This is set in hunger games when Peeta and Katniss are in their cave; it's what SHOULD have happened...lol! Not that I don't completely love what Suzanne Collins wrote but I'm just sooo pro Katniss/Peeta! Its lemony so be warned! Xoxo review and I'll post more! I don't own anything!

When we made it back to the cave it was almost dark, we squeezed our way inside and tried to get comfortable. Now that I realized that showing my "love" for Peeta meant gifts from sponsors I knew I was going to have to spend the night in his arms kissing him and listening to him declare his love for me over and over. I feel guilty about manipulating Peeta's feeling for me, but I have to do what I can so that we both walk out of this arena and back to our families. I tried to remind myself that its not like I had it bad! My circumstances could be a lot worse. Peeta is very good looking and he loves me, I shouldn't be so ungrateful about him! After we put our stuff to the side we climb into my sleeping bag. I turn over a kiss him, he tucks a stand of loose hair behind my ear and smiles.

" Sleep Katniss I know you must be tired, I'll stay awake and keep watch, I'll wake you in a few hours and we'll switch" He smiled at me and I knew he would never wake me to switch. I looked into his face and for the first time I'm really seeing Peeta. His love for me is unwavering and even though he thinks I'll never return it he still loves me anyway. At that moment wrapped up in his arms I realize I haven't felt this loved and this safe since my father died.

I must have registered this realization on my face because Peeta raises his brows questioningly; I just smile stupidly back and nuzzle in closer to him. He begins to draw small circles on my back absentmindedly, he's very relaxed and is humming to try and ease me to sleep. While he's calm and humming quietly my mind is racing as realization crashes down on me. Peeta is perfect for me; he loves me, and cares for me. He looks out for me and always puts me before himself. This whole time all I've been thinking about is myself! I don't even deserve Peeta, I don't deserve his love but now I realize I want it!

I pull back a little bit so I can look into his face again, he's smiling brightly back at me, his mouth is all I can look at! I want to kiss him but I'm afraid, I know that's silly seeing as we've kissed quite a bit lately but those were all for show, for the capitol audience and for the sponsors! This kiss I want for myself and for Peeta.

I swallow hard and tilt my head up, he knows what I want we start kissing but it's already different I can feel it and so can Peeta he pulls back

"Katniss" he looks confused but also excited

"Come here Peeta, I need you close to me now" I see understanding cross his face and he knows that this is for real. Peeta pushes me down onto my back and mounts me. With our chest pressed together I can feel his heart hammering in his chest. His lips are on mine in seconds, my lips part slightly and he slides his tongue in to meet mine. We have never kissed like this before, never with any tongue, but it's exactly what I've been craving, actually I'm craving much more than that!

I start to unzip Peeta's jacket and peel it off his arms he does the same to mine, everything is rushed and desperate like we are both scared the other might change their mind; This is after all being watched by everyone in Panem.

As soon as that thought crosses my mind I freeze, It's like Peeta can read my mind he closes his eyes like he's trying to ignore the circumstances we find ourselves in.

"Peeta..." I don't know what to say but he understands

" Katniss, it's ok...let's just lay here and hold each other...that's all I need...I just need you"

My mind is racing...this could be Peeta and I's last night together...does it really matter that much to me that all of Panem watches me lose my virginity? Honestly it does bother me...but the thought of dying or loosing Peeta without ever having this experience with him seems much worse. This whole thought process takes only seconds so I grab on to Peeta and hold him to me pressing my breasts into him.

"I don't care, I love you...let them watch!" I meant it all but at the last second added the last part for the audience knowing now that people would be lining up to be our sponsors!

Peeta doesn't wait a second before his mouth is back on me, he kisses my lips but then moves down and places small kisses down my jaw, he keeps kissing down my neck and collar bone, I put my hands over my head and my shirt is slipped over it before I know it my bra is gone as well and Peeta is sitting up on his knees just staring at me.

Self consciously I try to cover up my small breast and know he must be disappointed, I'm sure I don't live up to the years of fantasy. The weeks in the arena have taken their toll marking my body with scrapes, and from the near starvation taking away the little curves I did have. He stops me from doing it though and grabs onto my wrists "don't ever cover yourself from me Katniss you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen." He leans down and takes one of my nipples into his mouth. A moan escapes my lips this is the most amazing feeling I have every felt. I run my fingers threw his beautiful blonde hair and pull him closer to me.

He keeps kissing my breast going from one to the other, alternating his lips and hands. Eventually it isn't enough for me I want more, more of something. I push his head further down my body and he kisses his way to the band of my panties. My heart takes off! If I thought it was beating quickly before that was nothing compared to now!

Peeta hooks his thumbs under the band of my panties and slides them down my legs. Thanks to my capitol stylists I am completely hairless down there; Peeta seems shocked that I am. He's just staring at me, his mouth slightly open.

"Uh Peeta" I ask nervously "is everything ok?"

He looks up at me smiling "more than ok Katniss you're so beautiful every single inch of you from you head to your toes!"

I smile back down at him and I start to tell him the same thing but he bows his head and runs his tongue along my slit, everything in my mind flies out and I moan Peeta's name over and over again! That feels ever better than him sucking on my nipple, about a hundred times better. My hips are thrusting up to meet his face now as he settles licking and sucking on my clit. My head is completely spinning and then my head explodes with pleasure when he slips one, then two fingers inside me.

I don't know what I'm mumbling, I'm pretty sure I'm incoherent but it seems to be making Peeta pleased with himself! He has a very self assured and smug look in his eyes. I grab his hair again but this time I pull him away from me. He sits up looking nervous, I'm pretty sure he thinks I've got cold feet or maybe he isn't doing things as good as he thinks!

I smile to reassure him then I push him backwards so he's lying on his back. I slide off his underwear and take his dick in my mouth with a confidence I don't really have. I begin to experimentally suck him moving my wet lips up and down his shaft. Then I add a hand to the base, he's just way too big to put all in my mouth. His head tips back and he moans, But he has been fantasizing about this for so long he has to look so he props himself up with his arms and stares at me, he says my name over and over again, his eyes glazing over from the pleasure I'm giving him.

I don't want him to finish yet without him being inside me! This could be it...our first and last time like this together! So I stop working his dick and sit up. I knew Peeta was thinking the same thing. He leans forward and kisses me, so sweetly and loving then he lays me back down and gets onto me. I can feel the tip of him at my entrance. Neither of us is moving but were both breathing deeply.

"Katniss I love you so much."

"Please Peeta, make love to me, I love you so much to! I'm sorry it took me this ..."

He doesn't even let me finish he just kisses me.

" better late than never" he smiles then looks at me once more to make sure this was what I want! I smile back at him and mouth the word please. He pushes himself in slowly and I can feel myself stretching to accommodate him it's uncomfortable but it doesn't hurt...I know it was about to hurt though. When he reaches my barrier he pauses and then thrust quickly through it! I gasp out loud and tears instantly spring to my eyes. He stops, waiting for me to adjust. "I'm sorry" he whispers over and over as he places light kisses all over my face.

It isn't long before the pain has eased and I start to move my hips to meet his, he gets the hint and starts to thrust again faster and faster! The feeling is amazing, incredible, fantastic, and more words I can't even think of because my brain is exploding with pleasure! My mind is no longer running my body it is all instinct! The way my body moves with Peeta's is so natural! It just knows what to do!

I fell something in my body begin to build, like a coil tightening getting ready to spring and when it does I scream out Peeta's name over and over. There's a small voice in the back of my head that tells me to be quite, that I'm still in the arena, in a life or death situation, but it's so small compared to the voice of pure bliss and pleasure I forgot about it! Peeta's thrust get more erratic and hurried until his whole body tightens and he yells my name.

I don't know how long we lay still connected and breathing heavy before Peeta rolls off of me but I feel like to soon when the connection is broken! I am back to reality too soon for my liking and I start to reflect back on what has just happened and then I realize that Peeta came inside of me, my immediate thought is panic, but then I realize I will probably be dead soon anyway so it doesn't matter. What Peeta and I just shared was amazing and I wouldn't have changed a thing...except maybe that everyone in Panem was watching.

Continue on the rest of hunger games.

I'm going to add more but it will be set in the Catching Fire book! Read and Review and I'll post the next part! Thanks