Disclaimer: These are SM characters. I do not claim them; I wish I was as brilliant to come up with characters like these.

Summary: Most of this story is in Bella POV, there are some times it will be from Edward's as well, so bare with me.. I won't give you the whole story summary, but some to make you read it.

Charlie thinks Bella is an out of control teenager. Really, she's just madly in love, and does some risky things for the one she loves. All human.

Yes, this is a story where I tell you what song to play for the chapter ;D

Go to youtube and put in the following song.

Matt White – Love

And love ..
Such a silly game we play, oh,
Like a summer's day in May.
What is love, what is love?
I just want it to be love
oooh. oh
I, I, I, I, I .. I can feel it in your kiss
It just gives me tender bliss
What is love, what is love?
I just want it to be love
oooh. oh.
When I feel you around,
I was mad as hell when I hit the ground.
When I see you laugh away
It hurts but I just won't say,
uh uh uh. Loveee ...
Who can tell me? I am lost.
I just think that I am strong.
What is love, what is love?
I just want it to be love.
ooooh ooh.
When I feel you around,
I was so upset we fell on the ground
when I see you mad at me
It was such a silly thing
ooooooh
And love...
Such a silly game we play,
Like a summer's day in May.
What is love, what is love?
I just want it to be love
ooooh. Oh
and I, I, I, I, I, I can feel it in a kiss

It is something I will miss
what is love, what is love?
I just want you to be love

I could feel the beat of the loud music thump in my body. Everyone was huddled in the middle of the room. Edward was at my side the whole time. Jessica's house wasn't really big enough for all of the juniors and seniors in this small town. Like a lot of other people, we carried the party outside; I could hardly make out the people complaining next door, the music was too loud. A few minutes passed and all I could hear was sirens of a police car racing around the corner. "Shoot!" I heard someone scream so everyone would be quiet and listen. Out of no where, Charlie was in sight, Edward cursed next to me. Charlie stormed over to where I was with a flashlight and flashed it in me and Edward's eyes. "Bella! Have you been drinking?!" He screamed in my face.

By the time I was about to answer, he tugged on my hand and pulled me toward his cruiser. I reached out for Edward's hand; it was too late, I was feet away from him. Charlie climbed in the driver's seat and pushed on the gas pedal and sped out into the dark night. "Isabella Marie Swan, you have no idea how much trouble you're in!" He words kept screaming at me in my head. "Char –Dad, you're over reacting!" I felt something come up, and sure enough I choked and vomited all over the back seat of Charlie's cruiser. "Dammit Bella! I am so close to sending you to your aunt's!" He voice got even louder and angrier.

It didn't feel like I drank enough to have puked, I must have lost count somewhere in between seven to ten. Charlie was mumbling something to himself; I was too tired to hear. We finally made it home, I rushed to the bathroom I held my hair back; I could feel it coming up again. I heard Charlie tap on the door. "Bella? Are you alright in there?" When he said that, it made me feel worse. I turned on the shower and put it as hot as it would go. I climbed in; I got chills by how hot it was.

I let the water ease my headache, soon enough it was too hot for me, so I put it all the way on cold. I didn't feel like changing, I peeked my head out the door to see if Charlie was still downstairs, I saw him lounging on the too small love seat watching TV. I rushed into my room with just a towel rapped around myself and slammed my door behind me. I opened my window and turn my fan to high and climbed in bed, completely naked. The cold breeze had me fall asleep in minutes.

The moment my eyes flew open, I thought of Edward. To make me more motivated, I put in my Matt White CD and turned it up to mid volume so I could hear it from the bathroom. I couldn't decide on how to do my hair, so I just put it up in a messy pony tail.

I went downstairs to eat some breakfast. On the fridge was a folded up piece of paper. I opened and read it.

Bella,

I went fishing with Billy today, if it isn't obvious, you are grounded till I can figure out what to do with you. Anyway, have a good day. See you tonight.

-Charlie

I sighed and threw the note on the counter and continued with making a bowl of cereal. I heard a car pull up in the driveway. I looked outside; he was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I opened the door and he greeted me with a light kiss on the cheek. My cheeks flushed red and we went back to the kitchen table. "Are you hungry?" He just stared at me. "No, I'm fine." He was eyeballing my food. I sighed and took a spoon full of it and stuck it in his mouth. I got up and dug another bowl out of the sink and washed it. Tip toeing back over to the table so the milk won't spill; he was as silent as ever. "Here you go." I placed the bowl in front of him. He looked at me and got up to get a spoon. "Sorry." I stuffed more food into my mouth. "So, what's on the agenda today?" I was curious on what he had in mind. "Well, Alice wanted to see you today." He smiled. "She said she'll come over here today." I didn't get what he was saying. "What about school?" Charlie would be furious if he found out I ditched today. "Bella, if you haven't noticed, ditching sometimes is healthy." He was looking at me with a confused but excited expression in his face. "It's what keeps me sane." He chuckled and took a bite of his food. I couldn't help but smile. He stood up and went upstairs.

I followed behind him; I needed something out of my room anyway. I didn't know where he was going, I thought he was going to the bathroom…but I guess I was wrong. I followed him to my room; he went straight to the desk where my laptop was. He hit the power button, and waited impatiently while it booted up. "What are you doing?" I could tell he wasn't listening. Minutes passed, he turned it off and went over to where I was.

He pulled me onto the bed and was quiet for a minute. To break the silence, I asked him something. "What does Alice want to do today?" You could never know with Alice . "She wanted you to go on a shopping trip with her while us guys did something." I sighed and rolled my eyes, I felt a little growl deep in my chest. I rested my head on his shoulder. " Alice will be Alice ." He tried to comfort me. "So, how much trouble were you in with Charlie?" I really didn't want to remind myself of last night. "Well, there's a note downstairs on the counter, I think it will do you justice." I laughed and he laughed with me. I closed my eyes, and started to hum to my favorite song: That was playing. I could feel him breathing in my hair. I never wanted this moment to end. He tilted my face up to his.

He kissed me so passionately; I tangled my fingers in his hair. His hands were holding my face to his. Soon enough, he got up and pushed me onto the bed and continued to kiss me, we were so caught up in each other, I couldn't think of anything else but him. I traced his lips with the tip of my tongue. He moved his lips down my jaw to my neck. It tickled, but by now I was used to it. I forgot how to breathe. "Knock Knock." Even Alice 's tiny voice startled me. Edward Jumped up and fixed himself. I was worried it was Charlie. "I was knocking at the door forever, so I let myself in." Alice wouldn't take her eyes off of me. I looked down, so embarrassed; I put my hair behind my right ear, not once looking at her. "Jeez, any minute later would have been so awkward." She giggled lightly to her self, but loud enough for me to hear.

"What is it Alice ?" I could tell Edward was irritated; I didn't even have to see his face to know that. "Oh, Bella, to make you feel better, Esme has walked in on me and Jasper doing the same thing." I looked up and smiled, I could tell she just embarrassed herself. I could hear her walk over to my bed and sit by me. "Today I thought we could go to a fancy store in Port Angeles and get some new clothes." Alice knows I hate anything over priced or too fancy. "I know, I know. But Bella, you'll have fun I promise." She gave me the cutest little look that she knew I couldn't resist. "Fine, I won't let you buy me anything too pricey or fancy though, you know me better than that." Alice has always been known to spend way too much money. "Deal." She looked over to Edward and smiled. "Actually, Alice I have my own money." I remembered I had money in a sock some where around here. "Ok."

"Well, let's go then!" She tugged on my hand. Edward was right behind me. Once we were outside, Edward bent down and kissed my forehead. I hugged him tightly and walked over to Alice 's car. Edward was out of sight in seconds. I wonder why he left so quickly.

About a couple hours later, I could tell we were in Port Angeles . I looked over to Alice ; she was smiling, but never looking over to me. We came to a stop and I looked at what store we were at. " Victoria 's Secret!?" Alice had to be half crazy if she thinks I'm going to step foot in there. "Oh come on Bella." I crossed my hands over my chest and stalked over by her, waiting in front of the little store. I looked around and saw nothing but glass mannequins and fancy lingerie. "Oh. My. God. Alice , why do you have me here?" I looked over to where she was, I noticed I was talking to no one. I looked around, and finally spotted her. "Isn't it cute?" She held up leopard print lingerie with black decorative lace every where. "Sure." I was focused on looking at a pretty black silky set, with mauve lace. I didn't notice but I was slowly walking over to it, mesmerized by its presence.

Everything about it was perfect. Edward loved old fashioned things, so this was just perfect. I looked closer, by the looks of it; the mauve was ruled with white; perfectly braided with pricey silk. I ran my finger over it, envying it's beauty. I couldn't believe I was thinking this about stupid lingerie. She was at my side in seconds. "Ooh, I love that one." She went over and grabbed one. "What size?" She asked me. "Small or medium." She handed it to me and pushed me over to the fitting rooms. "Uh, Alice , you can't try on lingerie." She just stared at me. "Well, there's fitting rooms, so go, go, go." I heard her following behind me. Quickly walking to the fitting rooms, I finally reached one. Quickly I slipped it on, I stood there. Admiring it. I could see her tapping her toe impatiently from under the door. "I want to see it." She was eager. "Hold on." Another minute passed and I finally decided to open the door. There she stood there, her mouth; speaking with sarcasm I might add, to the floor, eyes wide. She was speechless. She looked me over. "Oh. My. God. You could so wear that to school." She was amused by her joke. I looked at her weird. "Kidding." She got defensive. "Turn around." I just looked at her. The back exposed a little more skin then what I would want Alice to see. "Ohh." I blushed and turned for the mirror again. "I don't know." I couldn't believe what has gotten into me. "What do you mean? You have to get it." I could tell she felt a little too bossy.

"Edward will love it." She laughed, my cheeks flushed red. "Well, let me get it off." I closed the door. One more time before I took it off, I stared at my self some more. I really reminded myself of Rosalie. I slowly opened the door, dreading taking it off. She grabbed it from my hands. She looked at the tag. "Eighty Bucks!?" She said a little too loud. Everyone stared at us. "Well, there's another tag right there." She dropped the one she had in her little hand and looked at the one I pointed out. She smiled. "It's marked down to forty nine ninety nine." I checked my pockets for money. "Crap!" She looked over to me. "What is it?" I checked all of my pockets. "I don't have money." I sighed and tried to take it from her hands to put it back. "It's ok, I'll pay for it." She smiled and we were next in line. "No, it's alright." I never noticed but she had the leopard print one she pointed out to me hung over her arm too. "No, I insist." She smiled and set them on the check out counter.

The woman at the counter gave me the weirdest look. I looked at the floor; embarrassed. We went back out to her car and she put the bags in the back seat. I started to climb in the passenger seat. "Oh no, we aren't done." She smiled. I sighed and stepped back out. We walked into a store with a French name. "I love this place." Alice commented. Once we were out of that store, she went back to the car to dump off her second load. We went into like five stores. Same routine every time. After a couple of hours, she insisted that we go see a movie.

The movie ended around like three. "Charlie!" I reminded Alice . "I need to get home. I'll be in so much trouble!" Alice tried to comfort me. "Bella, Bella. It's ok. We can say there was a lock down at school and it lasted for hours." I started to calm down. "Well, what if he calls the school?" I was really starting to panic now. 'We'll be home in like an hour. I promise. Let's say we had to find books for our home work and libraries in Forks didn't have them." She started to run her fingers through my hair to calm me down.

On the way home, Alice was babbling on about how surprised Jasper will be. I just acted like I was listening; nodding here and there. Getting home to Charlie was all I really cared about.

Like I knew how it would happen. Charlie was waiting on the porch. "I'm so sorry, I forgot Bella was grounded, we needed books for our home work, and you know the libraries here don't have that many." Alice was trying to convince him. She did a good job at it. Charlie adores Alice . "Ok then. Bella, you were this close." He held up his fingers and made an imaginary line between them. "Err, Charlie, you don't mind if I come in for a minute?" Alice was polite. "Sure." He gave in so easily. "I'm going to explain to Bella what we have to do, she doesn't quite get it." We went upstairs. "Edward called; he said they won't make it home tonight." It was quiet for a minute. "Ok." I sighed and went to sit on my bed. "Bye Bella." Alice started for the stairs. I lay on my bed. I picked up Wuthering Heights and started to read where I left off.

Hours passed, I heard the phone ring, and I rushed down stairs to catch it before Charlie did. Of course, it was the voice I wanted to hear. "Who's that Bella?" Charlie was always nosey. "It's Alice ." I lied. "It's sort of fuzzy down here; I'm going to go upstairs." I started for the stairs. "What's wrong?" I couldn't help but ask. "Well, we're having car trouble. I won't be seeing you till tomorrow." I went over to sit on my bed. "Hmm." Disappointment washed through me. "It's ok. Thank god Carlisle thought to bring tents." He was slightly laughing to make me feel better. "Well, have fun…I guess." I sighed and said goodbye. I took the phone back downstairs. Charlie was snoring on the couch. Its only seven thirty, fishing must have made him tired. Seeing him sleep made me tired, so I went upstairs to get in the shower. I wrapped my hair in a towel and put lotion on my legs.

I climbed in bed, and closed my eyes. Downstairs I heard Charlie get up.

When a loud noise downstairs woke me up, it was still dark outside. I got up to see what it was. Charlie was picking up stuff on the floor. By the looks of it, he broke a bowl or a cup. "Do you need any help?" My voice made him jump. "Oh, Bella, you scared me." I was looking around to see what time it was, I couldn't see anything. "What time is it?" Charlie looked at his watch. "Its five thirteen." He finally answered my first question. "Oh no, I don't need help." He smiled at me and I stumbled back upstairs.

When I awoke from the light outside, I tossed over to my other side. My room was filled with sun rays; I tried to cover my head with a pillow. I wasn't ready to face this day without Edward by my side. I stumbled my way down the stairs, too tired to care what I ate. The girl in the reflection was unfamiliar. I tried to fix my hair so it looks half descent for school. Anything I would try, it wouldn't work out; I figured to braid it and call it good. I grabbed my bag and rushed outside, running late.

For some reason, my truck wouldn't start. I got out to see what it could be. "Fine, I'll walk today!" I kicked the tire of my truck and started for the road. About a mile away from the school parking lot; I heard a honk of a car behind me, I dared to see who it was, and it was a familiar blue van. I already knew who it was, I didn't hesitate, and I climbed in the passenger seat. "Hey Bella! Long time no see!" Tyler was smiling at me. "Er, yea, how have you been?" I tried to keep it short. "I've been alright, sorta bored." I couldn't think of anything to say after that. "You and me both." I sighed and tried to hide my anguish. I could tell he was out of questions as well. "So why were you walking to school?" His voice startled me. "Well, my truck wouldn't start; I need Edward to look at it." He was silent. I like it when it's quiet, I can actually think. Pulling into the school parking lot, I climbed out of the van, having all eyes on me. I blushed and rushed to my first class. The next two hours were miserable for me. Lunch time and I saw Jessica sitting at our usual spot; I went and sat next to her. "Where were you yesterday? I called and called no one answered?" I could see she missed me? "Well, Charlie thinks me and Alice went to go get books. But me and Alice went shopping and saw a movie." I looked over to where Alice and Rosalie sat, Alice waving me over impatiently. "Err, Jess, I'll see you…later." I got up; I could feel her watching me walk away.

"Hey Bella!" I didn't know why Alice was so excited to see me. "Hey Alice ." She was eye balling my lack of a lunch today, I only grabbed an apple. Rosalie of course was playing with her hair. Alice looked at Rosalie and rolled her eyes. "There's a surprise waiting for you in your next class." She smiled. What was she talking about? Alice isn't in my next class. "I know you hate surprises, but you'll love this one, I promise." I doubt that, but oh well. Me and Alice were so caught up in making plans to do stuff that I didn't notice that the lunch room was basically empty, even Rosalie was gone. We got up and went to our next classes. Walking into the class room I saw Edward sitting in his usual spot next to mine. I smiled a big smile and went to go sit by him. A smile crossed his face. He put his hand under the table and grabbed mine. Even Edward being there, I don't think this class could get any more boring.

Class was finally over, and I just remembered I had no way to get home, so I sat on the bench by the parking lot for like half an hour, doodling on my hand, reading a book, picking at my nails.

Wow. Having no way to get home surely doesn't sound fun to me. Edward left home early to do some doctor training with Carlisle . I didn't know what my plans were when I graduated and applied to colleges and such. Edward told me he's wanted to be a doctor ever since he was like in middle school I think he said. He going to be a doctor is sure going to be nice. Almost every day, I have a secure picture of how our life is going to be like: A beautiful daughter that's like a spitting image of Edward, shiny bronze hair, his exact perfect facial features. When ever she is hurt, physically or mentally, my Edward will be able to help. I can see us in old cherry wood rocking chairs, watching our child grow. All these pictures in my head remind me how special he is to me.

Turning on the road that went to my house, I saw my red truck parked in the shade. Under it, I could see Charlie's legs hanging out. Was he fixing it? I don't think he knew I was there. "Er…Dad?" I made him jump and hit his head. "Sorry." He climbed out from under my truck with a big grease smear on his left cheek. "Dad," I pointed to the black spot; he pulled a rag from his back pocket and laughed. "Wow dad, thanks." I was glad to see I didn't have to pay to get it fixed. "What was wrong with it?" He worked like magic with incidents like these. "Well, for one, your oil needed to be changed,"

He wiped the sweat from his forehead. "And two, one of your fuses blew out." I just sat and stared. "Well, thanks dad, I really appreciate it…really." He smiled. "Oh, it's nothing, just doing something for my little girl." He patted my back. A huge grin filled my face and I turned for the house.

I heard Charlie come in. "What sounds good for dinner?" I yelled. It took him a minute to answer, probably deciding on what he wanted. "Anything sounds good." I thought I would make something simple; Spaghetti seemed easy enough. I knew he likes how my grandma used to make spaghetti, so I sprinkled some brown sugar in the sauce, personally, I thought it made it too sweet. When Charlie took his first bite, he made the 'Mmmmm' sound. I smiled and started for the stairs. "You're not going to eat?" He interrupted me. "I'm not hungry." I continued going up stairs.

Minutes passed and I heard the phone downstairs ring. I rushed downstairs to answer it. Of course it was the exact person I wanted to talk to. "Hi." Was all I managed to let out? "Can I come see you?" He knew I was grounded. "Well, you know I'm grounded." He was quiet on the other line." Well ask your dad for like an hour of freedom." I sighed and turned for Charlie. Before I got a chance to ask him, it was like he knew what I was going to ask. "No, you can talk to him on the phone." Sometimes I would think Charlie was a mind reader. "Did you hear him?" I heard arguing on the other line. "Hello?" It went quiet. I didn't bother trying to call him back, one less thing Charlie wouldn't question me about. I sighed and went back upstairs, murmuring something too low for Charlie to hear.

Thinking about it, I tried to think of a good way to show Edward my little surprise. All this thinking I finally decided to lay across my bed, shoes and all. Just another boring night without Edward. I just remembered that I had a CD that Phil had given me. I never really heard of the band before, but I remember Phil saying how awesome they were. I dug in my desk drawer to find my old beaten up CD player and put the CD in. I listened to it for an hour or so, I could sing along with some of the songs.

Around nightfall; I decided to hop in the shower, and take my time, I was in no hurry. As soon as I was done, I ran a brush through my wet knotted hair. I tried different ways I should part it.

I brushed my teeth, counting how many stokes it took to when I was finally finished. Putting on a freshly washed pair of sweats, I then saw it, all I could see was the monster that persuade me to buy it: My purple laced what ever they are called sticking out of my drawer. I pushed it deeper so Charlie wont ever find it.

I awoke from a loud 'THUMP" downstairs. I immediately got up to see what it was. Charlie was trying to carry an ice chest by himself. It looked like some soda had fallen out. I picked them up for him. He smiled and kissed me on the cheek goodbye. "Have fun at school hunn!" He yelled from the cruiser. I stretched and went into the kitchen.

Nothing too interesting was happening right now. I heard Edward pull up, I jumped up to greet him. I had a quick flash of a way I could greet him:

Out of nowhere, I was in my lingerie; waiting for his arrival. He knocked loudly at the front door. I swung the door open, half naked, his eyes looking me over. Minutes passed, he swept me off my feet and took me to the couch. He took off one shiny stiletto at a time, saving me for last.

I winced to the thought of it and smiled. His insane beauty, I swear brightened the room.

I went up to my room to change.

I decided to go very casual today; so I slipped on a pair of Levis and a very loose t-shirt and my shoes. My hair was flowing very nicely today so I didn't want to do anything to it. I skipped downstairs. Edward was waiting patiently on the couch.

A huge smile filled my face, he got up and we started for his truck. Today was surprisingly warm. I climbed in the passenger seat, not bothering to buckle myself in. His truck was loud, but not as loud as mine, so it was nice. I didn't know why I didn't take my truck, but right now I didn't care. I noticed an ashtray filled with cigarette buds. I can't stand the smell of cigarettes, they give me horrible headaches. So I was glad he didn't smoke around me.

Pulling into the school parking lot, I saw Alice waiting for us. She waved and started for us. I heard Edward sigh next to me. "Bella! Bella!" Alice was running toward me some more. She opened the passenger door and pulled me out of the truck. She was tugging me to the cafeteria, I looked back at Edward, he had a cigarette in his mouth that he threw on the ground and went to his first class.

"What is this about Alice ?" She finally sat me down in front of her stuff. "C'mon, you're taking senior biology classes, I need your help." Since I'm taking senior biology, that's the only time I get to see Edward.

"Jasper tried explaining but I didn't understand." I know Alice doesn't like feeling stupid. " Alice , its ok, you know I've taken the class millions of times." I tried to comfort her.

"So did you hear about the party Mike is having next Saturday?" She distracted me.

"Is he really?" I bit my lip. "Yea, I guess his mom is going to Chicago for the weekend." She knew I wouldn't try to pull a stunt and go to another party.

"Well I can't go." I didn't like talking about doing something fun when I can't go. "Awe, Bella, you have to go, it wont be the same without you." She was trying the puppy dog look with me. " Alice , I can't." She didn't give up yet. She was starting to annoy me. "Pleeaaassseeeee." I didn't want to talk about this any longer. "I'll get on my knees and beg you if I have too." She started to get up and crouch down. " Alice , stop." I pulled her back up by her shirt. I hated when she would attract attention. She started begging me some more. " Alice . No. End of discussion." I didn't think I would win. "You know Bella, if it were someone else; I know they would have said yes." Disappointment ruled her mood.

Nothing but silence came from Alice . By the looks of it, I really disappointed her. I was about to come up with something fun to make up for it, but I didn't want to go there. "I'll see you later." She got up and gracefully threw her breakfast away and stalked out of the room. Rosalie was still nibbling on her food. I looked at her and sighed. Rose never really liked me. Now that I think about it, she doesn't like anybody. I guess that's just her nature.

I repeated Alice by throwing my tray away loudly and went to my first class.

I didn't really pay any attention to what was going on. It was review week. I knew in a couple of days, a major test was coming up. So I was filled with stress all the time.

Sitting through an hour of blah, class was finally over. I gathered up my books and things. I looked up and Mike was in front of me. "Hey Bella." He said in a cheerful tone. "Hey Mike." He picked up a book and handed it to me.

"Hey did you hear about my party next Saturday?" His smile was always so big. "I can't go." I threw my bag over my shoulder and walked for the door.

"Wait. What do you mean you can't go?"

"Charlie has me on lock down. And I don't want to take my chances." Just like Alice , he was trying to persuade me to go. What was with people today? I couldn't stand it anymore.

The rest of the day passed in a blur. I tried to avoid everyone. By lunch time, Alice had already gotten over our little quandary this morning. She greeted me with an apple. I smiled and took it from her hand.

She just stared at me. She opened her mouth but nothing came out. "What?" It was annoying watching her just sit there trying to say something. "Well, I don't want to be a pest anymore and…." I interrupted her. "Just say it." She continued. "Well. I…..Please at least try to sneak out and go to Mike's party!" I see. So her little stunt with the apple was to just soften me up.

I finally decided to give her an answer so she won't keep bugging me. "Maybe." She started bouncing in her seat. "MAYBE." I said again.

"Ok, I'll talk to you later then." She got up and started for her next class.

Biology was the same as always; I would see Edward, he would pass me a few notes.

Edward took me home. He dropped me off, he had to do something at home and he would see me later. Once I reached the steps of the house. Charlie beat me to the door. He had a pink plastic bag in his hands. Uh-Oh. Why would Charlie go through my things?

"Here, sit down." He pulled me onto the couch, his grip was a little too tight, and I tried to tug away. "Now Bella. I think me and your mother raised you better than this." He was holding up my silky lingerie I got. I flushed red. "You are not going to see that boy, do you hear me!?" I tried to hold back tears.

I didn't answer him. "Bella, I mean it! Do you hear me!?" I've never seen him like this before. "No." Was all I managed to let out? "What did you say?" "I said; No." I repeated, but in a more mean tone. "Isabella, I am your father. You have to do what I say!" I couldn't look at him, it would tear me up inside. "Where did you get this anyway!?" I could feel that he held it up. Not once did I look at him. Out of no where I felt his hands grab my face and pulled it up so I could look at him. I tried to refuse.

"I can't believe you would buy such a thing." I tried to make my tone a little softer. "Dad, I am going to be 18 in September. I am going to be a legal adult in 3 months. I can buy what ever I please!" I didn't succeed. He put his face in his hands. I got up to go to my room.

Erg! I was sooo mad! I put a pillow on my face and screamed as loud as I could. He was right though, I shouldn't have bought the stupid thing.

I lay in the same position for hours. I fell asleep for a while. I got up to look at the time. My alarm clock was 2 hours fast, so that means its two twenty eight.

I checked to see if Charlie was awake or not. I tip-toed down like 3 stairs to check. He had gone into his room already; usually he was still sleeping on the couch.

I could feel that my throat was dry, so I went to get some milk. I happened to walk by the garbage can and see it. The light from the moon made a reflection on the silk. Stupid thing. I picked it up, by the looks of it, Charlie had cut it to shreds.

Alice would be mad if she knew. I would just act like I still have it and waiting for the right time to use it.

I stalked up stairs, the milk made my throat feel good instantly.