This is probably the most cracked thing I've written. I was attacked by Nereid, who came with a new plot idea to try, along with some poeticy lines and his Suzanne Vega CD. I don't really think this is all that good.
I may be wrong, though. Please tell me what you think on this.
The Death of Shuuichi Minamino
In the forest
In Makai
In the nighttime
Introspective
With two characters
And a what if
What might have been
If I wasn't
If you weren't
That would be unbearable
Please be
So you do care
Enough not to like this
Are you sure you're fine
No
But there are things I have to do
I have no choice
So says the one who taught
Me to choose
Quiet now
But I'm right
Aren't I
Aren't I
Yes
I'm standing on the edge with you
He sees me laughing
And he sees me crying
And you see me mourn
For what I once saw here
The wind tastes like home
Blows hair in my face
I see red like before
And I remember well
I stood on the edge with you
He saw me smirking
And he saw me praying
And you saw me hoping
You didn't see me hope
The trees called to greet me
Welcome home
I shook my head again
It hurt to tell them no
Once I stood alone so proud
Held myself above the crowd
Now I'm low on the ground
From here I look around to see
What avenues belong to me
I can't tell what I've found
It sounds sad
You sing well
Not that I'm any judge of
Those sweet things
Never sugar-coated with you
Life isn't sugar-coated
All of us must learn this
Or die
I'll stand on the edge with you
He'll see me kill it
And he'll see me bury it
And you'll see me alone
The grave will be unmarked
I'll be covered in clover
You won't say a word
With your hand on my shoulder
And I will let him go
I can stand on the edge alone
He can't see me grasping
And he can't see me releasing
And you can still see me
There is a grey glass door
Covered by ivy
Will you help me find it
Can you help me find it
The hero is dead on the linoleum
We can stand together
They will see us laugh
And they will see us cry
And we will look ahead
I won't flinch away
You won't say no
Memory will stab us both
We will bleed to death
And he will heal us again
But he's dead
How can he heal us
Doesn't he hate you for what you did
Does he hate me too
I don't know if he hates
I don't want to know
You shouldn't want to know either
But I do
And they call me
An avid learner
You'd be good at this too
I'm only watching
You do it the best
You lie with ease
Even to your own self
I won't flinch away
Tell me do you lie
Besides those you always told
I hate him
I don't care
I owe you nothing
Do you lie to yourself
To me
You won't say no
Never to you
You get told enough lies
To myself
To my heart
You won't say a word
I lie all the time
I do tell myself one truth
It makes up for all of the lies
I love you
Now who's sugar-coated
I love you too
I'm only sorry I have to
Watch you do this
I brought it upon myself
As you know too
Funny what choices we make
Are you referring to one of mine
I have no regrets
Your sister still cries over you
Your mother will cry over you
I see red like before
Who told you she cries
A child it was born
It learned how to hurt and it learned how to cry
Like humans do
Human music doesn't suit you
Nor does avoiding the question
Nor does avoiding what we came here to do
He saw me smirking
Shizuru
She told you
Damn her
A human curse I note
He sees me laughing
Only another human
Would recognize it as such
You're still making small talk to stall
Are you worried for me
You're more anxious than I am
You trust me
I don't
I'm afraid of losing you
I suppose you have more
At stake than I do
You won't say a word
Come on
We have to do this before sunrise
I know
You really want to
To
Tear out a piece of his body
To show us his clean quilted heart
I don't want to
I have to
And you see me mourn
Now
We have to
Don't we
Now
Now
Hold onto me tight
I don't want to fall
I'll never let you go
Is the sword sharp
As your wit
Lower me slowly
Goodbye
He felt his feet hit the solid floor of the shadow and he looked for his goal the sword sharp in his hand He knew that Shuuichi knew he was coming for him as well as he knew what he had to do He kept his tears from falling until he saw the semblance of a wall covered in ivy Somewhere behind the ivy was the door of grey glass
You did this for me Shuuichi
The sword cut the ivy more readily than the hand holding it The wall was of red brick and the grey glass shone bright and unbashfully It shattered beautifully with a sound like regret fading into determination
Shuuichi Minamino sat on a piece of granite holding his head high He looked right at the could-have-been intruder without saying a word or uttering even a fearful peep Instead he moved to a kneeling position and lifted his long hair off his neck leaving it exposed
Your mother won't be the only one to cry over you Shuuichi
The sword felt lighter than ever as if it would float away instead of coming down to decapitate Shuuichi He only curled up tighter exposing more neck in the process Suddenly the blade grew heavy and fell across the white flesh
No blood stained the already red hair but it burnt like acid in Kurama's heart Nevermore would he claim the name the human boy had abandoned at birth As he watched the body dissolved into a field of clover
Pull me up Hiei
Are you all right
You won't say no
Never mind it was a stupid question
Did you do it
Yes
I'll stand on the edge with you
He'll see me kill it
And he'll see me bury it
And you'll see me alone
The grave will be unmarked
I'll be covered in clover
You won't say a word
With your hand on my shoulder
And I will let him go
I can stand on the edge alone
He can't see me grasping
And he can't see me releasing
And you can still see me
There is a grey glass door
Covered by ivy
Will you help me find it
Can you help me find it
The hero is dead on the linoleum
We can stand together
They will see us laugh
And they will see us cry
And we will look ahead
I won't flinch away
You won't say no
Memory will stab us both
We will bleed to death
And he will heal us again
No I'm not all right and I won't be for a long while
I'd be more surprised if you were
I love you
That helps
I love you too
Well, that's it. In case you couldn't tell, it was Hiei helping Kurama kill Shuuichi. Not overt yaoi, though, just love.
Please review. Flames will be used to burn manuscript, or to burn the second poem in the series onto flamers' arms!
