Forgive Me
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.
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Have you ever felt like everything was absolutely perfect but then something completely horrible happens?
Well, I have that feeling a little too often, like now.
He told me he had a meeting but really, what kind of meeting is in a bar?!
His form of business is clearly flirting with half naked women.
When you live with someone, care for them, treat them like a king, and wear a wedding ring from that person you don't appreciate catching him flirting with a dang women who probably kissed more than ten guys in the past dang 20 minutes!
But, I can't really say I didn't see it coming. The perfume on his clothes, his absence, and the light pink marks on his neck when ever he came back from his 'meetings.'
They'd expect me to throw a fit and start yelling on the stupid cheater…but I didn't because, plainly, I can't.
Unlike him, I've actually fallen in love, and it hurt not being able to see him without girls draped over him. That's why it was hard, to let go, I would never forgive him…
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Have you ever…hurt someone really bad because you thought you wouldn't get caught?
Have you ever tried covering it up knowing every word you said was a lie…even when you said 'I love you'…The only time you actually meant it was when she was gone.
I called them important meeting but I knew what it really was, I knew I was cheating on her but I didn't know she'd find out.
It hurt me when I saw her walk in and over to my table, slapping me hard then throwing the ring at my face…the wedding ring. I had seen her eyes flood and her body tremble, I tried to fix everything and blame it on someone else so I wouldn't lose her but she had run away.
I couldn't go back there, I ran after her hoping she would turn around and run into my arms crying for me to love her back, like in the movies. But it wasn't a movie, it was a nightmare.
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"Sakura!" eyes widened as she ran and then fell, hard.
"Sakura-"I tried helping her up but she pushed me away and tried to run away again.
"Get away from me!" she pushed and hit me but I stopped her. I grabbed her wrists threw them around my neck and slammed my lips on to hers.
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I felt my face get wet knowing I was crying I bit down on his lip and ran as he let go of me.
"Wait!" I heard him call out to me and soon he gave up, and I wiped his blood off my lips.
Turning a corner I ran back to the house and grabbed my stuff. I got out hoping he wouldn't come but I was wrong. He grabbed my shoulders once I came out, pinned me to the door and then did what I thought he'd never do, what I never could forgive him for.
He slapped me, I felt my face get thrown to the side and I knew it would bruise.
"What the freak is wrong with you?!"
I'm in love with a cheat.
"What did you think you were doing?!"
The only thought in my head was to get away from you.
"Why didn't you stay home like I told you?!"
It's not like I didn't know.
"…Why didn't you stop?" he stared at her face, "Did you think I would hurt you? Didn't you know that I wanted you to come back?"
"Of course I knew," I glared strait into his eyes, "You wanted me to stop so you could try to weasel your way out blaming it on the girl. You already slapped me so that question doesn't matter. And no you didn't want me to come back you wanted me to go home thinking you were sorry then go back to the stupid bar."
She stared at him and watched as his eyes dulled. He let her down but held her hands.
"Do you really believe that?"
"…Do really believe you're sober enough to stay awake?" and with that she pushed him aside and left, leaving him on the ground watching her disappear into darkness.
"…I-I'm sorry…Saku-"
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Almost a year has passed and it was only 3 days until Sakura's birthday. She was going to have a huge party and everyone was invited. Except for him.
Sasuke Uchiha.
He could die in a ditch for all she cared, she was over him…
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Short? Oops! If you like it please review! Notice that it's not complete; I can add another chapter, hopefully a longer one.
Thanks flames are welcome.