Title: Only One Love and Heart
Pairing(s): Yuki/Kyo
Warning(s): Slash (Yaoi), OoC, First Person POV, Third Person POV, Mixes between Past and Present tense, Mentions of Major Character Death
Rate: T
Summary: My mind seems to fight you... silver eyes stared at the orange head from a distance... My heart keeps breaking...
Anaki: So after Six Years I have finally edited this story. I hope that whoever read it before and reads it again can see the difference, if so please tell me if I have progressed in my writing. For those that are reading it for the first time, I hope that you like it, so please feel free to leave your thoughts behind.
My mind seems to fight you every time I see you. Every time I see you with her I want to shred her to pieces. When you look at her as if she's your world my heart shatters into millions of pieces. Pieces that only you can put together, but never will for you hate me with the same intense that I love you.
YKYKYK
Silver eyes stared at the orange head from the distance as the other talked with the only girl in the house. He sighed and turned to his writing desk, he didn't know how it had happened, but the incident two months ago changed everything for him. He sat down and began to write.
YKYKYK
I watch you walk away after glaring at me with loathing in your eyes. I just stood there as you walk towards her. You smile at her and she seems to calm you and my heart keeps breaking into small pieces that soon only you will be able to make it one. A hopeless hope for you won't ever stop hating me.
YKYKYK
He observed as the orange head stormed to the kitchen after he beat him again. It wasn't that he was good; he just knew the other's every move. He turned and ran to his garden and knelt down next to a small bush of orange flame roses. Tears begin to fall from his eyes and landed on the roses. Alone and silent the silver hair cried tears of love and pain.
YKYKYK
Another fight, another day and it's always the same. You always go back to her to calm down and the pieces of my heart become dust. Will you ever make it one? Or will you always hate me because of who I am? Please love me because the dust will be blown away and only you will be able to bring it back, but it seems impossible for that day to come.
YKYKYK
He watched as the orange head talk with the girl. They seemed to be arguing about something and the silver head just stared into nothing as it seemed that nothing would make him smile. He felt sorrow fill up inside him. He only wanted the orange head to love him back, he knew it was impossible but he hoped. After the incident three month earlier his heart had changed, but the orange head acted as if nothing had happened.
YKYKYK
You kiss me before undressing me and taking me. You said I belong to you and no one else. Now you don't seem to remember your claim and my heart disappears and you are indifferent to it all. Will you ever look at me the way you did that day? Will you ever claim I belong to you and only you?
YKYKYK
The silver head walked down the stairs only to hear someone arguing. Without much care at what the others were said he walked into the kitchen. The orange head had the girl pinned to the wall and his eyes seemed to be dark.
"Kyo," the silver head said softly. The other dropped the girl at once and went up to the silver head. The other didn't move just stared as the orange head went up to him slowly, it was as if Kyo didn't want to frightened him. The orange head kissed the silver head once he reached him. The other backed away slightly and whispered, "No Kyo… please don't."
"You are mine and no one else Yuki. You belong only to me," Kyo said and kissed him again. Yuki felt his heart coming back and kissed Kyo back, submitting to the orange head.
"I don't want you to forget again," he said softly against Kyo's lips. The orange head looked at the girl and noticed her glared at the floor in anger.
"Never believe a bitch that wants what belongs to me," Kyo said and grabbed Yuki's wrist in a gentle yet strong way.
YKYKYK
My mind seems to fight you when you are near. My heart breaks when I see you looking at her like she's your world. My spirit leaves my body with a cry of agony. That's when you came and put my heart together, and made my soul glow of happiness but now I'm afraid you'll forget once again.
YKYKYK
The silver head sat up fast on his bed and to turn to his right and found the orange head sitting on a chair and asleep with his head laid on the bed next to him. He smiled slightly and looked out the window before he laid down and closed his eyes for a moment. He heard the door opened but he didn't opened his eyes when the other stood up fast.
"You must tell him you remembered what happened three months ago," an older male's voice came. He heard as the orange head sighed and he wondered what was wrong.
"Shigure, you know what will happen to me in a month. Only you and no one else, what I did three months ago was against his will." the orange head stopped for a moment, and when he talked his tone was deeper and distant, "I can't tell him I remember when supposedly it was the cat in me that claimed him."
"Yes but you almost hurt Tohru in the process. You more than anyone know that Yuki won't be able to live much longer," the older man said in a stern tone, a tone that was rare to hear in the man that took care of the ones that reside in his home.
"He can't die because right at this moment my cat has taken away what always hurt the rat," the orange head sighed sadly. At the next words he said the silver head wished to open his eyes to be able to tell the orange head how he felt but something seemed to stop him. As much as he wanted to open his eyes it seemed impossible. "I love Yuki so much it hurts."
"Then tell him."
"He hates me with the same intensity that I love him, even more since that day three months ago." There was silence and the silver head didn't like it. He tried to open his eyes again, to move but his body didn't respond to him.
"When will you leave?" The older man finally asked. The silver head didn't like that question at all, he wanted to open his eyes and tell the orange head that he loved him. That he wanted the other to stay by his side always and to never leave him. Yet his body seemed be in a trance where he was unable to move a single muscle.
"Tonight when the clock strikes seven."
"Ten minutes?" The tone of the older man was of surprised, one that the silver head noticed was only used when the older man was not included in a plan of a sort.
"It'll be better that way, my little rat won't wake up until eight." Silence followed that statement, yet the silver head could hear the whole conversation but was unable to make his body function, it was as if someone was stopping him from being able to make his body respond to his mind. The orange head spoke again in a tone that clearly stated that he wanted the things to happen. "He doesn't have to see me leave to never come back, but I will ask a favor of you, Shigure."
"Anything Kyo."
"I'm going to leave with nothing, on my writing desk is a note for Yuki. Tell him to read it when he awakes." The silver head heard the door of his room closed suddenly and it was then he was able to move his body. Yet it seemed like forever as he ran to his door in ordered to follow the other two.
YKYKYK
I watch you leave with a last letter for me. Where will you go? Why have you left, when I thought everything was fine? I love you, and now I know you do too… but your back is facing me. With a last goodbye you disappear leaving me in agony once again.
YKYKYK
The silver head ran down the stairs as the clock stroke seven. The front door closed before he could call out the name of the one he loved. He ran and opened the door only to be met by emptiness. Silent tears ran down his face as he screamed the one name that belonged to the one he loved more than life itself. "KYO!"
"Yuki, he is gone," the older man's voice came from behind him. He couldn't believe his body had taken too long to react.
"He can't leave me, Shigure… I love him," the silver head sobbed as the older man held him in an embrace. After a long silence the man talked once again and the silver head listen to every word as if something the man said would bring back the one he loved.
"Go read the note he left for you, there lies the answers." The silver head ran upstairs at once and to the other's room. The moment he entered he went to the writing desk at once. The paper he found was orange and the ink black, he picked the paper up and begun to read.
'Dear Yuki,
I love you, Yuki Sohma. Even when you hate me, I love you. It started on the
day I took by force. I wasn't in my right mind that day; Akito saw and has threaten to
lock you up away from me if you loved me in return. I won't permit that so I had to
fake hatred. Tohru didn't like it and would always insisted me to tell you. Yet, I didn't,
you won't suffer my fate because freedom is not good with you locked up.
I know I don't have to say this but please continue your life. One more thing
before I disappear once and for all. In the drawer of this desk are two things that
belong to me. One is a ring and the other a chain with a silver ring. Please throw them
away and burn everything in this room. I know you will take pleasure in doing so.
Goodbye my love, my angel, my Yuki.
Be happy!
Love,
Kyo'
YKYKYK
I stand here today crying for you. Crying for what has happen to you because of me. I let the tears show on my face and I know everyone is shock but I don't care for I love you and I have lost you. I'm sorry my love, but I love you so much to let you go that's why I followed you that day. Now I must cry you.
YKYKYK
It's raining but no one cares, the silver head stands in a black suit. His eyes are dead from any life, tears running down his face as he stands in the open rain. The others stand around him an umbrella covering them as they watch in silence as the other grieves. The silver head kneels in front of the stone and reaches out to touch it. He begins to talk as he caress the stone. The movement seems to have happen many times in the past, yet no one talks.
"It has been a year and three months since he claimed me by force and me falling in love with him. It has been a year since that woman took him away from me. Away from US!"
No one speaks up. Everything is in silence.
"He died defending me, he died knowing I loved him. A smile on his face and tears on mine. He died in my arms and that bitch just laughed!"
Silence greet his words once again. Now everyone has a tear rolling down their faces, this also seems to have happen again in the past. It seems like everyone is aware of what is being said and agree silently or feels almost the same pain as the silver head.
"I love you my love, my guardian, my Kyo," the silver head says before crying out loud. The rain begins to pour harder as he sobs.
"Yuki, we must leave," an older silver head said stepping forward with his own umbrella.
"No Ayame, today my Kyo is not going to be alone."
"He wants you healthy, strong. Besides he will always be with you."
"Okay," came a short reply but everyone can tell the young silver head isn't finish with his sentence. "Just give me a few minutes more."
"As you wish little brother." The older silver head steps backwards and back into the crowd.
"I, Yuki Sohma accept to be your fiancé Kyo Sohma." Everyone gasps at the words, no one in the past generations has accepted the cat as their fiancé. The one that did would be that who truly sees the heart of the cat and has love the cat more than anything. The one that would free them from the curse if they so wish it.
The young silver head stands up and turns to leave as the rain stops. He is about to take a step when he feels someone grab his wrist. He turns around to see an orange flame rose resting on the grave. It was something that has happen several times before, but he never gives it much importance until now. He smiles as words appear on the gravestone. He takes off the chain and puts it on the stone next to the rose.
"Together forever and ever," the young silver head read before leaving with the rest of his family. For the first time he smiles with a small light in his young silver eyes.
Even when you aren't here, your love for me is. As my love for you is with you wherever you are. My heart was one when you live and left with you when you die. For our love was one. Our hearts a half of each other. Our souls became one that night you claimed me. One love forever and ever.
Only one love
And heart.
The End
Anaki: If you wish to see the difference between the original and this one please let me know so that I can post the original as a second chapter. :) :) :)