Gwen
I never believed in God or heaven and it was normal because science was part of my life. And now I'm dead... I'm not blaming Peter and it's not his fault. It's nobody fault, but something in my heart...wait I'm dead.. something in my soul is telling me that's my fault. Peter said it's too dangerous but I had to help him because I love him. I still don't know if God exist and I didn't saw heaven I'm just standing here in cemetery next to my grave. I clearly understand it is my funeral, my family, friends everyone I love are standing here crying, they don't see me because I'm dead and it hurt so much seeing their tears.
I still don't know where is my dad, I miss him, I need him to help me, I'm lost..
I still don't know how to move, weeks had past and I'm just standing here next to my grave without destiny. I can't feel physical pain, but my soul is hurting I don't know how but I know that my friends and family are trying to cope with my dead.
Every day sometimes even nights Peter Parker is standing here in cemetery, crying, yelling or just staring into my grave. I know that he's blaming himself and don't know how to help him. I still didn't found peace or destiny or whatever dead people's need to find. I need help. It was always Peter saving me... and now watching him so sad I decided that now it's my time to save him...and be his guardian angel.
And then after I decided this he suddenly walked away, I felt that someone is dragging me...after him. I'm his guardian angel, but I still don't know how to help him, I guess I must figure out by myself.
I walked by his side finally feeling good because I know that I always be with him and I still don't know how but I'm gonna tell him that I love him, I'm here with him and it's my time to save him.