Sam Winchester loves the Archangel Lucifer. Lucifer he's tormentor, Lucifer the angel that just cant leave him alone.

Even though he's not good for him, even though he's like poison he can't help himself. No good can come from it; he's going to destroy him, even more now.

He's already done it, he's always there and every time he is, he is breaking him.

Somebody would snap by now, would not be able to take it any longer. And even though he can't, god no, he cannot take it, it's killing him slowly.

He loves him.

Yes he loves him.

It's sick, that he loves him but love has no boundaries, no set rules, you don't choose, it just is.

It's going to kill him faster, being in love with him.

Yet…

"Sammy" Lucifer's hand runs down his cheek, he shivers. He can't speak, can't move, all he can focus is on his lovers hand caressing him.

When Lucifer's hand moves away Sam turns around, Lucifer's smiling at him but it can only last far too soon.

"Sammy" And it's a different voice this time, it's his brother Dean.

Lucifer's across the room now, smirking.

"Sam, you okay?" Dean asks.

No. "Yes" He lies, well he thinks it's lying. He cant tell any longer, it's Lucifer he blurred the line between lies and truths and now Sam is lost. What is a lie, and what is a truth?

"Just fine" Sam mutters again when Lucifer appears right beside him making him jump. Lucifer's smiles widely at what he can do to Sam.

"Sam, you sure?" Dean asks as Lucifer repeats Dean's words, again, again and again.

"Leave me alone" Sam jumps to his feet.

Dean raises an eyebrow, Sam leaves. Lucifer follows, he always follows.

Sam slams the doors as he pasts through each doorway. "Temper, temper Sammy" Lucifer is smirking, smirking, he always does this. "It can't be aimed at me, can it Sammy?" Lucifer arches an eyebrow. "Right?" Lucifer grips Sam's leg, his eyes cold hard steel. "Because you love me"

Sam doesn't answer because both of them know it is in fact Lucifer, Lucifer is just prolonging it because it's just what he does. And yes as sick as it, if given the choice to have Lucifer dissapear forever, Sam wouldn't take it because no matter how much Lucifer hurts him he loves him.

Lucifer likes hurting Sam but Sam has no choice. He loves him.

"You need me" Lucifer says and he's right, he is so damn right. Because now Sam has Lucifer he can never let him go even though it'll kill him.