Disclaimer: I do not own twilight it all belongs to the wonderful SM.
Summary:
What if the Twilight series was turned around and it was Bella fighting for Jacob's heart but in this story they're all human. Bella and Jacob have to go the hard path before they figure out what it is that they are looking for.
I watch as you and her sit side by side on the piece of driftwood I thought was ours. As I watch it's like a bullet in my heart. Every touch another one goes in. This is what fate has given me, a broken, bruised heart. It makes me want to shout, scream "why me" but the answer's there in black and white. I didn't fight hard enough; no it's you who gave up on me. Can I believe that though? Believe a lie my whole existence, that wasn't true.
I look back at you and saw the happiness in your eyes for her, not me. Would you be happier if I was gone? No more pain and confusion. Or would you even notice I'm gone? You told me it wouldn't be the same, but what about what I want. What if I hate sitting in your shadows and you giving her my sun?
Around the fire sat family and friends, chatting and laughing, not even noticing that you and her left to the other side of the beach.
The log I am sitting on was now empty as I get up and walk to the parking lot, no one noticing that I'm gone. As I reached my car I hesitantly turn around and felt my heart quench tightly then release slowly. One last time I look at you regretting it when I see you and her kiss passionately. I move my eyes away, look up once, then turn around without looking back, wishing you the best.
A/N I hope you guys love this new story that I'm working on. Please Review:)
