Disclaimer: I dont own any part of twilight. It belongs to Stephenie meyer.

A/N: Okay so I know you hear this alot but this is my first fan fic and im really excited but really nervous. If it's bad please tell me I won't be hurt i already know it's pretty bad but im intrested in what you think. so please R&R if you dont like it please tell me what I can do to fix it and how bad it is some consructive critisism(i dont think i spealt that right) never hurt any one. and if you liked it please tell me.well enough babbling here it is. Ohh one more thing this has alot Romance in it

P.S. What does fluffy mean? (god i sound stupid) lol.

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"Edward!" I sat up straight in my bed, beads of sweat pouring down my face. I told myself repeatedly it was just a dream, But it seemed so real every scream, every jolt of pain, my heart breaking, I sighed. Everything. My head jolted to every corner of my room. Where was he? 'He swore he would never leave me. I was dreaming...wasn't I?' Thought's were racing through my head.

I stood up to look out the window. He wasn't out there either? Just as i went to reach for the phone i felt his cool arm's wrap around me. He turned me around to face him and stared deep into my eyes. He wanted to know what i was thinking why i was so terrified. I just threw my arms around him and held his cold, stone like body tight against mine. It felt so good to be in his arms, to know he was okay and feel his light touch as he ran his fingers softley through my hair.

"Bella I'm here." he said softly into my ear his breath on my ear felt so...well right."Whats wrong baby? Are you alright?"he asked looking into my eyes searching every part of me for an answer. I had became really good at reading him. He wanted to know why I was trembling. I wanted to tell him, But I couldn't pull myself together enough to tell him just yet.

"Where were you?" I demanded suddenly angry. He had no reason to leave. Today was Friday so he didn't need clothes and even if he did he had started bringing clothes over to my house(we hid them from charlie naturally). So why had he left? He saw the angry look on my face and smiled. Not exactly the response I was looking for.

"You know you look so cute when your mad." Definatly not the response I was looking for. I scowled at him. He wasn't getting off the hook that easy.

"Where were you!" I demanded again a little louder this time.

"I just stepped out for some fresh air, maybe I don't need to breathe but I still like to take a breather eveyonce in a while. You know clear the lungs." he said patting his cheast and grinning from ear to ear. "Then i heard you calling my name." he said his face suddenly falling into a frown. I breathed a sigh of relief. He was okay. I could calm down. "Bella what's wrong?" he asked suddenly with a look of confusion and worry on his face. His eyes were so soft.

I caved. I told him of the dream i had. Of him being attacked by James. While I was being held back watching him slowly get torn apart. James hadn't wanted to stop there he had wanted to watch me suffer, watch edward suffer. He was making Edward die slowly and making me watch the love of my life, my hero, my protector, my soul mate die. I remember wondering how any one could be so evil to make someone so good who had saved me countless time die so...painfully. I could see his lips form my name and begging me to help him. I tried so hard but i couldn't something or someone was holding me back. He turned to face me, looking so deeply into my eye's. "I love you bella," He said in barely a whisper I choked out a sob. Then his face turned hard with anger and fear his eyes were almost black. "Bella look out!" he screamed and I felt sharp teeth sink into my neck. Then I would wake up. I knew why i had been having this dream. Edward was the single most important thing in my life. He was my world, and losing him I shuttered and grimaced. I didn't even want to think about it.

"Bella honey I would never let that happen to you. I promise I will always keep you safe. You have to know that." he said just as he pressed his cold lips to mine. No matter how cold his lips were his kisses made me melt.

"What about you?" I asked looking him straight in the eye, "Promise me you'll keep yourself safe to."

"Bella I--," he stopped why had he stopped, "I ca--, I cant promise that." he replied dropping his head into his hands.

"Why not?" I asked sternly standing up putting my hands on my hips. Now my voice being alot louder then it should considering Charlie was just down the hall.

"Because if it comes down to me protecting you or living--,"he stopped again. He was standing in front of me now.

"So your telling me that you would let yourself be torn apart just so I could go on living a life that would hardly be worth living without you !"now I was yelling and I didn't care I was pissed.

Then I was covered up in my bed and Edward was across the room standing in my closet with the door open. "Edward you son of a ----,"

"Shhh!" he hissed, "Turn over," he said through clenched teeth. I turned over fuming he could be so stubborn and UGH!

"Bella?" I heard Charlie's voice as the door opened a crack. He turned on the light, but didn't move from the door, "Bella," he said a litle louder this time.

I rolled over a bit dramatically (I got that trait from my mom.) I squinted. "Jesus dad what is it?" I sat up on the bed and glanced at Edward the closet door was blocking him from my dad. He smiled at me and I scowled at him.

"Bella I thought i heard you yelling," he said cocerned.

"Dad don't be ridiculus I'm fine," I said quickly I hadn't meant to be so hateful but i was aggravated and he was just adding to my aggravation.

He looked at me concerned then turned and said, "Okay night Bells, love you."

"Love you to dad," I said irratablly he shut off the light and shut the door before i could get up Edward had me off the bed and out the window. He sat me down slowly and I pushed away from him. "I'm not with you yet," I said through clenched teeth.

"Bella I don't get it why are you being this way?" he asked now he was getting aggravated. His eyes were getting darker.

"Answer my question first,"

"Yes, okay yes," he was mad now and I was somewhat ammused by this. "Bella if anything ever happenedto you i would die not physically but mentally. I would go out of my mind. So yes Bella in a heartbeat!" He almost screamed. I was taken aback by this all the ammusement was gone. Then he smiled his eyes growing lighter and staring into me , "Or in my case a lack of a heartbeat."

"Do you think this is funny Edward?" I asked trying to keep a smile off my face. I hated how he could do that to me.

"No, but what do you expect me to do Bella? I can't help it okay," he said taking me into his arms. "I would go crazy if anything happened to you and that's exactly what I'm trying to prevent, Is that so bad?" His eyes got serious and his brows furrowed, and he looked at me sincerly.

"No, I guess not, it just makes me so aggravated that you don't take your own safety into consideration." I said in a semi hard tone.

"I'm strong enough to fight off anything that comes my way, or should i say our way," he said flashing me that sexy smile that made my knees weak.

"You know," I said smiling, "You say that but you couldn't even stay from a stupid human," I stated shakingly trying my hardest not to laugh.

"Well," he said grinning, "Your not stupid a little aggravating but definately not stupid, and the difference is I fell in love with you, that's why i couldn't stay away from you, and that's what scares me the most." he said then pressed his lips passionatly against mine," You captivate me entirely."

"Oh yeah," I said giggling, "I'm so scary and dangerous, watch out Edward I might hurt you," At that time we both doubled over in laughter, in each others arms. I'm glad he was there I would have probably have fallen over from the splitting pain in my sides and my lack of oxygen, "Oh man," I said gasping for air, "I better get inside before Charlie comes and checks on me and I'm not there,"

"Okay," he said smiling, and in one swift movement he picked me up and leaped through my open window.

"How did you?" I started then decided i didn't want to know. At that moment we both layed down in my bed and were under the blanket. He had his arms wrapped around me. God I loved being in his tight embrace, actually I just loved being with him period, Because I loved him with all of my heart.

"Bella what are you thinking?" Edward asked I was so used to this question he always aksed me that. It didn't bother me much anymore though.

"I was just thinking how much I love being with you, and how safe I feel,"he kissed me hard on the lips and then nuzzeled my neck. That was the right answer. I smiled to myself knowing it was.

"Goodnight my sweet angel," he said into my neck. At that moment I started drifting to sleep while he sung my lullaby. This dream I could tell would be a good one. Just before i let my subconsious totally take me over I heard Edwards soft musical voice in my ear. "Bella my love?" he whispered to see if i was awake.

"Hmm?" I said to tired to make anything else come out of my mouth. He was kissing from my ear to my jaw before finally kissing my lips.

"I love you so much Isabella Swan, Will you marry me?" I was not asleep anymore. Oh no i was wide awake. I spun around in his arms as fast as I could without physically harming myself and he seemed a bit suprised.

"What did you just ask me?"

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A/N: Please R&R so i can see if I need to keep writing or if i should.

always,

Julia