My Sorrow

I scream

till my throats raw

and I cough and wheeze.

I scream

at the way you hurt me.

He wraps

an arm around your waist!

I yell at you.

He growls at me.

But I know

nothing

nothing

NOTHING

will make a difference.

You have chosen

who you want to be.

My enemy

As have I.

your enemy

You

the one who I thought

was my best friend.

You

have broken my heart

to little bits of pieces.

I Loved Him!

I will never beat the same,

never have the same rhythm.

Only the same sorrow.

Nothing will make a difference.

You

have decided to take something.

No.

Someone.

Whom I have longed for,

whom I have belong to,

whom I have once called my own.

I

have screamed for hours

No one hears me.

No one notices.

No one knows,

but you.

Emily

And you,

will always

be my enemy.

You will never understand

my pain,

my hurt

my sorrow.