One of us, a harry potter fanfic

I am lying in bed thinking of things I have done wrong, thinking of the things which I shouldn't have done and which I shouldn't have said. Why didn't I see that you would give me another chance and now I am here without you by my side? What have I done wrong that you aren't here with me tonight?

They passed me by, all of those great romances
You were, I felt, robbing me of my rightful chances
My picture clear, everything seemed so easy
And so I dealt you the blow
One of us had to go
Now it's different, I want you to know

I want to be there by your side, I don't care where I just want to hold you. to kiss those wonderful lips and to see your beautiful face. I don't care if it is stressed and gaunt, I don't care if your body is nearly only bones. I love you the way you are… it just seems that I have seen it too late and now you are so far.

One of us is crying
One of us is lying
In her lonely bed
Staring at the ceiling
Wishing she was somewhere else instead
One of us is lonely
One of us is only
Waiting for a call
Sorry for herself, feeling stupid feeling small
Wishing she had never left at all

I didn't see that you wanted to keep me from the pain your feeling. You just wanted to forget your past and start with me a new beginning. But I was foolish, I was mad. I didn't see the love, which was hidden deep inside of you, and I didn't the tears you shed during the night when no sleep was found. I was too fooled by myself that you wouldn't love me anymore; making me angry that the hope that I had gotten when we hugged in Shack was suddenly was gone. I lied to myself not seeing the truth, I couldn't bare to see your face anymore… one of us had to go.

I saw myself as a concealed attraction
I felt you kept me away from the heat and the action
Just like a child, stubborn and misconceiving
That's how I started the show
One of us had to go
Now I've changed and I want you to know

Sleep is since a long time not found anymore and I just stare in the open space searching for the right words with which I could tell you that I am sorry. Sorry for leaving that morning, leaving you behind. Having believed a foolish lie, a constructed lie that I have made up myself, a lie now is out of my head and hurts inside my soul.

Staring at the ceiling
Wishing she was somewhere else instead
One of us is lonely
One of us is only
Waiting for a call
Sorry for herself, feeling stupid feeling small
Wishing she had never left at all

I get and get quickly dressed, as the tension in my soul is a total distress. I apparate to the place where I left, wondering if you are still there to hear my sadness and my forgiveness.

I reach the door but I even don't need to knock. You open the door and take me freely in your arms, holding me tight in your strong and safe arms and I know I have finally found home. Because home is in your arms and not alone.

Song: One of us by Ateens