D a r k n e s s
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Darkness. It overwhelms me so. The swirling mist of uncertainty, wrapping itself around me. But no, it does not matter, for I feel nothing. No pain. No happiness. Nothing. It is dark, but it is nothing compared to the emptiness that seems to be surrounding me. I do not feel, but I know. I have knowledge. I KNOW...that this is not how it should be. But I cannot feel, and thus...it does not matter. I know the heaviness will soon overcome me, and it will all end and dissipate into nothingness, once again. My mind reels with the knowledge of it all, I would rather have the feeling instead of the knowing, but that cannot be changed now.
Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black. Black.
Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.
Are my eyes closed? No...it is the darkness that has besieged me, the nothingness that whispers to me, whispers of nothings, slowly suffocating me into desolate.
Catch me.
Hold me.
Find me...
Have it so, that I can leave it all, even if it means following the light of darkness and its unforgiving path.
I cannot hold on to nothing.
It comes to, the nothingness slipping through my fingers, leaving behind no trace of what or when or even why.
No!
Let go!
Stop!
You can take me and swallow me whole, but never, NEVER must you pry into what thoughts and memories are not yours.
If I cannot have myself, then leave be the one thing I have left.
Remembrance.
Let me remember.
Let it be,
What it was.
I do not want to have changed what is left of me.
I want it so; that all is what it is, when I am gone.
Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness. Darkness.
Now,
Leave it be.
Take me for what I am.
Do not change what has passed.
I am what I am.
If you do not think it so,
Then slowly withdraw your grasp from
My throat.
My hands.
My arms.
My head.
My chest.
My legs.
My mind.
My heart.
I understand.
You understand.
Now take me, or will you leave me here,
To know.
But not feel.
To remember.
It swallows me whole.
I fall,
And fall
And fall
And fall
And fall
And fall
And fall
And fall
And fall
Until...
Nothing.
I don't stop.
There is nothing
But emptiness...
Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness. Emptiness...
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n o t e: So...how'd ya like it? I plan on having this turn into a set of drabbles, all inspired by Kingdom Hearts of course. Each one will have a matching character to fit it's mood, in a sense. Don't be surprised if I insert in a few um..pairings of choice (MxM) par example...XD Well tell me how it was and if it worked I s'pose, you can tell me who you think this would fit with also, I think it's obvious but like I know anything.