Hey all! I'm back (kinda). I've been swamped with schoolwork lately (among other things competitions, tests, exams, studying, HW… you get the drift). Just a little one shot that was inspired by last night's episode. Dedicated to one of my best friends (Julia L.) who has been super supportive of my writing, criting honestly and all. HDGDL 3 Schweetie!
Back to the story, it is fluffy, angsty and a twinge of romantic. Not my best work but chapter 2 of 'The family with the many secrets' is slowly being progressed as the time sees fit….so NO WORRIES guys (those of you who are reading it). And now on with the show…
But Today is not the day...
This woman has to be the epitome of insane; she makes me feel like going to hell and back, willingly. Sometimes the things she says make me want to pull my hair out. She's the thorn in my side that just won't go away and drives me crazy on a daily basis.
Yet, I couldn't imagine life without her. If I had lost her today, my mere existence would have been worthless. My heart would be shattered into a million pieces, each little shard piercing my lungs, making breathing hard and painful. The darkness seeping into the empty area where my heart had been would just be an aide to the harsh cruelness of reality. I would have had to live life like this, in heart-wrenching agony.
But I was lucky; I didn't lose her. Her shallow, quiet breathing beside me assured as much. I saved her today, but she rescued me as well. Of course she doesn't know this, she couldn't. Even if I told her she wouldn't understand, at least not yet. Maybe one day, when she's ready, but today is not the day…
Kathi