Hi everyone! My name is Annie and this is my first fanfic. I had this idea in the back of my mind since a while ago, and just yesterday I decided to give it a try. I hope you guys like it, and I hope you forgive my lack of vocabulary. English is my second language but I promise I'll try my best !
This is a song inspired fanfic, by the band I have a huge crush since I was 10 : Snow Patrol. The link to the song is in my profile.
Without further ado
Disclaimer: SM owns the characters. Me and my OCD own the plot.
*Giggles nervously and hides*
Pain.
Excruciating pain.
Leaving you numb.
Holding on to your body. Every fucking inch of your body.
Do you remember? Yeah, you do.
It hits you in the face. Like a ton of bricks.
Pain.
That's what SHE felt. Not even compared to yours.
Your pain was a joke.
Your pain now is a joke. Your life is a sick, sick joke.
You killed her, remember?
Then comes a knock at the door. They are looking for you.
What now? Run?
No, you can't even get up. Hide? Yeah, as mentioned before, you can't even get up. Pretend you're dead? That's a good idea, you've been pretending it for the past weeks. If you're lucky enough you probably will make God mad and he will really kill you (why hadn't he done it before?). They will find you, shed some tears, call the police and turn their back. Like they always have. You hear your brother's voice. You open your mouth to speak, but then realize you don't even want to answer. There is no reason to worry anymore. You think about your mom. She sure is crying outside, but not because she is a loving mother who is worried for her very much broken and fucked up son. She sure is crying cause she won't get the chance to brag in front of her friends about his son 'the doctor', 'the famous surgeon'. She doesn't love you. Your dad doesn't, either. He smacked you every time he could when you were growing up. And Emmett…his voice again. Wait, is that his voice? Or is this another hallucination?
Emmett loves you. He does? Probably he did, but not anymore. Not after everything that happened. No one's ever loved you.
Just her.
She loved you and you broke her. You killed her.
You hear the steps closer now. The door opens and your eyelids close automatically. If you're not lucky and you don't die, you'll wake up either behind the bars or locked in a white room with your hands tied up your back.
After a loud bang of the door slamming at the wall you hear an "EDWARD!" you never thought to listen to again.
So there's the prologue, I'll post Ch. 1 in a few hours :D