Deserted Mistakes

A/N: This is rated T just in case, but future chapters will definitely be rated M. This is just a short beginning I felt I needed to upload, it will get longer and more interesting along the way...^^


I looked at Edward, studied his beautiful face as usual. His eyes were closed and he hummed my lullaby with a smile on his lips. I buried my face on his chest, wanting to be with him forever. And for the first time, I knew that I was going to.

"Are you okay?" whispered Edward, stroking my hair.

"Thirsty…" I answered and automatically licked my lips. I constantly had the need to hunt nowadays, never getting enough of the breathtaking red liquid that tasted better than any candy I had ever eaten. Edward had held his promise just as he said he would, he hadn't leaved my side for a single minute just to make sure I wouldn't eat anything… unvegetarishly. "Can't we go hunting?"

Edward shook his head, his eyes full with pain. He playfully tangled his fingers in my hair, placing his arm firmly against my waist.

"You must learn how to resist…" he mumbled, leaning closer to kiss my forehead.

"Please", I begged but Edward only held me tighter.

"I'll still your hunger", he said with a smile on his face.

He kissed me lightly on my lips, his tongue searching its way through my mouth. Slowly he rolled me over so I was lying on top of him, feeling every inch of him underneath me. My hands made a mess of his hair, trying to pull his head, his lips, even closer to mine.

"I love you", I mumbled and pushed my body closer to his. Edward responded by stroking his big hands on my back, moving down to the waistband of my trousers.

Suddenly it felt like my body was hit by a lightning. It was a feeling unable to explain, almost as if my body was torn inside out. My nose had caught the smell of something wonderful, something so delicious that my head started to spin. . I couldn't think clearly, all I wanted was to sink my teeth deeply to the animal's flesh, tasting it…

I acted on impulse, getting up too fast for Edward to react, and ran out of the small tent that was our temporary home. I flew out in the woods, my senses alert, focusing on finding my food. It wasn't far away, I could feel it, and I got more and more excited. It couldn't be far now…

When I reached a small glade I stopped abruptly. In front of me stood my food, graciously bending down to tie his sneakers. The black, thick hair was shimmering in the sun that made its way through the thick woods. He couldn't be much older than I, eighteen or nineteen perhaps. He hadn't spotted me yet, but just seeing his back was enough for me to get crazy. He was like a breathtaking lollipop waiting to get licked.

I walked up to him with excitement pounding in my chest. My praised my body for moving so vigorous after my change, tripping and falling was no longer a part of my vocabulary. I snuck up close to the boy, ready to dig in to his flesh.

"No!"

A hand had gripped by wrist and pulled me safely away from the boy before shouting the word. Edward was pressing me against his body, doing everything to keep me away from my food.

"Let me go!" I roared, my heart started to spin because of the food refusal. I tried to break free but Edward was still stronger even though he had to fight a lot harder than our previous days.

What happened next was too bizarre to be real. Both Edward's and my body went numb and sank down to the ground, unable to move. My eyes looked up at the boy, his right arm was holding a wooden stick rose up in the air. My mouth was, figurative speaking of course, watering as the sight of him. A pair of round spectacles was sitting on his nose and he had a thin zigzagged scar on his forehead. I couldn't deny that he was hot – big muscles welled out from underneath his t-shirt. I could only imagine what he would taste like…

"Ginny!" cried the boy over his shoulder, "Ginny come here and hurry up! I think we've caught two of them!"

To be continued... Please leave a comment!