Miyuki's notes/Disclaimer: Konnichiwa! This is actually the continuation of The Feel Of Guilt but there is no harm reading them separately or not in order. This is a spontaneous poem that entered my mind and I am screaming out loud on how to finish those other two lengthy stories. Anyway about this oneshot poem, it is written from Kira's point of view. Again on his thoughts and feelings but in a more poetical manner. Some parts may not sound right but I was just trying to get them rhyme and hmm, I don't think logic plays a huge role in poems, do they? I don't own Bleach. Domo arigato and yes yes reviews!
Dreadful me dreadful me,
Admiring him is murdering me,
Fading slowly sane thoughts in me,
His deception is tearing me.
Loving him loving him,
Admiring him admiring him,
Being an idiot being a whim,
I wish there was no one but him.
The silver hair the cunning grin,
I still remember his direct orders on me,
I would like to touch his beautiful chin,
Unfortunately misery loves to pour its jealousy on me.
My shaky hands my shaky speech,
Speaking to him makes me weak,
I would love to have my speech sleek,
Him inching on me makes me pink like a peach.
Reminiscence reminiscence,
Old memories will always stay the same,
Nothing new but just the same,
However time gave me independence.
Wounded heart wounded mind,
I still love you eventhough I have doubts,
Time comforts my troubled mind,
Somehow I feel that I heart you so much to bits.