TITLE: The Fragile
Chapter 1: Somewhat Damaged
AUTHOR: G(ttin des Todes
SUMMARY: This is a fic about the members of Schwartz. It explains what they were
before they met, how and when they got together, and two certain
people's love for one another. Also how and why they want the end to
come. Enjoy!
TYPE: 1/23, Album Fic, song fic. (Don't have to read the lyrics)
RATING: R
SPOILERS: Farfarello's true identity
WARNINGS: Violence, Language
DISCLAIMER: Weiss and Schwartz aren't mine. They belong to Takehito and his
associates. I own a copy of The Fragile but that is about it. It is
produced by the musical genius named Trent Reznor. I am not making
any money by writing this and I don't think I have stolen anyone's
ideas. If I did, I am very sorry and please notify me and I will give you
credit. Oh yeah, thank you Mrs. Shinigami for showing me the idea for
an album fic. Now you can get on to the reading. Enjoy.
so impressed with all you do
tried so hard to be like you
flew too high and burnt the wing
lost my faith in everything
Jei state there and looked at the book he was holding. Sister Ruth had given him it for studying his religion lessons. The book was filled with beautifully illustrated pictures that were supposed to represent scenes that had happened in the bible, since it was an illustrated bible for children. He laid on his bed and read the stories that filled the book cover from cover. After he read the first few chapters, he put his bookmark, which had a picture of Jesus on the cross, to mark his place in his new lovely bible. Like a good boy, he brushed his teeth and changed his clothes for bed. He knelt down beside the bed and prayed to his almighty God. That night he had wonderful dreams that reflected what he had read earlier. He loved his ever so kind God.
Jei woke up the next morning the sun barely shining into his room. He knelt down next to his bed prayed for the new day that just started to begin. He wished that the new day would be kind to all of the world's inhabitants.
Later that day Jei and his sister attended Sister Ruth's class. The kids got to learn a new prayer and to hear stories of the Lord. Since Jei's sister was such a good student she received a drapestry that had a beautiful angel on the front of it. Jei felt a tinge of jealousy but he hide it within him because he knows that it isn't right to feel jealous towards someone or at least that is what the bible told him. After the class, Jei's sister went right home while he stayed out a little longer so he could read his bible, which he was now tell himself that it was better than any drapestry.
When Jei arrived home, he saw blood everywhere. His mother and father were laying face down on the ground in a puddle of their own blood. His sister was also on the floor but she was wrapped in her angel drapestry. Tears streamed down the young boys cheeks. 'He did this to me. Why did he do such a thing like this to me? I thought I was following he every word. But must not of been. Or maybe he just doesn't like me. Maybe there isn't a real God. That is it. There is no God.' Jei thought to himself.
lick around divine debris
taste the wealth of hate in me
shedding skin succumb defeat
this machine is obsolete
Farfarello looked outside his window. The sidewalk that was below old broken down apartment building's window was filled with the busy buzz of people going about their normal days. A small smile caressed Farfarello's face. 'He would pay,' he thought to himself, 'He will pay with the lives of his perfect little followers. Especially the innocent ones. Tonight will be the night that this world of his is going to begin to crumble.'
He reached down and touched his shiny stainless steal knife. He ran his tongue along his the edge of the blade. His saliva made the edge of the knife glisten. His mind thought of the ways that he would torture God's little children. Hurting the Supreme Being that many of the inhabitants of the world call "God" and hurting "God's" children is all that he is good for in his life.
made the choice to go away
drink the fountain of decay
tear a hole exquisite red
fuck the rest and stab it dead
Farfarello hid in the shadows. He heard the cheers of happy people walking towards the alley he was hiding in. His eye glowed an amber color in the artificial light of the streetlight. His eyes didn't only glow because of the light but there was some sort of deranged happiness in the too.
It was a group of teenage girls that were walking towards the man named Farfarello. They were coming back from one of their favorite hangouts, a local dance club. They had enjoyed their evening out and now they were on their way home. The girls walked closer still walking a giggling as they approached an unseen terror. As the girls walked by Farfarello swung his one arm out and pulled a girl into the shadows by her neck. The girls let out a cry. Her friends looked around and didn't see her anywhere. Then the girl screamed again. The girls went running down the alley.
Farfarello licked the blood soaked knife. The taste of blood in his mouth gave him pleasure. Pleasure that he never got the chance to have while he was a living by the rules of God. Now he was living to hurt God, and to him hurting God was fun. So he was living a fun life.
broken bruise forgotten sore
too fucked up to care anymore
poisoned to my rotten core
too fucked up to care anymore
The sun just started to rise in the morning sun. Farfarello was just arriving to the abandoned apartment building, which he called home. He slipped into the building to the most unseen entrance for that reason. He sat down on the old rotting couch that was still in the old building.
He took off the coat that he had put on before leaving. It was black and fill with knives of all sorts. The coat heavily clanged against the floor. Under the coat was a white tank top. But the tank top wasn't quite white any more. It was now stained with red blood. The blood was still wet and it was still flowing. He looked down at himself surprised. He didn't feel anything, not even pain. He couldn't understand what was going on. He was bleeding but no pain accompanied it. He gingerly touched the wound on his stomach. He then remembered that one of the girls had picked up his knife and cut him with it. It didn't hurt then and it still doesn't hurt.
He picked up his one knife and looked at it. All the blood that had once been there was now gone after Farfarello had quenched his thirst. His golden eye fell onto his knife with a questioning look. The knife was calling to him. He could hear its words. He listened to them.
He took the knife and brought it up against his arm.
in the back off the side far away is a place where i hide
where i stay tried to say tried to ask i needed to all alone by
myself where were you?
Jei ran from the house after his confrontation with Sister Ruth. It was raining. The rain fell down his face along with the tears that came from his eyes. He believed that God had taken his family away from him for no reason. So now he hates who he had once loved.
Jei ran till he couldn't run any more. He collapsed onto the ground. He tried to catch himself but all he got was stone in his hands. He picked himself off of the ground till he got to the pavilion at the park. When he got under that, Jei fell onto the picnic table that was found beneath. He was breathing heavily, and his hair was wet with sweat and rain. He looked out to the rain. A flash of bright lightning filled the sky, along with the eyes of the young scared kid. A loud crash was heard from the heavens almost as if God was throwing things about.
Jei was scared and he clutched himself for some sort of warmth. Tears were streaming down his small face. They rolled down his soft cheeks down to his little mouth and he could taste the salty drips, which were his tears. He looked up to the dark sky and a lightning bolt flashed again. A little whimper came out of the boy's lips. His lips quivered as he made an attempt to speak. At that moment, his mind went blank and he couldn't think of what he was going to say. So he closed his mouth.
Jei finally got the courage and said to the sky what he wanted to say earlier. "I hate you. I hate you God. You are not real. If you are really there, then why did you let my parents die? They loved you like me. How could you let your followers die like that? I thought you were there to help people not hurt them. Why? Why God? Why? Answer me. Where were you? Where are you?" the young silver-haired Jei shouted towards the sky. "I have decided. I will hunt you down. I will kill you like you killed my parents. I will hurt you like you hurt my sister. I will make you cry like you did so with my sister. I will make you not believe that you are so big and powerful, like you made me believe that. I will live my life to hurt you, even if I become the devil himself, I will."
how could I ever think it's funny how everything that swore
it wouldn't change is different now just like you would
always say we'll make it through then my head fell apart and
where were you?
Farfarello made a long gash in his arm. It started to bleed but again he didn't feel anything. He remembered the day that he first saw the blood of a human, and he remembered his pledge to hurt God. God would pay for all of his misfortunes that he caused in Farfarello's, actually Jei's, life.
Farfarello was content watching his blood spill from the cut on his arm. Farfarello smiled a wicked smile. "I guess all that pain that you made me suffer through allowed me to not feel any physical pain. Is this a gift for you to have me stop all the pain that I am causing you or is it a curse? I am guessing you gave it to me as a curse but I will use it as a gift. It will help me hurt you even more if I can't feel the pain. I will continue to hurt you because the pain you caused me will never stop!" Farfarello yelled out the window.
The sky outside began to blacken and block out the light from the sun. A loud crash of thunder rolled acrossed the city. Then the city felt the rain fall onto its sleeping realms.
how could i ever think it's funny how everything you swore
would change is different now like you said you and me
make it through didn't fell apart
'It was like the storm that had happened the day that Jei had lost his family,' Farfarello thought to himself, 'It was raining because I was upset. I guess I fulfilled my task. It is raining because I hurt you. I will continue to do what I am doing.' Farfarello laughed. "Your children. I killed them. They loved you. They followed your every footstep. Where the fuck were you?"
where the fuck were you?
Chapter 1: Somewhat Damaged
AUTHOR: G(ttin des Todes
SUMMARY: This is a fic about the members of Schwartz. It explains what they were
before they met, how and when they got together, and two certain
people's love for one another. Also how and why they want the end to
come. Enjoy!
TYPE: 1/23, Album Fic, song fic. (Don't have to read the lyrics)
RATING: R
SPOILERS: Farfarello's true identity
WARNINGS: Violence, Language
DISCLAIMER: Weiss and Schwartz aren't mine. They belong to Takehito and his
associates. I own a copy of The Fragile but that is about it. It is
produced by the musical genius named Trent Reznor. I am not making
any money by writing this and I don't think I have stolen anyone's
ideas. If I did, I am very sorry and please notify me and I will give you
credit. Oh yeah, thank you Mrs. Shinigami for showing me the idea for
an album fic. Now you can get on to the reading. Enjoy.
so impressed with all you do
tried so hard to be like you
flew too high and burnt the wing
lost my faith in everything
Jei state there and looked at the book he was holding. Sister Ruth had given him it for studying his religion lessons. The book was filled with beautifully illustrated pictures that were supposed to represent scenes that had happened in the bible, since it was an illustrated bible for children. He laid on his bed and read the stories that filled the book cover from cover. After he read the first few chapters, he put his bookmark, which had a picture of Jesus on the cross, to mark his place in his new lovely bible. Like a good boy, he brushed his teeth and changed his clothes for bed. He knelt down beside the bed and prayed to his almighty God. That night he had wonderful dreams that reflected what he had read earlier. He loved his ever so kind God.
Jei woke up the next morning the sun barely shining into his room. He knelt down next to his bed prayed for the new day that just started to begin. He wished that the new day would be kind to all of the world's inhabitants.
Later that day Jei and his sister attended Sister Ruth's class. The kids got to learn a new prayer and to hear stories of the Lord. Since Jei's sister was such a good student she received a drapestry that had a beautiful angel on the front of it. Jei felt a tinge of jealousy but he hide it within him because he knows that it isn't right to feel jealous towards someone or at least that is what the bible told him. After the class, Jei's sister went right home while he stayed out a little longer so he could read his bible, which he was now tell himself that it was better than any drapestry.
When Jei arrived home, he saw blood everywhere. His mother and father were laying face down on the ground in a puddle of their own blood. His sister was also on the floor but she was wrapped in her angel drapestry. Tears streamed down the young boys cheeks. 'He did this to me. Why did he do such a thing like this to me? I thought I was following he every word. But must not of been. Or maybe he just doesn't like me. Maybe there isn't a real God. That is it. There is no God.' Jei thought to himself.
lick around divine debris
taste the wealth of hate in me
shedding skin succumb defeat
this machine is obsolete
Farfarello looked outside his window. The sidewalk that was below old broken down apartment building's window was filled with the busy buzz of people going about their normal days. A small smile caressed Farfarello's face. 'He would pay,' he thought to himself, 'He will pay with the lives of his perfect little followers. Especially the innocent ones. Tonight will be the night that this world of his is going to begin to crumble.'
He reached down and touched his shiny stainless steal knife. He ran his tongue along his the edge of the blade. His saliva made the edge of the knife glisten. His mind thought of the ways that he would torture God's little children. Hurting the Supreme Being that many of the inhabitants of the world call "God" and hurting "God's" children is all that he is good for in his life.
made the choice to go away
drink the fountain of decay
tear a hole exquisite red
fuck the rest and stab it dead
Farfarello hid in the shadows. He heard the cheers of happy people walking towards the alley he was hiding in. His eye glowed an amber color in the artificial light of the streetlight. His eyes didn't only glow because of the light but there was some sort of deranged happiness in the too.
It was a group of teenage girls that were walking towards the man named Farfarello. They were coming back from one of their favorite hangouts, a local dance club. They had enjoyed their evening out and now they were on their way home. The girls walked closer still walking a giggling as they approached an unseen terror. As the girls walked by Farfarello swung his one arm out and pulled a girl into the shadows by her neck. The girls let out a cry. Her friends looked around and didn't see her anywhere. Then the girl screamed again. The girls went running down the alley.
Farfarello licked the blood soaked knife. The taste of blood in his mouth gave him pleasure. Pleasure that he never got the chance to have while he was a living by the rules of God. Now he was living to hurt God, and to him hurting God was fun. So he was living a fun life.
broken bruise forgotten sore
too fucked up to care anymore
poisoned to my rotten core
too fucked up to care anymore
The sun just started to rise in the morning sun. Farfarello was just arriving to the abandoned apartment building, which he called home. He slipped into the building to the most unseen entrance for that reason. He sat down on the old rotting couch that was still in the old building.
He took off the coat that he had put on before leaving. It was black and fill with knives of all sorts. The coat heavily clanged against the floor. Under the coat was a white tank top. But the tank top wasn't quite white any more. It was now stained with red blood. The blood was still wet and it was still flowing. He looked down at himself surprised. He didn't feel anything, not even pain. He couldn't understand what was going on. He was bleeding but no pain accompanied it. He gingerly touched the wound on his stomach. He then remembered that one of the girls had picked up his knife and cut him with it. It didn't hurt then and it still doesn't hurt.
He picked up his one knife and looked at it. All the blood that had once been there was now gone after Farfarello had quenched his thirst. His golden eye fell onto his knife with a questioning look. The knife was calling to him. He could hear its words. He listened to them.
He took the knife and brought it up against his arm.
in the back off the side far away is a place where i hide
where i stay tried to say tried to ask i needed to all alone by
myself where were you?
Jei ran from the house after his confrontation with Sister Ruth. It was raining. The rain fell down his face along with the tears that came from his eyes. He believed that God had taken his family away from him for no reason. So now he hates who he had once loved.
Jei ran till he couldn't run any more. He collapsed onto the ground. He tried to catch himself but all he got was stone in his hands. He picked himself off of the ground till he got to the pavilion at the park. When he got under that, Jei fell onto the picnic table that was found beneath. He was breathing heavily, and his hair was wet with sweat and rain. He looked out to the rain. A flash of bright lightning filled the sky, along with the eyes of the young scared kid. A loud crash was heard from the heavens almost as if God was throwing things about.
Jei was scared and he clutched himself for some sort of warmth. Tears were streaming down his small face. They rolled down his soft cheeks down to his little mouth and he could taste the salty drips, which were his tears. He looked up to the dark sky and a lightning bolt flashed again. A little whimper came out of the boy's lips. His lips quivered as he made an attempt to speak. At that moment, his mind went blank and he couldn't think of what he was going to say. So he closed his mouth.
Jei finally got the courage and said to the sky what he wanted to say earlier. "I hate you. I hate you God. You are not real. If you are really there, then why did you let my parents die? They loved you like me. How could you let your followers die like that? I thought you were there to help people not hurt them. Why? Why God? Why? Answer me. Where were you? Where are you?" the young silver-haired Jei shouted towards the sky. "I have decided. I will hunt you down. I will kill you like you killed my parents. I will hurt you like you hurt my sister. I will make you cry like you did so with my sister. I will make you not believe that you are so big and powerful, like you made me believe that. I will live my life to hurt you, even if I become the devil himself, I will."
how could I ever think it's funny how everything that swore
it wouldn't change is different now just like you would
always say we'll make it through then my head fell apart and
where were you?
Farfarello made a long gash in his arm. It started to bleed but again he didn't feel anything. He remembered the day that he first saw the blood of a human, and he remembered his pledge to hurt God. God would pay for all of his misfortunes that he caused in Farfarello's, actually Jei's, life.
Farfarello was content watching his blood spill from the cut on his arm. Farfarello smiled a wicked smile. "I guess all that pain that you made me suffer through allowed me to not feel any physical pain. Is this a gift for you to have me stop all the pain that I am causing you or is it a curse? I am guessing you gave it to me as a curse but I will use it as a gift. It will help me hurt you even more if I can't feel the pain. I will continue to hurt you because the pain you caused me will never stop!" Farfarello yelled out the window.
The sky outside began to blacken and block out the light from the sun. A loud crash of thunder rolled acrossed the city. Then the city felt the rain fall onto its sleeping realms.
how could i ever think it's funny how everything you swore
would change is different now like you said you and me
make it through didn't fell apart
'It was like the storm that had happened the day that Jei had lost his family,' Farfarello thought to himself, 'It was raining because I was upset. I guess I fulfilled my task. It is raining because I hurt you. I will continue to do what I am doing.' Farfarello laughed. "Your children. I killed them. They loved you. They followed your every footstep. Where the fuck were you?"
where the fuck were you?