Yep. A fanfic I had begun awhile back. Sadly I only did the first chapter, but when rereading this I thought to try and continue it.

I don't exactly know fully in which direction this fic will be going, it may even go over to Riku for a few chapters and back to Sora. We'll just have to see. . .

Disclaimer: NO! I do not own Kingdom Hearts the games, mangas, ETC. For if I did, I'd have Riku and Sora all to myself. :P

Time came and left us all behind, laughing for it knew we were all confused completely with broken pieces of our hearts reflecting our tear stained faces. So maybe not exactly that way, but a guy can exaggerate and dream can't he? What else can I do anyway? I'm back at my home all happy and safe right? But I can't help but miss all the fighting, all the adventures... and I still fear the fact that I'm about to go on another one. For you see, Riku...he... he disappeared. I don't even think he's on this world anymore. He wouldn't tell me what it was that was on his mind... and... there was a incident that I think got to him. Kairi doesn't seem to care, she's just mad at me. All she does is look at me sadly and shake her head before walking off. I don't understand. What does she expect from me? I'm...confused. I don't get what's happening. I just thought of Riku as a really close friend...and I guess when I was crying it got really out of hand, and, well Kairi walked in and saw a little to much. She needs go give me credit though. I'm eighteen years old I think I can choose what it is I want to do... Not just... oh forget this shit.

Alright, so my names Sora. I'm sure someones heard of the key blade master right? The one who worked along side King Mickey? The one who helped fight against Organization 13 and got his two best friends back right? Well. I don't think I'm that Sora anymore anyway. Kairi pointed out before that I was changing. She wanted to know what happened to the smiles, the childish face that I always held. Maybe I just grew up, or maybe it's because a lot has been on my mind lately. I don't think Kairi really understands that, and I don't think I can explain it to her at the moment either.

Maybe your confused. Alright, so I'll explain. After Kairi, Riku, and I were all back on Destiny's Island with of course Roxas and Namine smiling happy in out subconious. That reminds me, Roxas hasn't really done anything lately... Maybe...maybe he doesn't like me anymore either. Maybe he somehow left me too just like Riku did. Anyway, a few nights ago... I just couldn't hold my smile any more. Everyone was saying I was smiling less and less and then finally, I just stopped. I wasn't the 'Sora' everyone had come to love and I guess Riku got worried... When Riku came to check up on me, I was in our secret place crying like a little kid that I guess I was. I didn't even realize he was there until I felt his arms wrapped around me and muttered a few comforting words in my ear. If I wasn't imagining, I would have to say that I think Riku even had tears coming down his face. It was a moment of complete sadness, letting everything out. I was shocked to even see that Riku had tears. Not literally, but I just never pictured Riku to cry or anything in front of someone. He's the type of male that everyone things is nothing but a tough guy. But we all know he has a different side. A kinder, sadder, err... never mind. So, it was about twenty minutes later when we finally looked at each other in the eyes, and, well. Riku leaned in and...well. You can guess the rest. It wasn't like we went waaay to far after all right?

But Kairi didn't see any of the excuses. We were confused, in a moment where we didn't understand what was going on. You know, the usual for something like that, and she got all pissed and I think that got to Riku. And... I got to Riku. So, he left, and how I don't know. We don't have a gummi ship or anything around here. Maybe, something else is out there...and Riku got into another mess... I surely hope not.

But what if the worst happened to him? Somehow the heartless came back, and Riku got locked in the darkness. What if Riku is dead right now! What happens then? I'm so shook up over this, I haven't even left this room for three days except when having to get clean or go to the bathroom. I've lost weight rapidly, my parents are freaking out over me... I don't want to be on my own again without Riku. I miss him, and I think I'm gonna die alone without him. Hm, no wonder Kairi had blown off and called me a fag. I really think I am...but such words don't have to be used.

Heh, yeah. I've been called the fag of the island. Which is pretty bad, Wakka won't even talk to me, nor Titus. Hm, what if someone had got to Riku by calling him that and he just left? He could be in Twilight Town...but I somehow doubt it. I should probably go and look now. If he wanted to be alone, he should have some of his thoughts cleared up by now. Right. I'll go to Twilight Town and take a quick looksie.

Hm, for once in weeks I smiled again as I thought about seeing Riku's beautiful face again. Slipping into some new clothing, which was black combat boots, torn black jeans, and a t-shirt with a sword on it, I hopped out my window and took a run for the docks. My mother would probably be trying to get me to eat again today. I'll just have to see her later, she's not real happy with me at the moment for leaving her for so long before...

Leaping into my boat, I started to make my way towards the town ignoring the fact that Riku's boat was still by the bridge. I didn't want to think that Riku might of been really gone. The worlds were connected, so how would he get to another. What...what if the worlds were again connected and the heartless were really back? I almost smiled at that thought. How cruel I suddenly felt. It was not a good thing that the heartless might be back, but it was good thing that I might end up on another adventure!

So... thats the end of Chapter one, "I Miss Him"