Hey guys this is my first fanfic tell me what you think

I own only the plot all the characters belong to the very talented Richelle Mead

Setting a month after the attack on the school in shadow kiss no dimitri is not dead

Chapter 1:dead eyes

Pregnant,

I read that one word and felt my world come crashing to the ground

I look at the clock to see the time when my life ended, wait why am I whining. I've got an hot 24 year old Russian boyfriend and in a couple months I'm gonna be one badass guardian for my best friend, scratch that sister is a better word to describe lissa.

5:21 it read, crap comrade is going to kill me. I race to put on a black nike sports bra, a pair of stretchy red short shorts ant my black and red converse 'I'm going to tell him when I get there' I think to myself then smile he's probably gonna be a little mad at first but then I think he is going to be excited he's always wanted kids even though he had given up on that dream the day when he had promised to stay with me.

I race across campus smiling the whole way feeling as if I could fly ' it's probably induced by the pregnancy hormones' I thought to myself but I didn't care this feeling was worth anything, it was feeling totally and completely well complete.

I push through the gym doors apologizing before Dimitri could even start questioning me on the timing " I'm sorry, I'm sorry comrade but I have some exciting new-" I stopped abruptly feeling my throat tighten at the sight in front of me " s"

Tasha Ozera with her arms wrapped around my Dimitri's neck his arms around her waist kissing passionately

I clear my throat to be polite, a guardian mask, (that would put Dimitri's to shame if I might add ) on my face the two jump apart both blushing furiously. Dimitri at least had the decency to look embarrassed and when he saw it was me ashamed. Tasha on the other hand looked overjoyed for someone to know the two were a couple. Tasha quickly excused herself saying that she needed to find Christian to tell him something she said a polite hello and goodbye to me and gave Dimitri a peck on the check saying she would see him later. I felt a big part of me break at the statement and that kiss on the cheek that was supposed to be for me and me only guess I was childish to think that I was enough for a guy like him, to him I was probably just a prize a game and he got a good lay out of it too he probably thought no more of me than a royal moroi does a blood whore he uses.

"Rose I really didn't want you to find out like this but I took the offer that Tasha gave me before the ski resort," he pauses " with all the benefits how could I pass that up I just realized last night what a good deal it was I mean have you seen Tasha I could do a lot worse, " he chuckles " I don't know why you believed that I wouldn't realize this, I mean a seventeen year old to a grown woman who can give me a family. Roza you were fun and all but your still a child and pretty inexperienced." He had his back to me and for that I was glad I let the mask slip for all of his little speech and the only thing that showed on my face was sadness and pain I snap my mask back up when I saw he was turning back around he faced me looking in my dead eyes as he said this " I wish I could of told you about me leaving before you stumbled in on Tasha and me but none of this is your fault I just want you to know that " I smile at him " Well, guardian Belikov," he flinches at my proper use of his title "I wish you and Princess Ozera all the happiness in the world," lie number 1 " but since you are leaving your role as my mentor I really must go see guardian Petrov to see who my new mentor is " lie number 2 " and lissa seems to need some help with sparky " lie number 3 " so I guess this is goodbye so Bye guardian Belikov " I turn and run out the gym but not before Dimitri says " bye Rose "

As soon as those doors slam shut I have tears running down my face I go into Lissa's head she's with sparky and Scarface talking about how Dimitri accept Tasha's offer so I decide to go to someone who I don't have to explain to

I knock on his door Adrian opens it his artfully messy blonde hair actually truly messy. He takes one look at my face with his jade green eyes and moves out of the way so I can come inside. "what's wrong Little Damphir" I look in his eyes and told him everything that had gone wrong what had caused my world to feel as if I was dead "Dimitri took Tasha's offer, I'm pregnant, and it's his" 'blunt much Rose' I think to myself Adrian looks me in the eyes and says "I'm so sorry, Rose" I laugh hysterically and fell on his bed like a dead weight " it must be bad you said my real name."" I will be here every step of the way ok checkups sonograms delivery you got it Little Damphir I'm here and always will be no matter what and ill support every decision you make but I do have a question are you keeping it or …" he couldn't bring himself to say it " I would never get rid of it in keeping it that was never a question and some way somehow I'm going to raise him or her" I tell him " okay well I think you need to rest for a while all of this stress is probably not good for you or the baby, if you want you can sleep here and I can find a hotel or sleep in your room whatever you want you can have okay " " I want to sleep here but please don't leave me alone " I scoot back on the bed and get under the sheet and comforter " I can stay do you want me to sleep on the couch or floor or –" I cut him off " hold me please " I whisper I needed to feel loved I think Adrian understood that because he pulled of his shirt and took off his jeans then he walked around the bed out of my line of sight I heard some rummaging and sifting I then I felt the bed dip and arms wrap around my waist Adrian whispered in my ear " you got it Little Damphir " " thanks Adrian" I say groggily and the last thing I heard before I drifted to sleep was " im always gonna be her for ya Little Damphir I'm woken up by the sound of my best friends voice "Hey, Adrian don't you need to go to the feeders today I'm jus-" I see her look at me the at something behind me Adrian I identify " Rose!" she squeaks " hey Liss" I wave…

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