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Sonny sat alone in his penthouse. He couldn't believe Brenda was dead. This couldn't be happening. He loved her more than anything. He was nothing without her. She was his everything. Now he had nothing left to live for. She was the reason he got out of bed every morning. Sonny picked up the bottle of Whiskey and finished it off. This was all he did now. He sat alone in darkness trying to drink the pain away. He didn't even bother keeping track of time anymore. He had no reason to. He couldn't even close his eyes anymore. All he could see was Brenda.

Sonny heard someone banging on his door. He didn't know why anyone even bothered anymore. He never answered or let anyone in. He just wanted to be alone. He couldn't handle being around anyone. He would snap and go crazy.

"Sonny you need to open the door. You can't keep isolating yourself from everyone," Jason tried. He knew this wasn't going to accomplish anything. He still wanted to try though. He knew Sonny was a wreck now that Brenda was dead.

"She's dead. I'm never going to be able to hold her again. I can't tell her I love her. She was everything and now she's gone," Sonny choked out. He grabbed his empty bottle and threw it at the door. He needed Brenda. He couldn't take this pain much longer.

"Brenda's dead Sonny, but you're not," Jason yelled over the breaking glass. He knew Sonny was having another breakdown.

"I might as well be. What I'm doing isn't living. Just leave," Sonny yelled. He found Brenda's picture on the table and threw it. He wanted her back. He needed her.

Jason shook his head and left. He didn't like Sonny being alone but there was nothing he could do. Sonny wasn't going to let anyone help him. Jason sat on the docks for a while. He hated seeing Sonny like this knowing there was nothing anyone could do for him. Jason looked up when he heard footsteps.

"Brenda," Jason stammered barely audible. He had to have been seeing things. How was this even possible? Brenda was dead.

"Hey," Brenda whispered. She knew this was a shock. Everyone thought she was dead. She never meant for this to happen. All she knew was she was lucky to be alive.

"How is this even possible I thought you were dead. Everyone thinks you're dead," Jason said still in shock. He couldn't believe she was really here. Then he remembered Sonny and the shape he was in.

"I almost did die. Someone pulled me out of the water and I came back," Brenda explained. She knew this was surprising. If it wasn't for that guy pulling her out of the water, she would be dead. He didn't want her to come back to Port Charles though. He tried to keep her with him. She had to get away from him and get back here on her own. He would realize she was gone soon if he hadn't already.

"You have to go see Sonny," Jason said quickly. Sonny had to see that Brenda was alive. She's the only one who can bring him back.

"I don't know. It might be better if everyone thinks I'm dead," Brenda replied. Sonny would be better off. He already thought she was dead. This would just confuse him.

"Trust me, he needs to see you. Sonny won't even leave his penthouse. All he does is drink and sit in complete darkness. He tore up the whole penthouse. There's broken glass everywhere," Jason explained. He saw the look on Brenda's face. He knew hearing this killed her.

"Take me to him,' Brenda pleaded. She couldn't leave Sonny like that. She never knew he needed her that much. Brenda followed Jason. She needed to fix this. She needed to help Sonny.

"It's not your fault Brenda. You didn't know your mother was going to try and kill you," Jason said carefully. He knew that must be a touchy subject for her. He may not have liked Brenda, but it wasn't her fault. She didn't need to be blaming herself.

Brenda sighed and quietly knocked on Sonny's door. When she didn't get an answer she started pounding on it. She needed to fix things. She needed to make sure he was okay.

"I said leave me alone," Sonny slurred angrily. Why couldn't everyone just leave him alone?

Sonny, it's Brenda. Please let me in," She pleaded. She could tell he was drunk and hurting. She needed to see him. There was no way she could leave him like this. She wanted him to be okay.

"No Brenda's dead," Sonny screamed. He threw another glass at the door. There was no way Brenda could be alive. Everyone stopped searching for her. They never even found her body.

Brenda opened the door and walked in slowly. She saw sonny with another glass in his hand. Just looking at him broke her heart. She didn't even know what to do. He looked fragile and Broken. It was because of her, She couldn't stand to see him like this.

Sonny stood there motionless. He had to be seeing things. Brenda was dead. He couldn't believe this. He's dreamed of this moment everyday since she died. Now he had no idea what to do or if this was even real. Sonny fell to the ground and buried his head in his hands. This couldn't be real. Brenda was dead. He must be losing his mind. He knew once he opened his eyes she would disappear. Just like every other time he saw her. Sonny slowly opened his eyes. He could feel the tears falling down his cheek.

TBC…