing to the max.

"C'mon Stan and Kenny." He said as he dragged me.

Even though I was being forcefully dragged I was still blushing shyly. Kyle turned around and noticed me as he lifted an eyebrow.

"Are you blushing?" he asked.

"NO! I-I was just hot. Yeah that's it." I said nervously.

"Hot about what?" Kenny muffled with a giggle.

"It's only 77 degrees out here." Kyle said.

I gulped and let go of his hand hoping that it would make the blushing stop.

"Uh whatever dude maybe we should go to class." I said trying to rush into the building with Kyle and Kenny walking close behind laughing.

8 Years Later

On our first day back to South Park High Kyle and I were looking for our classes and for Eric and Kenny. Kyle was excited for his first day back as a junior, imagine his face at senior year. I think that Kyle looks a lot better without his hat on. He had his hair cut into a medium cut which made him look older…and hotter. I have my hair kind of long though. Long hair don't care is what Kenny call me sometimes. Kyle and I had about the same body type; we were both kind of buff. Well Kyle had a little bit more muscle but you know. Just at that thought we saw Kenny just now coming down the hall waving at us. I barely recognized him! He had short blonde hair and blue eyes. Kyle smiled at him and laughed.

"Whoa Kenny, I bet that you are happy not wearing that jacket huh?" Kyle said.

"Yeah. I'm going to miss it though." Kenny said with a deep voice that I barely noticed before.

"Have any of you seen Cartman?" I asked.

"Hmm, now that you mention it I haven't seen fat ass around." Kyle said.

"Same here." Kenny said shrugging his shoulders.

I look up and see this kid with brown hair and dark blue eyes walk up to us.

"Hey guys long time no see." He said smirking.

I studied the boy extra closely. "Cartman?"

"You got that right." He said.

"Hey, you're not fat anymore!" Kyle said shocked.

"It's cool right! No matter how much KFC I eat this belly stays the same." He stated obviously proud of himself.

"How did you lose that much weight?" Kenny said eyeing him.

"My mom made me go to this fitness camp. Now I can call Kyle a stupid dirty Jew and not have anything said back to me!"

Kyle rolled his eyes. "Trust me; I have many other things on my mind."

"Well I'm going to go flirt with some of the girls." Kenny said about to walk off then stopped. "Maybe Wendy perhaps."

I widened my eyes at that name. I almost forgot about Wendy. I wonder what she looks like this year. The other half of me doesn't even care. Kenny giggled and walked away. He had a cute giggle; it's weird that I've never noticed that before.

"C'mon Stan, let's find our classes." He said smiling at me.

"Okay." I said goofily as I followed him.

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Looking around we finally found our main period class. Kenny, Kyle and I sat next to each other of course.

"Damn these girls are hot." Kenny said looking around at all of the girls. There was one that he was staring at. "Hey Kelly."

The random girl turned around and flirtingly waved at Kenny.

Kyle leaned close to me. "Do you see any hot girls yet?"

I could smell his sweet scent. His breath smelled so good. Was that weird? No it wasn't. He had sprayed the right amount of cologne.

"Stan?" he said waving his hand in my face.

"Oh uh, no." I said stuttering.

"Your mind just wanders off all of the time, especially if we are together." Kyle said pointing out an obvious fact that made me blush.

Then I heard Kenny let out a giggle. "I think you like Kyle."

"WHAT!" I yelled nervously. "No way dude I'm straight."

"I know, but tell me Stan; when are you and Kyle gonna fuck." Kenny whispered that made me shiver all over.

Kyle laughed. "You can join if you want Kenny." He whispered to me and Kenny.

I looked down and felt my face just turned red. "Knock it off you guys."

"Aww poor Stan." Kyle smirked getting closer.

"He will feel better tonight." Kenny said making him and Kyle laugh.

I face was burning hot. It felt as if I was running a fever.

"We are joking with you buddy." Kyle insured.

I took a deep breath. Kenny just put so many dirty things in my mind. Half of me just want them to come true.

Should I continue? Let me Know! Please review and I will make another chapter.