This is a fanfiction based on Rihanna's song "Unfaithful".
I posted this story in German long time ago and decided to translate it into English.
I'm not entirely pleased with the result but I hope you like it.
Suggestions for improvement are welcome as always! Enjoy. =)
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Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
'Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm going again
and to him I just can't be true
Ginny sat in the Great Hall, head supported by her right hand, elbows at the tabletop.
Next to her Ron practiced his abnormal eating habits while Harry sat diagonally opposite from her.
Harry - the one she loved.
Her gaze wandered to the other end of the hall.
When he gave her a smile, she returned it.
Happily.
Ginny flashed Harry a glance again.
He looked at her.
Resigned.
Tired of fighting.
Tired from all of this.
She knew, he was tired of it.
And I know that he knows that I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
Ginny gave him a smile as well, he averted his gaze.
Her heart tightened, returned his pain.
It took her air to breathe away.
Again and again.
She swallowed heavily.
Only marginally she registered how he got up from the Slytherin table and went off.
How he left the hall, flashing her a last glance.
Without hesitating Ginny got up herself.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...a murderer
Reaching the doors of the Great Hall, she looked around again.
Harry followed her with his eyes, an expression of agony evident on his face.
Swallowing again she turned away and left.
Soon after she left the castle through the main portal.
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He smiled and entwined his fingers with hers.
Ginny's other hand found its way to his neck while he wound his arm around her hip.
They looked deep into each other's eyes.
Then he kissed her.
Blaise left.
Ginny stayed.
'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
"Hey."
"Hey."
Ginny smiled at him, Harry returned it.
The whole thing seemed somehow forced.
She stepped up to him, stretched a little and kissed him.
Our love
his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over
I don't want to do this
"I love you."
"So do I."
She nodded.
Everything was alright.